Between My Life & A Chicken Coop

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Puff, pufffff!! Well, I must say, there is a lot of dust in here. I have been neglecting my blog. Fact. Ah well, I have to admit, I was so busy lately and have no time to entertain myself, let alone to update my blog. But, here I am today... on my second day of sick leave, so I thought why not... write something. Right?

Well, my life has been as hectic as in a chicken coop. I was so busy at work and won't be going home at least not until after seven! By the time I reached home, I felt like a fish that has been kept in a bottle for more than an hour! I have to survive to live. And that is how bad I felt these days.


Apart from that, like everyone else - I do thought of some new year's resolution. But of course, I am is still in doubt of whether will I achieve any of it by the time the year is to reach the end.

I am quite concern with my healthy. Since I have been succumbed my life to work these days, I have been sucked into a sedentary lifestyle. It's pretty awful. Sometimes, I see myself like those soggy cereal in my morning breakfast! So, I took a chance. I registered in a nearby express gym - and I love it! Only until, I got myself a knee injury last week that I had to take a break from the gym! :( It has been a week passed and I'd say I'll give it another week before I start to go back to the gym.

Other new year's resolutions? Well, just to be a good person - better than the last time? Hah! And probably, to be a good employee in the office? Oh yeah, that's one of my resolution too. I want to become a good Quantity Surveyor too! Since I have been working in that office, I have been given few projects on my own to handle, and recently I just got a massive, extravaganza type of project to handle, and I am not going to f**k this up. So, let's just see what happens. Wish me luck!

That is all I could think of to write today. I will update soon and I hope it is not too late to wish all of you, Happy New Year and have a nice year ahead! Take care and lots of love from me!!

~twirl~

Overload

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Hi all! I am back!!! ;) Well, I have some updates!

Let's see. One thing for sure, I still hate mosquitoes. I do. They seems to be so aggressive and won't ever give up! I hate them. :(

Then, oh. Next one. Now, it's a fasting month. Ramadhan, where all of us fasting for a month then there is Syawal, the celebration. It's been a while I have not been fasting and break-fast with my whole family since I was away for four years!!! It has been so much fun even though I must admit I felt a bit weak day by day!!! The weather over here is so humid and too hot that makes you feel so exhausted and tired. But it is fine on weekdays since I am in the office the whole day!
Oh, speaking about being in the office, work is madness!!! I have been so busy and it's unbelievably tiring and stressed me out so much! I have to meet unreasonable tight deadlines and I nearly cried. So much of being a crybaby eh? ;)


Well, I think that is it at the moment. I do not have any more news to share. But if I do, I will blog about it soon! ;) So, until then. Tata for now folks. xxx

Buzzz Buzzzz Lady Bee

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Busy bee. That is the best way to express my life at the moment. Work is my priority at the moment. At least, that is how it seems. Pfft... And that also explain why I've been so quiet lately. Therefore, here I am tonight to scribble the whats-in-and-about with my life lately.

One. I hate mosquitoes. I really do. They are so annoying. I think they love me. Like, madly, deeply in love with me. Sadly, "I do not feel the same way" towards them. They're evil. Someone really needs to tell them that I really hate them, so please stop biting me. That won't work. I hate mosquitoes.

Two. If there is ever an event of appreciation award day, where you would vote for someone that you think should be given / honoured an award (not your family members, friends or relatives), I would suggest, without a doubt, one of the guard in our housing area. Not saying that the others are not fit to receive the award, but I strongly vote for this man (Let's call him Guard A - I don't even know his name! See, how ignorant I have become? Sigh). He never fails to smile and greet all the residents who passed by the gate. Awesome guard!! Keep up the good work, Mr. Guard A!!!

Three. There are many mosquitoes under my desk in the office. I am pretty sure about this. Everytime if I decided to stay late - which, that is what I have been doing lately due to many things need to be done and completed asap - the troops never fail to annoyed me and my legs! Damn you guys!

Four. I did announce about I got the job? I think I did. Anyway, I was handed over projects for me to handle on my own! It's awesome but in any other word - busy busy busy lady-bee!!

Five. I drive to work now. Bought my lil-bro's car - it was a long story and I have no intention to stay up late! ;) But one thing for sure, I hate drivers who don't know how to drive! Really, really stupid silly people out there who shouldn't be allowed to drive. I mean it! Sigh.

