I Think Someone Is Stalking Me?

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Well, I know I just posted an entry earlier today. But, this is important!

I think someone is stalking me. It might sound a bit silly or crazy (especially when I should be studying and concentrating on reading my notes for my exams next week!) but I think I am not imagining things!


I don't know whether should I be proud or should I be scared instead? ;)

Oh dear! Whatever it is, it's surely something for me to ponder upon! ;) Good night. xxx

Silent Mind

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Hi everyone. It's weekends at last.

It wasn't starting very good this evening. I had a stupid row. Or shall I say, beyond lunatic minds? It's too stupid to even get into such row! It's such a kiddy thingy. But, I can't really portray in words, instead... while I was browsing the net, I found Happy Bunny, and somehow it cheered me up! Here are some which, I thought I ought to say out loud!!

It was beyond absurd! And, seriously... now, I can't stop thinking what is really wrong that he ought to pick up fights? For stupid, silly things?

Good God. I thought I was the one who was having the PMS, and it turns out, it's not just me.

World is seriously, turning upside down.

Aunty Flow Will Be In Town

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It's an early morning for me again, today. as it has been so nice to wake up early in the morning, and take hot shower, ready to go to the office. As routine as it can be, I prepared myself a cup of coffee, and a sandwich for my breakfast. Its drizzling out there, and I was wondering how would I ever waited for the bus, as I don't have an umbrella with me. Both of my umbrellas are left in the office as it was shining with sun for the last couple of days when I am on my way back from office, that I have decided not to bring them back home.

As I entered the kitchen, there was someone sleeping on the couch. And I could not stop wondering, how possible the two seater sofa could take the huge, lengthy body to be comfy enough to sleep over the limited area provided? I have stopped myself from wondering what triggers this person to favour the sofa more, than a comfy bed in the bedroom. Its just don't make sense, that a sofa would be much better than a bed! Probably, as there was me on the bed that stopped someone from curling on the bed too. If it was because of me, I couldn't help it but have worst thoughts of all thoughts... probably I am snoring too much, too bad that despised people to sleep with me? Or maybe there was something wrong with me that pissed this person off, to even sleep on the same bed with me? I couldn't care no more. Up to this person to decide what he / she wants. Its all has been me, and me. So, I don't really know anymore.

But, a bit pang always crossed my mind whenever I had a mug of coffee for myself, this person creeping slowly to the room... Am I really a bothersome? Am I really really that bad?

Uhuh, I tried not to think but it seems unsuccessful, as of course... I have the thoughts. And always the bad thoughts. Oh plus, somehow... I don't really feel good these past few days. Something like, I feel tired. And when I am tired, of course I will definitely have few things thought badly. And that doesn't make things better. I think, I am so not myself at the moment. But then again, probably Aunty Flow's coming to town. Maybe my period is due soon, so her daughter... PMS, is troubling me at the moment? I truly hate it when I had the PMS, it always transform me into someone else. I will be more vulnerable, super super sensitive, and it won't just pissing other people off, but it pissed me off too!

This weekend would be a long weekend for me, as we have Monday's off as it is the Bank Holiday weekend. So, if I got my period on this weekend, it's gonna be so irritable. Uhuhh, how I wish I can fast forward when my period is going to be.

If only...

Choices

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I am successfully staying home the whole weekend. Again. THis is one achievement that I am so proud of. But I have to admit that it is quite bored just to stay at home and sleep early. At least, I am not spending the money horribly and tend to be sober all weekend. So, I guess there's a bit relieved on that matters.

I am looking at the day today, and it is quite right. Not raining, and that is the most important aspects of all. I guess. I am planning to do some groceries shopping, and live like the normal does. That means something, I pressume.

Is it not normal to not go out on weekends sometimes? Is it weird just to stay at home and do nothing? I got to think about that and somehow I couldn't really answer my question.

He just got back. He went out last night. I don't really know what's going on, but I hope everything is okay.

So, I talk to you guys soon! Figure that out. Is not going out in some weekends is good, or it should not be good as people should go out all weekends?

Hmm...

Is It A Fact?

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Would too many alcohol consumed brings the urge to become honest and vulnerable? Which means, you will only tell the truth and nothing but the truth? Like, you can actually tell something that is when you were not drunk, you will not tell no matter what?

