I am at home. Sitting. Watching tv. Being a couch potato. While listening to awesome tracks.
All in one.
I feel so tired. Tired, and so tired I am. One more day to go to work, then as usuals, my weekends off. There is something different with this weekend tho'. It is more like, a 'Christmas' like to me.
We are going to celebrate Syawal, this weekend. More like 'Christmas'. As I said earlier.
For the second year, of my life, celebrating it without my family. Sad? I don't really realized that, to be honest. Nano. I don't know.
Supposedly, everyone will be with their family. Celebrating, and having loads of fun. But me, I am here. All alone, for the second year, in my entire life.
Ahh... no worries. I will be okay.
Oh, despite of feeling sad and things like that, for this Syawal thingy... I was, I repeat that... I was supposed to be happy. Because I was supposed to go to this Luciano thingy. A DJ, playing in Dublin... tomorrow night. At least, it will make it up for the sad part, of not being near to my family. But then again, yesterday's text received, I really don't feel like doing anything.
Even now, I feel like not doing anything. Everything is so so wrong.
All in one.
I feel so tired. Tired, and so tired I am. One more day to go to work, then as usuals, my weekends off. There is something different with this weekend tho'. It is more like, a 'Christmas' like to me.
We are going to celebrate Syawal, this weekend. More like 'Christmas'. As I said earlier.
For the second year, of my life, celebrating it without my family. Sad? I don't really realized that, to be honest. Nano. I don't know.
Supposedly, everyone will be with their family. Celebrating, and having loads of fun. But me, I am here. All alone, for the second year, in my entire life.
Ahh... no worries. I will be okay.
Oh, despite of feeling sad and things like that, for this Syawal thingy... I was, I repeat that... I was supposed to be happy. Because I was supposed to go to this Luciano thingy. A DJ, playing in Dublin... tomorrow night. At least, it will make it up for the sad part, of not being near to my family. But then again, yesterday's text received, I really don't feel like doing anything.
Even now, I feel like not doing anything. Everything is so so wrong.
Bad lucks all week. Sigh.
1 twirls with baby:
Selamat Hari Raya.
Hope you have fun. That's the thing about being away. Seems like just another day.
Take care. xx
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