That is all for today I think. I am so tired. And I think bedtime it is now. See you soon.

Good night, people.
xxx

Weddings

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Hi all!!! :) How's everyone doing?

First thing first. Yesterday was exactly two weeks I started working. It's not so bad. In fact, it's quite fun. But of course, since have not been working as a Quantity Surveyor for about a year, it is a bit awkward to see things. All the drawings, measurements... there is a lot that I have to catch up to be back on track again.

On the other hand, my weekends have been filled with many wedding invitations either from my friends or from my mum's. So, most of every weekends we will not have lunch at home but at wedding receptions instead. It's fun to see the bride in so many different type of wedding dress and decorations made. And of course, in Malay weddings all the guests will be given a token when they leave. This is also the best part of the wedding reception - at least for me.

My favourite part of Malay weddings is to see what will be given - it's either a boiled egg in a nice ceramic cup or sometimes attached to a woven flower made with ribbons? or probably, sweets/chocolates in a little ceramic basket, etc. But traditionally, the boiled egg is the one used since forever. It is called "bunga telur" (flower egg).

As a matter of fact, I just came back from a wedding tonight. And there will be another one tomorrow at lunch time too. See, I told you there are so many invitations! :)

I will catch up with you guys again! Take care and have a good weekend to all!

love
xxx

Over The Moon

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Hi all! I know, I know. It has been a while. I am sorry. :(

Well, at least I have a good news to tell today! :) Remember the last time when I told you about the job interview that I really and am dying to get the job in the descent yet posh looking office venue? (Did I mentioned about the office is in a posh office building and I get to know about all the details after being tipped by one of my bestest friend on earth who has been working there ages ago! ;) Nice one, Zain! ;) ) Not that I care if the office is beatifully - professionally decorated and I will feel like this is the most amazing moment in my life - living the dream as a successful career woman. Oh, I think I do actually care! ;)

So, my first day would be on Thursday. And I am so excited - over the moon! But at the same time, nervous like crazy!! :( It will be the first time working in an office after so long.

Anyhow, we'll see what happens and I will update soon when it is actually happening. :)

Until then. Have a nice day everyone! ;)

P/S: It's raining heavily over here that somehow it reminds me of Dublin. Aah...

xxx

Running Out Of Time

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Another quick post. These days, it seems like I have not enough time even for myself. :( Tough life.

Anyway, started Semester 2 in college yesterday. Got results of past exams plus another one which was in December, but I didn't have any post about it. Surprisingly, I am doing well! Yayyy for me! :)


Here is the details:-

Undergraduate Course work

CRN	Module	Module Title	Final Grade	Comment	Credits
18166	RECE4713	Cost and Value Management 2	80		10.000
18165	RECE4811	Tender Documentation 2	66		10.000

Well, supposed to do better than 66 for that tender documentation, but it is hard especially when it's not solely based on the exam but accumulate with project. :( Ah well, but I am still happy about it. I really am. :)

But, it is just so wrong to always be happy and relaxed all the time. So, here is the other newsflash! Went to college, got two new subjects, and... we got assignment assigned on the first day of school!! For both of the subjects. And worst... submission date would be the same date! 26th March 2010. Amazing, is it NOT?!

Thesis submission - 15th April 2010 (has been changed from 12th April).
Why it is always so difficult for me? :(

Talk soon! xxx

P/S: Sorry for not visiting any of your blogs lately, but I just don't have enough time. :( Also, another little newsflash. Asked for extra hours from my manager and trainee manager; and they are so helpful!! :) Got more extra hours! :) So, more working time, college work, working time, thesis work, etc. I will die. x

A Drama?

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Okay... terrible, terrible news! :(

First, dentist visit? Well, went to the dentist earlier this morning, and got a prescription of antibiotics 400mg doses!! And to be taken for 4 days. Nothing can be done to the swollen gum, as it is really really swollen!

My birthday treat from my boyfriend? Oh well, he is being soooo nice, as he bought me a ticket to see Prodigy in Slane Castle, on this coming Saturday. Okay, yup! It's true. I am working this Saturday... but two days earlier I got someone to cover for me, on both days... Saturday and Sunday. So, it is perfect, is it not?

