I Think I've Got A Cold Coming On

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When I woke up today, I just don't feel so good. My head is feeling so heavy as if I am having a cold! I have a blocked nose and... oh! And a sore throat too! I am feeling the worst of all time especially I will be sitting for my exam tomorrow! :(

Wish me luck, guys! ;) I have to get back to study now. Take care and I will see you soon!

xx Hugs & Kisses xx
*twirl*

List of Complications in My Life?

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Hi all... :)

I am awake already, so early in the morning and I feel great actually. But there is one thing that annoys me badly! My gums on the right side, back of the throat! It is annoyingly painful! :(

I can't even sleep and when I woke up and tried to doze back again, of course... it spells impossible!! It is so sore but weird enough it is only on the right side. My thought was, probably it was the wisdom teeth trying to force 'herself' to come out again, at this time of the year? Would that be possible?? How many times do the sore will be visible? Because I know I had it few times before, and it depends sometimes on the left side and sometimes on the right side... Any idea, anyone?

If the answer is, not that very often, or worst, if the answer is only once painful moment... then I am in big trouble. I really have to find out soon then, why it is so sore. :( But I am 80% sure that it is the wisdom teeth scenario...

Whatever it is, I feel worst! I mean, who would have wanted the pain to follow you around for few days and God knows if it is going to stop soon, or if not... I will be carrying this pain on my birthday too? Gosh!

Oh, another news. I am actually has been put up to be working on my birthday until 9pm!! And more news, my dearest boyfriend just told me when we were in London, that he has a birthday surprise for me, a ticket to Prodigy in Slane Castle on next Saturday, and too bad... I am working on that day!! Even on Sunday. To make things more complicated, I have to find someone to cover for me on that Saturday if I want to go but still I have to come to work on that Sunday from 11-7pm! :(

The best bid if I just go to work and disappoint him really... Since, if I go, I still have to go to work on Sunday. And, I don't actually think there is anyone who wants to work on Saturday to be honest! Plus, the fact that he just told me less than two weeks, just made it worst as I can't really ask for an off day at all already. :( List of complications in my life is unbearable!

Huh, I am not in my best day today, I suppose. And I am working today too, from 2 to 8pm! Why is everything did not fall into places??? And on my birthday month? What more to come, huh??

So, It Is?

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So, here I am... waking up so early on Sunday morning?! Haha... I woke up at half eight, and I can't even get back to sleep. Sigh. Well... half of the percentage, might be because I went to bed quite early and the other half might be because I was too tired from the four hours trial shift?

Hmm, speaking of the four hours trial shift, it is kind of strange. I mean, I used to love the shop's smell. However, after standing in the shop for a consecutive of four hours shift, it was... somehow, strange? I mean, I feel a bit sick? Too strong smell that I can't even say what it is! I mean, it was okay at the start, but when I got home... my hair, clothes, skirts, socks... all smells the same! Really strong-but-nice kind of smell. That... it also makes me dizzy a bit. As if I am going to puke any minute soon! Haha... Oh, I think the word is nausea?
And I have another four hours to go today, and I wonder how it would be then? Would they let me know if I got the job by today or I have to wait another few weeks until they decided to tell me? No idea!

And how many days (say, if I got the job...) will I be taken into consideration to work with them or how many hours per day... none that I know. And I also don't know when will I get to know all these. So, cross my fingers and hope for the best I hope.

Studying? To be honest, I am in a vague position at the moment. Or should I say, still in my own confused-lalala-land? I have all the notes for both papers, which is for next week exams. But I have no clue where to start. And I hope after today's shift, I will start (I mean, seriously... start to read!) and just hope for the best for the both papers next week! :)

Well, that is it for today. I have nothing else to say. I have another hour and a half to just do nothing until I have to go to work. Wish me luck and just hope for the best. I really hope that they tell me right there and then after today's shift, so I don't really have to worry about the job all week! :)

Take care and see you soon!! (Bad, bad weather today somehow which, obviously not helping me at all! Sigh!!).

Just Don't Feel Right

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It's Wednesday. Still hectic. Still too many things to do in the office. A lot to do, that somehow cracked my mind. Plenty of work, as it ended up having myself being sluggish, and the time just swaying, flowing by...

