Thinking Too Much Leads Nowhere

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Today is Tuesday. In a week time, I will be having my week holidays! *wink*

But I am on bed all day today. Been attacked by period cramps! It is not a good feeling either. Been curling left and right, and sighing all day. When I eat, it pains. When I stand up, it pains. When I turned my back, it pains. Everything spells - PAIN!

I have tried to get myself up and go to work, but alas it is all lead to a big failure. So, basically I was home all day, on bed. Not a good day to spend, at all.

I have decided. I am moving out in July, and I just got the answer to my confusion. We are going to Tenerife, after all. I got the news last night. He just got back from somewhere, and he texted me in the middle of the night... we are going!

I felt happy but in some aspects, I am worried. Would it be a nice vacation without any hassle and tense? Would it be as a good vacation as it can be? I hope so.

I have given up thinking. I guess, sometimes... it just made things go wrong. Go the other side of the story. It does not help, as sometimes it gave you different opinion, which somehow it is not there to judge at all. An opinion which is not relevant to even be called, an opinion. That usually what happens. Not just to me, but to whom who thinks too much. I guess that explains.

When we have an option, to choose... we tend to go to the other side of thinking. The negative ones. To me, its like a disease. Once you have a thought about it, it will spread around... and that is when things got worst.

So, basically... what am I saying is, don't think too much. No matter what the thing is, when you did too much, it won't give you any good.

I am still having my cramps now, but I am healthily to get back to work tomorrow. Therefore, I must hit the sack, now. So, till we meet again! Cheers!

P/S: The home-hunting is still on-going. I'll let you know the update.

Decision Making?

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It is Sunday morning, and the clock just strikes 10.30 a while ago. Surprisingly, I am sitting in front of my laptop and typing! *wink*

I have succeeded staying in, from Friday night to Sunday morning without having my regular night-outs as the usual. I am a bit proud of myself somehow. I made it.

But it made me thinks. Which options are actually the best to choose, to stay in or to go out?

I just realized, what I have been doing these past few days, by staying in, is basically lounging in my room, internet, flicking through channels in the telly, hoping from one DVD to another… oh, and not to forget, munching all sorts of junk food that I can think of, and that is available in my room.

Would that be the best option of all the options that I have? Eating non-stop those yummy, chocolate snacks over and over again? And obviously, I will eventually, will gain so much weight and no longer be able to go out and have fun. Would that be it?

On the other hand, if I go out, the one that I usually do… Long hours night out, filled with my exercise regime, dancing all night long, that put me to a nice figure, and feeling relaxed… but will definitely be intoxicated with gallons of alcohol consumed in my body, and it stays, will put me to a bad, sorts of bad condition on the Sunday morning, and sometimes prolonged to Monday mornings (that is one of the reason why I hate Mondays), will that be the appropriate options then? And oh, of course… the owl-kind-of living, sleeping during the day, and might eventually lost full day of a beautiful sunny days… on weekends. Would that then, be it?

I always ended up having such options. The one opposing to another, the one would ended up can never be compared. As there were the pros and cons on each. That would simply put me into the hideous condition of all, which to contemplate and as which to adapt?

Is life will always be difficult as this, no matter what is it all about…? Will we always be put in this situation, to choose? Why can’t life be as simple as eating strawberries in field streamed with daisies and butterflies on a sunny day? Does this decision-making will always be the ‘in thing’ in life?