NO! They rang me just now, to let me know that the person to replace me is in no position to have any shifts in the shop anymore, so basically I am fucked! I am though! Today is Monday, how could I find anyone to cover for me in such a short notice? Aaaaaa.... And they even put me to work on my birthday too. I am stress right now. Say whatever you want, but I am... :(

Oh, and as always... I am in a big mess. Seriously... Hope something good come up!

List of Complications in My Life?

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Hi all... :)

I am awake already, so early in the morning and I feel great actually. But there is one thing that annoys me badly! My gums on the right side, back of the throat! It is annoyingly painful! :(

I can't even sleep and when I woke up and tried to doze back again, of course... it spells impossible!! It is so sore but weird enough it is only on the right side. My thought was, probably it was the wisdom teeth trying to force 'herself' to come out again, at this time of the year? Would that be possible?? How many times do the sore will be visible? Because I know I had it few times before, and it depends sometimes on the left side and sometimes on the right side... Any idea, anyone?

If the answer is, not that very often, or worst, if the answer is only once painful moment... then I am in big trouble. I really have to find out soon then, why it is so sore. :( But I am 80% sure that it is the wisdom teeth scenario...

Whatever it is, I feel worst! I mean, who would have wanted the pain to follow you around for few days and God knows if it is going to stop soon, or if not... I will be carrying this pain on my birthday too? Gosh!

Oh, another news. I am actually has been put up to be working on my birthday until 9pm!! And more news, my dearest boyfriend just told me when we were in London, that he has a birthday surprise for me, a ticket to Prodigy in Slane Castle on next Saturday, and too bad... I am working on that day!! Even on Sunday. To make things more complicated, I have to find someone to cover for me on that Saturday if I want to go but still I have to come to work on that Sunday from 11-7pm! :(

The best bid if I just go to work and disappoint him really... Since, if I go, I still have to go to work on Sunday. And, I don't actually think there is anyone who wants to work on Saturday to be honest! Plus, the fact that he just told me less than two weeks, just made it worst as I can't really ask for an off day at all already. :( List of complications in my life is unbearable!

Huh, I am not in my best day today, I suppose. And I am working today too, from 2 to 8pm! Why is everything did not fall into places??? And on my birthday month? What more to come, huh??

So, It Is Really Sunday Already?

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Hey ya! :) Surprisingly, I lost track of the days. I thought yesterday was a weekdays, no matter what day I thought it was, the fact that I am already lost the counting of the days, made me worried a little! Is that because I am to attached with work? Attached, doesn't mean that I am obsessed about it, but the fact that I was working the whole way through the weekdays... That is what I meant! :)

Well, it is Sunday today... And thank God it is slightly clearer sky than it was yesterday. What happened yesterday? Well, I should say that it was one of the most horrible day that I can see appears, once in a blue moon in Dublin! Seriously. It was raining since morning, till the end of the day. And I am not talking about little commotion, but it is the one that with ferocious lashing rains, with an additional cruel wind once in a while. And the wind that I am talking about, is the one that can basically fly you up the sky!! Mary Poppins incident! That is what I really meant!

I am working, as usual today... but for the 12-6 shift, and I am flying off to London tomorrow at 12.10pm. :) At least, there is something to look forward to. :) Even though, I have to scrape some money to get away with it. Uhuhh, more money. This is definitely killing me and shred me into tiny little sad pieces! :(

Therefore, I guess that is enough for the little update of what's going on. :) I will try to update more when I had more time. :) Thanks to everyone who's still visiting my blog, and to those in Fuel My Blog, I am so so sorry for not having enough time to vote back for you guys! I'll try to cope soon! I know I have been saying this loads, but... it's the truth! Cheers!! *twirl*

Friday Tales

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Update. :)

Okay, so I am not being a drama queen saying that I was too busy with work. I am, indeed. It was hectic, as if I am in for the full time position, which I am not! However, I would care to say that I am enjoying every bit of it. I mean, who wouldn't want to finish up 8 hours shift work, but then coming home smelling nice and yummy?? :) It is bizarre to find anyone in normal retail shops coming back home after long day at work smelling deliciously amazing! :)

That is all about work.

Next vacation on the chart? Well, I am going off soon to London to see my family over there on this coming 8th June, on Monday midday then coming back to Dublin on the Wednesday morning. And apart from the fact that it is only for say, about two days approximately, I am still looking forward to see them. :) And, the climax of the whole thing is, my boyfriend is coming over too on the 9th to meet them! Nervous, excited... say it all. Haha... Wonder what it would be like?! :) Hmm... Haha...


