It's Sunday! Whatever happened to my Saturday?!
Lost it! I lose a day. *sad look*
It was an awful weekend. I have been partying, happily, ruining my life... *smile* Supposedly, I thought that is the best way to forego all the hurtful things I had inside. To forget bad things and to live my life to the fullest, despite of having that painful feel inside me. I did that anyway.
I went out to a party with few of my friends. Oh yeah, I don't really hang out with most of my Malaysian friends here. For some reasons, the pissed me off. Don't get me wrong. They just simply exclude me from their life. Just like that. I don't mind. What is that for, to go after them when they don't actually want to befriend with you?! Am I right, here? Let them be.
I went out with my multi-country-peeps. I have Sweedish, Italians, Polish and even Irish. They're cool enough. Love them to bits. We hang out and get some musics in the club. Then we continue partying to one of my friend's place, nearby. We had the DJ from the club playing for us. Since, in a way, he is our friends too! It was supercool! We had fun, dancing, talking with the musics blaring! Nice musics! I like. And we (not really 'we', but me.., since they are still happily dancing when I was about to go home. *chuckles*
Okay, so the point is, I went back home at 2 p.m. on Saturday, that makes the calculation of hours spent partying, is about 14 hours! Non-stop! Yayyy!! *wink*
So, I went back straight home, feeling groggy (what can you expect, no sleep in 14 hours?!),
hit the sack! And have a very good nite-day sleep for few hours. I woke up few times, at 6 p.m., at 10 p.m. (when there were few of my friends texting me to ask if I will be there that nite...crazy! But, I continue to doze off for few more hours...), and few more hours after that, then only I woke up at 10 a.m. on Sunday! What a deep sleep I was in! *giggles*
It was fun though. Even though, then the thought of tomorrow is Monday, and I have to go to work again, pissed me off! Like, I was thinking, why shouldn't I just stay at home for the last few days instead of going out and dancing? That would be a good option since I can have myself resting for the rest of weekends, before I started work again?! Nope! That way, I will definitely wasting my weekends-time-off-from-work! I am crazy? I thought so! *chuckles*
Okay, I got to search the fridge what do I have for a descent meal! I am too hungry. I had a bowl of cereals when I woke up just now, but am too hungry already now. Sigh. The dancing part reallly put off my weight and makes me go hungry all over again! Hahaha...
Well, I will let you know later what is going on, okay? Anyway, the conclusion from what I did, hmm... it doesn't really put off my mind away from him. My ex-boyfriend.... Coz, even though how hard I've tried to do something, fulfilling my schedule with tons of things to do, he is still there in my mind, and the freaky thing is, I still miss him so much! Darn! It is really not a good thing, eh? What should I do?! (Do you think he missed me too?!)
Okay, let me know what you think, eh?! That would be nice, instead of me thinking things, these thing alone! It will makes me go crazy! Help me out!! *wink*
4 twirls with baby:
Wow. Partying for 14 hours straight? I know I couldn't do that, hehe.
I'm sure your ex- misses you too. People can't turn off their emotions like a switch. Since you said he knew you so well, I think he is having the same feelings as you.
Hi there jacinto! thanks for the comment. but nope. i dont think he feel the same way as i did. but no worries. i think i overcome tht part already. he's a history, and i have to cope with tht fact. btw, yup! partying for 14 hours, and tht was way too cool! hehehe... hope to see you again soon! take care! *wink*
yore not alone...
we will be there for you :)
take care now
thanks!! appreciate tht!! *wink*
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