It's Playbook, baby!

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Photo: Garry Mcleod; Origami: Robert Lang

Hey all. I have been trying to post few times for the past few days, but to no avail. I thought I did posted it, but for some reason it does not appears?

I have got myself a new gadget! It's a Blackberry Playbook! It is amazing! It truly is. :)

And since then, I have been trying to post my entry from one of the application for Blackberry, but as I have said, it just went wrong somewhere, somehow. I failed. And worst, all those times, I have typed in a lot, but then the paragraphs just gone. "Pooffff!" Just like that. :(


It's late and it's my laundry night tonight, so I have piles of clothes to hang. Loads of 'em. And I got back from work sometimes around, well... nearly 10pm. Oh. That is life. Well, to be exact, that is my life.

I am pleased to know you. Do you? :)

Sleepy Head

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I am feeling so sleepy! I really am. I just want this to be over soon!!!

I could not stand any minute of staring at these notes anymore. Sigh. This is so hard even though this would be the last paper I will ever have to sit for (touch wood - I hope I will not fail this paper!!!)

Well, wish me luck guys. And, I'll see you later. Good night! ;)

xxx

Slushie Walk - The Brand New Power Walk

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Cold. I seriously thought that freezing-phase-with-unreasonably low temperature for Ireland is gone. And yesterday, it was proven! Heavy rain shower plus our famous ferocious wind that has made me fell on the street, in numbers of occasion over the past few years. Even this morning when I was on my way to work!! I had to walk over to Luas Station (remember, the metro-train alike?) and it seems like I have to struggle to just walk! It's so tiring!! Really.

Then, on my way back home...

Yes. True. It was raining, when I was in the shop. Heavy rain and wind, of course. As I thought. As predicted. But, as soon as my train reached my stop, I was actually shocked! The ground... was full of ice-slushie-like. It's everywhere. And it's thick. In one word, MESSY!

The walk from the station to my home (with my two little feet) normally took about ten minutes, the most. But, tonight? It took me double the time! I was wearing my boots, but still... Oh my. :( Some part of the untouched ground, it looks merely beautiful. It's all white and pretty. But, on the road, pavement... where cars passed by and people walked through... it's grey, slushie-like.

And... it's cold. Very, very cold.

I'm just so confused. Wind? Oh... Of course it's still there. Making my life more miserable than it already is, to walk in such situation. Oh. :(

Well, I am just glad that I am home now. And already had a cuppa. Then, maybe I should have a hot chocolate for bedtime later.

That's all for tonight. Speak soon! :) xxx

A Little Update!

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Hi all! Uhh, it has been a while, hasn't it? Well, honestly speaking, I was too busy! It is true though. What I have been doing, is just came back from work and feels wrecked on the sofa, being so lazy lounging until bedtime. I have been so tired and I mean, super tired!

Standing in the shop and smiling all the time, I think my jaw bones might be stiff after a while. Haha... And worst of all the things, weather has been unbelievably gorgeous this past few days while I was working my ass off in the shop! I am so jealous!! :(

Well, what do I have to say here. Let's see. Weather, checked! Work, checked! Hmm... Oh, my health? I still got that annoying sore throat that I got about two days ago, and to be honest, it is quite annoying. Was it because of the dusts from the shop? I mean, all the bath bombs and bubble bars? Might be possible, isn't it? Hmm... it is really sore especially early in the morning, when I first got up from bed!

Oh, and yesterday one of the girls from the shop gave me a full bag of samples goodies to try out so that I know how they works! From skincare, haircare as well as body care! Phew... and my room, somehow does smells like the shop now, for some reason! Haha... And I can get my discounts after I have been employed for a month! Can't wait! And, because I am working there at the moment now, and as so you know, the shop does supporting so many good causes, that I somehow feels the urge to do so too! :) I mean, at some point, it does educate me and I have gain knowledge with this too despite of having the sore feet for standing in so long! :)

We are still against animal testing of all the products produce, we have a charity support products and the fact that I just know recently, that all the soaps in the shop is palm-free soap base, so we can avoid using palm oil! Instead, we are using coconut and sunflower oil. Main reason, is to stop ravaging the Indonesian rainforest to plant palm trees, destroying the biodiversity and making little Indonesia the biggest CO2 is not something we want to help with! And the fact that the in-house activist have set up A.S.A.P (Actively Seeking Alternative to Palm) to ecourage other companies to follow, is so over-whelming! :)

Uhh, enough about all those. I guess you got what I meant now? :) Hmm, time passes by so quickly. It's nearly ten now. So, feel free to browse through the good deeds, and maybe you should start shop at my shop now for stuff? :) Take care and talk soon! :)

P/S: Uhh, forgot the main one, when we did this week! We are also supporting Climate Rush! Here is a little video of what is done in Liverpool recently, and we had the same one too in Dublin, but I do not have videos on that one. :) Enjoy!

Restless, Tired & Sleepy...

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Hey. So, I did went to exam today, and as to answer daddy's question, I did wake up early. In fact, I woke up at six in the morning to do a bit of studying! :)

Well, it went okay. But as always, I was blank for one of the sub-question, which is quite common event for me. Haha... The topic that I decided not to study, came out!! How could that possibly be? It was not a favourite question at all! I should stop predicting what is coming out I think! Haha... So much of being a psychic, eh?

