A feelings cannot be erased as simple as erasing something on your notebook. Once you are attached to a particular person, you will always be. Either it will be part of your memories, or it will stay as long as it can be before you move on. However, and whatever it takes, it will always stays.
You cannot pretend that you don't have the feelings, towards a person anymore until your heart say so.Until it is time to move on.
And how can you possibly pretend that nothing has ever happened when the actual fact is, you are so into the feelings you had at the moment?That is why, love unattended, and love unseen... kept well beneath your hurtful feelings, pretending that nothing has ever happened. Pretending that you are okay with it, and pretending that you didn't feel a thing at all!
I cannot cope with that. It will eventually scarred my heart with millions of hideous scars one would have ever seen. But I have to. As it is meant to be that way as in for me...
I had just finished watching this one tv series, Men In Trees. One quote (not exactly as what it has been said in the series though, I didn't catch the exact phrase...), is similar like this...
"... what we had is always been there. As it is hard for you, it is hard for me too. You cannot simply erased the thing that we had before, as it was something so special and to be cherished about. Even though I am not with you, it doesn't mean that it is all gone. It is there, still and will always be there still until God knows when... Fate is fate, and we shall believe in what is fated to be ours..."
How sad it could be? As I will always wish, there will always be a silver lining on each muddy, black, horrid clouds...
You cannot pretend that you don't have the feelings, towards a person anymore until your heart say so.Until it is time to move on.
And how can you possibly pretend that nothing has ever happened when the actual fact is, you are so into the feelings you had at the moment?That is why, love unattended, and love unseen... kept well beneath your hurtful feelings, pretending that nothing has ever happened. Pretending that you are okay with it, and pretending that you didn't feel a thing at all!
I cannot cope with that. It will eventually scarred my heart with millions of hideous scars one would have ever seen. But I have to. As it is meant to be that way as in for me...
I had just finished watching this one tv series, Men In Trees. One quote (not exactly as what it has been said in the series though, I didn't catch the exact phrase...), is similar like this...
"... what we had is always been there. As it is hard for you, it is hard for me too. You cannot simply erased the thing that we had before, as it was something so special and to be cherished about. Even though I am not with you, it doesn't mean that it is all gone. It is there, still and will always be there still until God knows when... Fate is fate, and we shall believe in what is fated to be ours..."
How sad it could be? As I will always wish, there will always be a silver lining on each muddy, black, horrid clouds...
3 twirls with baby:
Ok b4by from one who is a lot older than you....... when you understand that life is one hard, difficult road then you can see the positives that the rest of it brings. Feelings can't be erased but they are dulled and put in the box that is life and experience, some of us learn, others of us still get hurt by it. That is life's rich pattern. However there is always a silver lining in everything we do if you choose to look for it :-)
For once, and I'll try not to say it again, 70's is right!
Oooo DP I am amazed :-)
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