So, basically everything is on the right track... Just money wise, I am still climbing up the ladder slowly. Trying so hard to keep on track and hopefully in two months, all will be good and back to normal. Hopefully... Sigh. Because of the job, I won't get paid until end of June, I think. :( And my social welfare money might be stopped as I already got a job, it depends. Sigh, again. :(


Okay, that is it for now. I will be updating more soon enough. Take care and see you soon! :) Happy weekends, everyone.

P/S: Nope, nope. I won't be enjoying weekends, this week too... as I am working the whole weekend. God, damn it! Haha... :) xxx

La La La Land...

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Hi all!! :)

So, it has been a while. I have my off days on Tuesday and Wednesday, and the best bit of it is that, the weather is just amazing!! :) On Tuesday itself, it was between 25 to 26.5 degrees!! Awesome!! :)

Oh, and we bought a pool and put it at the backyard of my boyfriend's house! On top of that, we actually found a fifty euro note in the shopping centre floor, lying there, just waiting for us to splurge 'em for the massive pool! It is amazing!! :)

More news! I am heading off to London on the 8th June, to meet up with my family over there. At the moment, they are in Switzerland, and soon to Rome! But heading back to London on the 8th and flying off back home on the 10th! Can't wait!! Oh, and my boyfriend is coming along too, but he's joining me on the 9th! :)

I am going to turn 28 next week! :) Eh, another two weeks! Exactly two weeks! Can't wait! I know that means, a year older, but at the same time, it means a year wiser? Anyone? Haha... In relation to that, I would like to invite all of you to donate on my birthday on my favourite charity cause... Animal Rights! So, anyone interested... and can afford this, please do help! :) I would be the happiest girl in the world, as to speak! :)

Well, I am heading off to work soon, starting at 3 till 7pm. So, I will talk soon!! Take care all, and let's twirl!!! *giggles*

A Little Update!

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Hi all! Uhh, it has been a while, hasn't it? Well, honestly speaking, I was too busy! It is true though. What I have been doing, is just came back from work and feels wrecked on the sofa, being so lazy lounging until bedtime. I have been so tired and I mean, super tired!

Standing in the shop and smiling all the time, I think my jaw bones might be stiff after a while. Haha... And worst of all the things, weather has been unbelievably gorgeous this past few days while I was working my ass off in the shop! I am so jealous!! :(

Well, what do I have to say here. Let's see. Weather, checked! Work, checked! Hmm... Oh, my health? I still got that annoying sore throat that I got about two days ago, and to be honest, it is quite annoying. Was it because of the dusts from the shop? I mean, all the bath bombs and bubble bars? Might be possible, isn't it? Hmm... it is really sore especially early in the morning, when I first got up from bed!

Oh, and yesterday one of the girls from the shop gave me a full bag of samples goodies to try out so that I know how they works! From skincare, haircare as well as body care! Phew... and my room, somehow does smells like the shop now, for some reason! Haha... And I can get my discounts after I have been employed for a month! Can't wait! And, because I am working there at the moment now, and as so you know, the shop does supporting so many good causes, that I somehow feels the urge to do so too! :) I mean, at some point, it does educate me and I have gain knowledge with this too despite of having the sore feet for standing in so long! :)

We are still against animal testing of all the products produce, we have a charity support products and the fact that I just know recently, that all the soaps in the shop is palm-free soap base, so we can avoid using palm oil! Instead, we are using coconut and sunflower oil. Main reason, is to stop ravaging the Indonesian rainforest to plant palm trees, destroying the biodiversity and making little Indonesia the biggest CO2 is not something we want to help with! And the fact that the in-house activist have set up A.S.A.P (Actively Seeking Alternative to Palm) to ecourage other companies to follow, is so over-whelming! :)

Uhh, enough about all those. I guess you got what I meant now? :) Hmm, time passes by so quickly. It's nearly ten now. So, feel free to browse through the good deeds, and maybe you should start shop at my shop now for stuff? :) Take care and talk soon! :)

P/S: Uhh, forgot the main one, when we did this week! We are also supporting Climate Rush! Here is a little video of what is done in Liverpool recently, and we had the same one too in Dublin, but I do not have videos on that one. :) Enjoy!

Straight Till Weekend!

