Still in the sad mode (boring, boring, boring). Now, even worst. I blurt it out. I made a confession, as I have been thinking this thing through, and it seems like either or, there's nothing left for me. It's all done.
I blurt it out. I told him how I felt, and I felt so wrong. That what I did these past few days, being a hypocrite myself is totally undeniable. I told him that there is no where that we can make any good from this thing; pretending and acting cool about everything, as if everything is perfectly fine, as it is NOT!
And of course, what he said and what he keeps on repeating is that I am a nice girl, the best girl ever he has ever met, but we can just be friends. I don't ask him for options. And I don't ask him for an answer that will suits my needs. I have gone through with that stuff. It's all past already. Now, it is just the time for me to tell the tale. And, that is it. Nothing more. I don't want to expect anything from him, nor want he says something to make me happy. Not. Nothing.
And I blurt it out the fact that I am through, and I can't do this anymore. And that is the end of it. I am through with this thing, and I don't know what else to say. *giggles hysterically*
I blurt it out.
1 day ago
4 twirls with baby:
I get into trouble if I 'blurt' .... you can get away with it though cos you's younger.
daddy, i dont survive with the blurting session. it was a disaster indeed. but whats done is done, so i lose. :)
i knew i wasnt good enough to everyone in terms of love life scenario, though.
somehow, i am a big-head-wrecker in that 'particular' aspect. sigh.
(its okay. dont have to cheer me up, esp. my dearest daddy, 70s, nursie and sexy... its my weakness. i got it now. just need to know how to handle it). :(
Glad you know how to handle it :-)
oops sorry or at least you are looking how to!!! much *twirling* & *giggling* through it is the spirit :-)
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