It has bothered me, somehow. One person, at work today... was telling me this. And, my friend... few years ago was telling me the same thing. That occured to me that, somehow I need to know how right this thing is.

If that is the case, simply means that we can actually be so helpless and hopeless, if we got drunk... am I right?

It just sprang into my mind... I just have a thought. And, if this is so true, then it is... Have to watch out then, I mean... myself. *sigh*

How I wonder... *wink*

How's Life Treating You?

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I am still recovering from the invaded moment since last night. I just couldn't believe what has happened. Really.

Anyway, I am so confused about what revolves around me now. I know. I have been saying this thing once in a blue moon in my blog, constantly. But, I just couldn't help it.

I was on my way to the office today, in the morning. I was in the bus. I sit on the upper saloon. (By the way, I came in so early today. I already in the office at half 8, whilst I was supposed to be in at 9. Yayyy for me!!!).

Anyway, when the bus nearly reaching my stop, I went down. So, there were few people in front me. So, I stood still. As the bus is about to reach my stop. There are few people behind me as well. So, we waited.

Somehow, from somewhere... there was this girl (I presumed she goes to the study centre somewhere near my office, as she looks like one of the students), pushing me from far. I give her ways, but she stood still. I was confused. So, I stay at where I was before, holding to the bus pole. But then again, she pushed me as if she wants to get through!! I was shaking my head, and so were others.

Then we come the the stop, and somehow she just push me through!! I nearly fell!! (Ah, no. She is not Irish. She is one of the foreign students from the English course, as I saw her entering the college).

I just don't know what went wrong. Oh, plus I don't even know her. Sometimes, I think life is treating me badly. Yesterday, I was so angry (and still am actually, today), but today I am more like confused! *sigh*

So, how's life treating you guys? *wink*

Paranoia Chick

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Today, is a usual day for me. Wakes up early in the morning, showering and off to the bus stop (about half an hour walk from my home) and off to work. Everything seems normal, as any other usual day (exceptional, of course now with my iPod and with thousands of musics and cartoons!! *giggles*) until...

I got into a bus. Went up to the upper saloon. And got myself a seat. So, I was okay. 'Flipping' through my new iPod and enjoying the morning breeze with music in my ear (as the bus window is flipped open). It was nice. Good morning feeling.

But it didn't last long. Then there was this one middle-aged man, sit next to me. Everything was okay 5 seconds before he speaks!

He was looking at me and started to have a conversation. And I was like, OMG! (Oh, mind you! He is a bit weird looking, sorts of having the look like one of the drunken knackers on the street, but the thing that confused me is that he has the Independent Irish (newspaper) on his hand, a DVD of some crappy local love stories he got when he bought the newspaper and a bunch of keys (that might means that he is a responsible person, so he couldn't be drunk!). But later, I think I was wrong! Totally wrong!!!

It is rude if I just ignored him and pretending that I didn't hear what he said, as he kind of shouting to my ear!! So, I plugged out my left earphone, and pretending that I listen to what he said. (It was awful though, as he was shouting and the whole - okay, I am exaggerating! But, most of the people in the bus was looking at me and chuckles! Damn those people!).

First, he was telling me of how the people nowadays are being so arrogant and selfish! about how people are basically annoyed him so much. (Like, why should I care?). Then, out of the blue, he skipped into the topic of how to clean a glass window!!! (Why is he telling me these?). He said that it is better to use a newspaper rather than a piece of cloth, as it will be cleaner and less messier. (Do I look like I clean my window every morning, then only I come to work? Gosh!). Done with that, he jumped to another topic, which is about getting into someone's else rows! (Why, again... why does he has to tell me all these? And it is like me on my way to the office! Is that a good way to start your day?).

What I did is smiling, nodding and smiling again to few people who turned to look at me and this pity guy! Sigh.

Then, I came to my stop. I told him that I have to go now... And, he said... "...sorry little miss, I don't intend to block your way, just to cheer up your day in this beautiful morning..." and he smiled, innocently!

Cheer me up? By doing that?

Please tell me, he is crazy for treating me the way he did and it is so abnormal to act such like that or actually it is normal to cheer up someone's day with that method and I am being a completely paranoia chick?

How weird one's life can be? *wink*