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Hi all... So, I woke up early again today? :) I am off to work at 12 and today is the longest day ever, I shall say. I will be finishing at 8pm! :(

Came back home late last night, as I was late out from the shop! Was supposed to be finishing at 7, but just missed the time. Ah well... and I ended up coming out from the shop around 7.30pm. And God knows what happened with the traffic last night, as I have to wait for the bus for quite sometimes, and reached home at nearly 9! Disaster!

Oh, things went well with him. He rang to invite me for dinner over his house, but I was too wrecked and had to cancel. Plus, I have a long day today, so let it be another day.

Worst, I woke up this morning with a sore throat and it is actually pissing me off big time. Oh, I think it started last night, as I was coughing when I tried to sleep. Wonder where the sore throat coming from? Might be because of all the smells consumed by the nose recently, after being stuck somehow in the shop for hours? Possibly.

More hours this week, as I have to work straight to Sunday and most of people I know are going to Life Festival 2009. Damn it! :( And already got the timetable for next week! Working all week till next weekend, and only have two days off which, on Tuesday and Wednesday. This is some sort of like a full time instead of part time, isn't it? Well... we'll see.

I have to get ready now. Need to prepare some food to bring over later. Not going to spend more money on food, better off having my own lunch box! :)

Take care all!

Little Devil It Is

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Hi all! I am too tired. I went out last night and I am still pretty wrecked and knackered! It was a good night, really really good night to see everyone's there! Amazing.

Anyway, I am heading to hit the sack now. I am so worn out too! Just came back from my boyfriend's house, with a BUS!! So, the hang over plus the twenty minutes bus trip is a lot of hard work!

Before I go, I had this photo taken just before I went to work on Angels and Demons fancy dress weekend. On my first day of shift! :)

So, what do you think? Haha... Does that looks devilish enough? :) I got two person came in to me on that day, to give their opinions on my attire! Can you believe that?

One, said... "you are the most friendliest devil I have ever met in my entire life!!" and the other, different time, and different person but a similar type of statement! "You are the most pretty devil I have ever seen in my entire life!" Haha...

How's that for a at-work-boost-up-your-confidence-statement?! Amazing isn't it? Well, if you care, tell me how you think?

I have got my working rooster already. Next day I will be working is on Thursday, at 3pm to 7pm then the whole weekend, full shift if I am not mistaken. Friday, Saturday and Sunday. God knows if I have to work on Monday too, but I doubt it. We'll see. :)

Okay, talk soon! Take care!!

Oh, and please don't forget and let me know what do you think about the Little Devil in me... haha... Cheers!

Angel or Demon?

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Hi all!! Oh, I am so excited today. Today will be my first day at work. I will start my shift from 1pm to 7pm today. Honestly, I am sooooo excited. Yayy!!! :)

But, I just got a message from them yesterday mid-day, telling me that this week is the fancy dress weekend, and the theme is Angel or Demon. So, I was asked to dress either or, and there is no limitations to the normal colour coding in the shop as usual. Usually, it should be black, white or a bit of both. And today, I mean this weekends... it would be free colours, as long as it portrays either the angel or the demon!

Why do I have to starts my first shift with an extreme gesture?!! Ahhh, I would be making more fun of myself I think. As we can be as simple as we can but as extreme as we could!

I have decided yesterday's evening, that I am going to be a demon / devil! It's just because it is easier to find stuff. Haha... I got this devil horns headband! So, that would do. And I will be wearing red and black mixture of clothes. I think that would do fine. Do you think so too?

Take care everyone, and I will report back to you guys later on! Wish me luck!! ;)

*twirl devilishly*

Uhuhhh...

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So, it is already Friday? Again?? Time passed by so quickly nowadays, isn't it? And is it a good thing or a bad thing? Well... it depends!

As in for me now, I don't think it does me any good at all. Especially, NOW! I mean, I am in my exam week at the moment, so... it is so obvious that when the time passed by sooo extremely quick, it just bothers you now and again, as if you do not have enough time to study. At all. But that is, as if I am studying so hard... Haha...

But still... it is true though. Okay... first, I know I don't really pull it off like I should have. But then again, with no interest in opening the book or notes, and the fact to have the possible interest to succumb your brain cells with the idiotic terms of finance and stuff... for the exam... it makes life much more harder than it was already is! (Confusing sentence I have ever made these past few days!! Haha...)

