Just Another Plain Sunday

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Good morning, everyone.

I have been curling on bed for so many hours, wondering why I could not sleep and with the result, I woke up so early today. Just to realized that, it is a daylight saving time last night. Therefore, there is another additional one hour less, to what we already had before. No wonder!

It is already Sunday, but the fact that I don't have to go to work tomorrow, Monday... is such a pleasant thought! No work on Monday simply means, bliss! But, as starting from Friday, I haven't been out from the house, but stay in my cocoon until today! I have to go out somehow. I feel so lazy and sluggish with my new style of living! Staying home doesn't do me any good!

Ah well, I am rather confused or more confused. If I go out, I will definitely get soaked or shivered to death! It is so cold outside, and the wind is not helping at all! Feels like blowing away, like Miss Mary Poppins. Just that this Mary Poppins is without the umbrella. I gave up with umbrella, already... I think.

I can't stop thinking of what are the things I should be doing today. And, the result is, NONE. Nothing that I can think of. It's so bad when the weather is crap, and you are broke! It's so annoying actually! Had a friend who owes me money, but despite of giving it to me, he rather be with some girl and told me that he can't see me yesterday to give me the money! How selfish a person can be? I can't tolerate this nonsense anymore. Just pissing me off! And I can't really go to him as well, as I am too broke! He is so far far away!

Damn! What a lousy weekend. Well, I guess I better put on the kettle and make myself a cup of coffee or tea, to keep me warm and sensible! :) I might go out tonight, I think. I just need to go out, and just to be outside the house, and meeting people. This is what happened when you are living by yourself. Duuh. I am so bored.

Really really bored at the moment, and doomed! Sigh.

Ah, it started to rain again! Yikes.

Later.

Cocoon Up

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It's warm, sunny Monday! It is a Bank Holiday today, which means no work on Monday!! *wink* It has always been a pleasure not to work on Monday, no matter how hard I tried to be focused on Monday, it surely won't happened.

Surprisingly, it is beautiful, again!!! It's an off day, and it's gorgeous. What more can I ask?

It has been a lazy day for me today. I have been cocooned myself in my room, and just simply being lazy. It's a bliss!

Foregoing the bliss moment I had and to have in another few more hours, I can't help myself thinking. What is going on with my life, basically? I am nearby towards thirty of age in few years time, and I am still here, popping around like a small kid, happily tip toeing, wandering around.

When would it be the best time to think and decide of my path of life? Has it already timed out? What if when I thought of aligning my path, it is way too late. What would happen to me by then?

Things like this always bother me. Too much to 'consume' and too much to think of. And ended up, off the narrow road of nowhere.

What will happen by then?

Tips On Getting Back On Senses

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Few articles have been searched and read... and it all comes to one conclusion.

I have been reading through all things I googled up, and this is basically the list of things that I should be doing to get it started!

1. Love yourself before planning to fall in love with anyone. (This is actually so true! I have to like myself before I want someone else to like me, or before I want to make someone else to be interested in me! So, let's roll on!)
2. Be gorgeous, as when you looks good, the confident just boost up! (Looks good and people look up on you. So, here I come!! I will be evolved from my cocoon to become quite a graceful butterfly!)
   
3. Ignorance is always a bliss! So, ignore him and you'll soon get what you are waiting for! (I won't be hogging him, looking at his way or anything alike. We'll see what happens!)
   
4. Guys hate rejections and competitions! So, twinkle your eyes and the bees will be swarming all over you! (This will simply be done with a new look and a girly giggles... *wink*)
   
5. Don't beg but let him beg! ((Looking good, with loads of confidence in oneself, looking posh and class... I'll get this done in no time! *giggles*)
   
6. Don't be cheap, but be classy! (Not dressing up like a trash, with more skins revealed, but classy like so I won't look like a tramp, but a princess!)
   

Basically, that tells the tale! And, this is exactly what I will be doing. I am back in the rhythm, and I know I have been swaying far away these past few days. But heck with it, as I think I already got the hold of this music. So, let it begins!

I am starting off tomorrow by having a new hair-do! It is a girl day out for me tomorrow, and I am going to make use of it!

Wish me luck!