I don't really feel too good today. Not really in the humour to do anything. Plus, I had my nose bleeding, and also had a bad nightmare last night. Does that means, I am losing it? But, for what? Why? Strange things happened, I guess... Once in a blue moon.

It feels like an omen. But, still couldn't figure out the cause. Or what.

Still had the nose bleeding, earlier on. Plus, horrible headache. Too painful, that I can barely do anything. Trying the washing machine earlier on, and the manual just don't seems to be the right one, somehow. Feels like the clothes, are not really, completely washed! Just part of the clothes that are wet, and it just don't seems right.

Don't really feel good. Feel strange, and full of hatred at the moment. Everything seems to be pissing me off. Everything, just don't feel right. Just don't.

Probably, the washing machine thingy just trigger it off. Badly. Make things worst.

Uhuhh, I think I am scribbling crap at the moment. Just not up for anything to write about. Just don't. Full stop.

Tonsil Problem?

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Hey people... *wink*

I am still at home. It is unbearable! I went to a doctor, and she said something iswrong with my tonsil, and that's why I have this sore throat! I have cold sores in both sides of my mouth. And it is so difficult for me to open my mouth! My upper lips has been numb since yesterday!

What I got from the doctor is an antibiotics. And a home remedy advice! *giggles* She insisted that I eat loads of ice creams and jellies. And of course, loads of cold drinks! To soothe the throat and to have speedy recovery!

I have been off from work since Monday, and today as well. And that makes two days in a row! I am so scared of going back to the office tomorrow! I have the doctor certificate until Wednesday, but I think I better show up tomorrow to avoid nasty speculations! There are some people in the office who is not really 'in-love' with me, so I think I better be there tomorrow!! Speaking of my highly rated paranoia state at this mo'! *giggles*

I feel so weak and tired as well, all the time. I don't know what else to do. To be honest, I don't like to stay at home. It's so boring, I must say! But what can I do?

So, I will 'fight' this tiredness and prepare myself for work tomorrow!! Ughh, I know this sound so not-like-me, but I missed the office!! *giggles* Really!!

Talk to you guys soon!! I love you all!

A Piece of Thank You Note? *wink*

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Hello people! *wink* I have been sick for the whole weekend. So, basically... a big disaster! I had a really bad sore throat that I can swallow anything. And whenever I did (of course I did, as I have to eat by any means....), it pissed me off big time as it is so painful!!
And, more... I have to go to toilet every 10 minutes. But then nothing! The tummy just making rumbling sounds and it's definitely horrible! I was even at home today, and it is not a good thing as well! When you off from work on Monday, people will put up speculations on me, having thoughts of me not being responsible to my work! Aishhh! *sad face*

Anyway, I think I am up for the job tomorrow! I feel lot more better, but the sore throat is still there! Tummy ache's gone. I hope for long. *sigh* Ah, by the way, I was checking other blogs, and it seems I got a review from John C. A Friday Blog Review from him, a joint-contribution from him and FuelMyBlog! Ah, at least it does cheer me up! He made my day! I am so happy with the review and the link of course!! Yayyy for me!!

Let's twirl everyone!!!! *BIG twirl for everyone*

*And a BIG twirl for the thoughts and thousands of appreciation* I go to sleep now! Talk soon! Traa laa laa laa laa.....

Sick, Tired & Searching For My Other Half... Again!!

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I just don't feel too good today. I woke up with a really bad sore throat! I couldn't even hear my own voice. It was a big disaster!

I feel so weak, and so sick. I guess the sickness is coming back, again! Obviously, it is due to the crappy weather we got here. One time it was so sunny, and the other... stormy, rainy and gloomy. Probably the body could not cope anymore. Just like the birds, confused by their own thoughts; whether to sing or to fly away.

That is how crap Dublin's weather is.

Anyway, somehow... I think I miss my other half. I truly am. I know it's crap, pathetic, like I can't get over it, simply because i just can't get over it!! I have tried. So hard. Just that I haven't seen 'it' for quite sometimes now. And probably by now, he already knew what had happened last weekends. That somebody is actually has his eyes on me, and probably (again!), that he is pissed and decided not to contact me anymore. Duuh! How ironic!

I am sick, and I am missing my other half. Eat me alive, please...!!

P/S: It's the pinky stripe one... *sigh*