Well, I guess I better start it tonight. I have to. Next exam would be on Tuesday, and the last one would be on Thursday. So, better catch up with the stuff to be read!

Oh, nearly forgot the most important stuff!! I am working tomorrow for four hours, and the first time after hmm... let's see. After two and a half months... I am going to earn money again!! Yayyyy!!!

Okay, talk soon and wish me luck. For both, work and exam!

Cheers!! xxx

Well, Is That It?

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Hello!

Okay, here's few updates. Still no job. But, did I tell you guys that I am doing a volunteering job in a charity shop that support all the disabled people in Ireland? It is called Enable Ireland. We sell all sort of stuff that has been donated and use the money to support the disabled.

Well, I didn't get any pay for it, but then again... at least I can see people. That's why I am doing it. I just went in today, and will be tomorrow and Friday too. It's kind of fun though.

Anyway, yeah... what I was talking about before? Oh yeah, newsflash. Job, still nothing. Me, trying to keep myself busy to not becoming insane of not having a thing to do. Love life? I supposed it is okay, but I don't really know and I don't want to mess my head and thinking about all sorts of disappointing stuff, just let it flow and see how it goes. No comment on that one.

Study? Yeah, I have exams on the second week of May, and I don't really know how is it going to be. It's quite scary, really. Like, then what? I have my sixth year soon starting September, but do I really have to ask my mom for the fees? If I don't get any job? Such a pain, isn't it? Might just ended it right away, and go where? I can't believe this is how its going to be. Is it going to end just like that, me here in Dublin? It is so not meant to be that way, isn't it? Like, should I actually give it up already? No idea.

Uhuh, things are just getting so out of hand. Rent to pay, bills and expenses... and without job it just make it much more worst! We'll see...

Good night! xxx

A Simple Thing

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Hey there. It has been a normal weekend, was having a quiet weekend sort of. But few friends were over at my place last night for few drinks, and it wasn't successful to be a fully quiet weekend. But at least, I didn't go out and spend all the money for no reason!

Earlier on, a friend was coming over for a dinner and it was okay. But then, when few other people were coming, it just turned out to be strange. How could it be that when you want them to leave, they just won't leave? Such a pain in the ass! I learnt my lesson. I am definitely not going anywhere at all next weekend, and actually its a good thing too not to see some friends like these people!

I am not being selfish or what-so-ever. But then, they just ignored you, the fact that you want a quiet weekend, simply because they just don't know what to do for the weekends? How selfish you can be to actually not to tolerate with these kind of people?

I am not in a good condition as well. Not just the health, since winter seems to be peeking in my life lately. Been having cold and flu now and again. There is also a sad news at work as well. We had the staff review, but I haven't got mine yet as I was absent on Wednesday and was in college the whole day on Thursday. So, when I came in on Friday, no partners are available to do my review. Unfortunately, there is one staff who has been let go on Wednesday, and I just got the news on that Thursday. It has been bothering me ever since!

Heard that as well, there will be no Christmas bonus (I've been waiting for this, all year but with this new news, it just breaks me apart!), no pay raise and no overtime will be paid as well. I keep on having the thought that I might be the next one. And I have been thinking too, if it will be me the next one, I would definitely not going to stay here in Dublin, at all anymore. It would be the end for me in here. Definitely.

And about Mr. Nice Guy, I have told him the truth. I told him I can't go on with this. He is too nice, and I think I am being the odd shape in the pattern. I don't think we can make it and go through with it. I know, I know. What is my damn problem? You got yourself a good guy, and you just ditch him? I don't know what is wrong with me too! I think I am having this paranoia when there is someone out there reaching out for me. Adore me and like me a lot, would be a big turnover for me to go over and said NO. It's just a reflex mode of me. It's stupid. But, that is what I am having all the time.

Mr. Nice Guy take it nicely. And, we're all good now. He said, he was confused with me, and makes him want to know me more better! It's so strange that I meet this nice guy, isn't it? There must be something really really wrong somewhere. This couldn't be right! (That is always how my mind twirls when something like this happened! I'm being skeptical and in doubt).

So, here I am with too many things in my mind. As usual, but this time it is far more serious than before, obviously. I mean, how could it not be. It's about my life, my job to be specific!

I just hope that I will not be let go. At least not at this time. And with college, and boys... let the time tell the tale!

Wish me luck! :)