So, It Went Well... :)

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Tadaaa....!! :)

I got short-listed!! I went for the interview, but to be honest with you... I was a bit hesitant to stay, and I nearly chickened out! I nearly bail off, and basically I nearly going home!

But at the end of the day, I stayed with the reason, just give it a go and why not. It was a group interview (I think I did mentioned it before), and I thought it is going to be around 4-6people, but definitely, and obviously... I was wrong! There were 35 people altogether!

And, mind you... all of them are dressing up, with colourful hats, coats, necklaces, etc. and I was the only plain jane there at the time! That is one thing that make me want to go home as well. But, I stayed.

So, we were divided into three little groups, and basically to shorten the story, I got short-listed! Yayyy!! There are 12 of us who got short-listed, and will be having an on-floor trial! It will be for an hour, and I think they want to see how we interact with customers. I think. I mean, I think. I don't think they want the 12 of us. Is it not?

So, mine would be on Sunday, 2-3pm. The most peak hours of the day! I will definitely make a good amount of fool of myself that day. Haha...

Oh, when we were in the group, we were asked two questions, and I already made a mess, when at the end of the day, they are laughing at me everytime I speak! Haha... First question was, find some random thing in your bag and try to sell that to them. And I was selling my key chain! Haha... And the second question was, if you were a book, what would you be? And, I said, a children book! Because I am fun! Haha... but they were asking me the title of the book, and I simply said, Thumbellina. The little thumb girl! Why? Because I am small, and will go through all the hurdles, but at the end of the day, everything is just fine. :)

Haha... And I did make a mess of myself, as they were laughing at me, non-stop, but hey... at least that got me into the second round of the interview, isn't it? Haha...

So, I will let you know what happen on Sunday, and with that, happy weekends to everyone and talk soon! :)

Not The Same Again, Anymore

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I am really really disturbed at the moment. I really am. All my posts these past few days, just tumbled upside down. I am so confused with myself, really. Everything seems to be so wrong. So in a big mess. My life. In fact, everything is.

I don't know where to start. But basically, someone has said something really bad, and it just doesn't make sense. I started to think so many negative things. I don't know really. All the time, I was thinking of crying. And at some point, I thought I was having an amnesia. Like what really happened in the past, has not even happen? As it seems like, I am the only one who realized that there was something happened in the past? He made it so simple, as if I created something and it was all in my mind?

How would that be? How could that really be? Somehow, he made it like I am one kind of a lunatic person, ever? I shouldn't be here, but then I should be living in an asylum with the real lunatic people?!

How could a person be so ignorant and filled so much of egoism in oneself without even want to admit the fact? How could a person be so mean and rude, without thinking of what other person will feel? Does he actually has a heart at all? Is he actually a person, a normal human being?

What happened yesterday is so intolerable. It just changed everything. It really does. It won't be the same again, not anymore. It's too harsh for me to accept, and to tolerate. I can't tolerate no more. I just can't. It is so different of him. So different, like I don't know who he is anymore.

And one thing for sure, at least I am sure about this. It will not even be the same again. Its just changed everything. I mean, everything...