And just after I came back, I feel so tired and restless! Might be because of the stress in the exam hall! And oh, I bang my left hand on a cabinet on the way up to my room! As always, again... clumsy me! Haha...

Well, I am up and awake now. I might do a bit of studying then sleep before I wake up early tomorrow for an early studying session!

On the other hand, for the job thingy... I got a missed call from the shop when I was deep asleep this evening, and they left me a voice mail asking for me to give them a ring! I wonder what is it all about? Will I get the job or will I not? Have no idea at all! And...

to be honest, I could not care less. I mean, yeah. I am looking for a job, but if this time they said they are not happy with my trial on last weekend, so be it. And... that was it. :)

Oh, I did ring them back but at half six, no one answer my call already! Haha...

Well, talk to you soon then. Good night! xxx

I Have Had Enough

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It is Monday, again! *sigh*

But it has been a really good Monday for me, as I have stayed at home all weekends. That is the best bit of staying in, really.

Somehow, on this good Monday evening, I have a thought. A good thought, but somehow scary enough for me to admit the fact.

The thing is, I think what resolve around me these past few weeks is childishness! Completely beyond, I'd say.

Now, I have made my decision. If that it what it is, then it is. No more arguments, no more confrontations. I am completely fine with it. To argue about such things, to be longing for someone to actually accept the fact, that has been denied all the time, is completely hopeless. Would be obviously hopeless...more, if you're dealing with a person with a kid minded!

You wouldn't even received the truth. Not in a million years! You wouldn't even succeed in achieving such thing, with a person who is totally childish! So, where's the point?

I will definitely agree with whatever is made. With whatever I had now, and I wouldn't even care to ask a person to agree and admit the truth. If that is what it said, then it is. The fact is, I don't care anymore. The thing is, I am tired of all the bullshit... deja vu thingy, that makes my life completely in a misery state. It is going nowhere!

I need someone who can guide me, not someone who tear me into pieces because he/she is just being childish complete with a kid minded. It is absolutely leads to nowhere. And, that is not what I want. That is... in fact, a total bullshit?! *grins*

So now, even though it was supposed to be Monday, a day that I should and always trapped in blues and misery, somehow this Monday has got me back to my senses. I have decided. And I am keen to stick to my decision.

It's his choice. So, if he choose to be childish, then childish it is. And to me, means... that's it. I have had enough!

Somehow, I don't really care anymore. As... I have been treated like a maid. Used me like I have no soul. Nothing. Just a stupid, useless corpse. Sometimes, worst than a shit. So, there you go. I gave up.

I rest my case... And somehow, I am happy about it. It's just killing me all these while. And now, I am completely done. Finish. Dot.

Small Report

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It is Monday today, and as always Monday is a horrible day to start with!

Woke up early in the morning, still feeling groggy from last night party, I feel so wrecked! But then, I have to head to Blanchardstown for a site meeting and site valuation! Bored.

On Saturday, we went out and it was good right from the start. Then, have few friends coming over, and it was really fun! Everyone was so drunk and happy. All of us were so crazy, I think. Completely!

Until, there's some point we got disconnected from the brain cell, things got uglier! I mean, really ugly. People getting nervous, paranoia... And it went bad!

At the end, one collapsed on bed. And others looking so weak and tired. Then, we knew that the party was over. Why should it starts with giggles and fun but ended up in misery and sorrow? Why would we can't be normal and just get back to sleep when we thought that it was it?

One thing for sure, whisky is not for consuming like milk, every 5 minutes, one gulp! That would definitely bring you sorrow. Definitely!

That is all I am about to say today! But one thing for sure, no more whiskey for anyone!

Good night, people. I am not in humour to write today basically. The drip of tiredness is still linger inside! Tata!

Tonsil Problem?

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Hey people... *wink*

I am still at home. It is unbearable! I went to a doctor, and she said something iswrong with my tonsil, and that's why I have this sore throat! I have cold sores in both sides of my mouth. And it is so difficult for me to open my mouth! My upper lips has been numb since yesterday!

What I got from the doctor is an antibiotics. And a home remedy advice! *giggles* She insisted that I eat loads of ice creams and jellies. And of course, loads of cold drinks! To soothe the throat and to have speedy recovery!

I have been off from work since Monday, and today as well. And that makes two days in a row! I am so scared of going back to the office tomorrow! I have the doctor certificate until Wednesday, but I think I better show up tomorrow to avoid nasty speculations! There are some people in the office who is not really 'in-love' with me, so I think I better be there tomorrow!! Speaking of my highly rated paranoia state at this mo'! *giggles*

I feel so weak and tired as well, all the time. I don't know what else to do. To be honest, I don't like to stay at home. It's so boring, I must say! But what can I do?

So, I will 'fight' this tiredness and prepare myself for work tomorrow!! Ughh, I know this sound so not-like-me, but I missed the office!! *giggles* Really!!

Talk to you guys soon!! I love you all!