Negative Altogether

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Hey. Gloomy day today. Outside and inside.I got to learn one thing. To not trust anyone so quickly and do not keep your hopes high enough to let you shattered into pieces at the end of the day. It is just so annoying yet depressing when all of this happened. It is though.I've had long weekend off. And I spoilt myself by not doing anything at all, just lounging in the house and do basically NOTHING. I was about to get a study desk...

To Take A Step Further, One Step Back Or Stand Still?

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Life is shit. What would you reckon when everyone is expecting so much from you? Like, it can be so exhausting at time, then comes to the fact that you are actually tired and just so want to get away from everything. Like, seriously.A lie down to clear up your mind, and just be free from whatever, whomever... is an actual bliss. At least,...

Luck Make Over, Anyone?

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Well, for a start... it was sunny when I stepped out from the shop finishing my shift. Even though, it was gloomy earlier on this morning. :) Somehow, the sun always cheer me up, no matter how disturbed I feel. So, it is a good sign, eh? :)I feel more content now, especially knowing that I wouldn't have to work on weekends no more! My college...

I'm Back... :)

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Hey.At last, well... as I may say. I think, I am done now. I really am. I was really in bits last night, weeping over stuff, but then... when I woke up this morning, I just realized. This is so unsound. Why would I allowed someone who is so selfish and mostly immature, just thinking solely about his life, and dumping me just like that as if I am close to NOTHING? Why would I let this person destroying me, my life?This is so not...

I Can't Do This

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I just can't believe that it is actually over. It has been a week already, but it seems like it is just a day pass. I thought that I could cope up, but clearly I cannot. I had a really bad dream last night, and I woke up at half three and sweating like mad. It is something that really bothers me now. And worst of all, I thought I am strong...

I Am Not Okay

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Hey.I thought I was strong enough, after these past few days. Na'ah. I wasn't. I really thought I can cope this up. I can mend the whole situation and be back up on my two feet. Na'ah. Three days were supposed to be long enough to make me feel okay. Nope. Not okay at all.Collapsing, still. Feels like the heart has been crushed badly. Really...

It Is Not Just A Bad Dream

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Hey. Bad dreams are awful, aren't they? Like, it will haunt you no matter how hard you try to forget? But then again, if one thing is really happening, and you just realized that it is not just a bad dream... I suppose, we would rather have a bad dream rather than the real thing, eh?I remembered when I was a small kid, when I had a bad dream,...

The End, Again.

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The end. I am crashing. Really, really b...