Sparks of Surprises, No?

Tweet

So, here I am again. Sweating like a pig. Inside the house.

The weather has been so weird lately. At one time it is too hot outside and while you are sweating inside the house, gulping many glasses of iced cold water just to cool you down, (but to no avail, obviously!). Then, out of sudden, it will be pitched dark outside and heavy rain struck! Oh, and don't forget the ferocious thunders that comes along!

Photo credit: Clker.com

But still, you'll be drenched with unquestionably sweat, of course. Again.

Predictable. That is what it is when it comes to the weather in Malaysia, lately. I presume, by chance, any of us can become that pretty lady who is on telly reporting the weather news, say, if it is going to be like this for the next few weeks, huh? No more reports or previous studies of the clouds and winds, to determine how is the weather going to be, yeah? Just a list of predictions of many predictable events. That is all it takes.

How would that be then? To know of what are the things that are going to happen in the near future without having the need to worry of the unexpected events? Would it be fun or would it be the other way round? If you get to choose either or, will you choose to know or not knowing?

Photo credit: Kimberliah

Some people said, surprises are good. It brings the sparks of joy to any news. And the sparks that made it special in some exquisite way. But then again, what if the surprises are the one that will bring you down? The one that will make you sad and your appetite gone in just a nano second?

Well, for me, I'll choose the conventional way. I would want to have some surprises in my life ~ be it the good news or the bad ones. Even if I will be given a second chance to answer that, I'll still stick to my answer, undoubtedly. So, what about you? Surprises or no surprises? Surprise me with your choice! Haha...

Take care!

xxx

It's a Labour Day!

Tweet

It's a day off!! Yayy!!!

O-K-A-Y, it is not that yayyy anymore to me, really. I have been staying home, off work, for about a month now, and a day off from work just means nothing to me, really. It seems like, it is just another day to me. Nothing spectacular about that, for sure!

However, I would like to wish 'Happy Labour Day' to everyone who is working and I shall say that, you guys deserve a day off today! Yayyy for all of you! *star jump*

On the other hand, despite of the supposed-to-be-no-work-day, I have been struggling to complete my assignments, which need to be submitted in June. Truthfully, I am having a hard time to even trying to concentrate on it! Ever since I have resigned, I have stapled myself on the sofa and flicking thru the channels on telly has been my expertise!! ~ I wonder if there is any job out there requires such expertise, huh? Therefore, with rather, so much joy when the remote is in my hand, the assignments sadly, has been put aside.

But come to think of it, I surely have about approximately a month to go, right? So, I should have enough time to complete it, I presume? It should not be taking so much of my time, is it not? Well, how hard could it be that I need more than a month to complete it?

For now, I am going to have a rest ~ it is a Labour Day, after all? :)

Take care.

Plenty of Me-Time For Now?

Tweet

Hello, again. :) 

It has been a while since I last post anything here and there are surely, loads to tell. 

First and foremost, I have resigned. Yup. No more late night stay in the office, working on weekends, stressing all week with all the ridiculous workload, spots popping up randomly on my face due to imbalance hormones, haha... But one thing for sure, I am on the verge of becoming cash-less! Broke and in dire need of an instant cash~I can no longer have a retail therapy as the cure for depression or my random temperamental mood swings, definitely.

A month have passed and I am still looking for a job. It is just so difficult when I don't even know what is the perfect job for me that I will be, err... happy doing it? Is there any job, like really, out there ~ with good pay at the end of the month and will, in no doubt, give me full enjoyment in life? 

To be frank, I am perfectly happy staying at home and just do, err... nothing! At least, I can enjoy and have more of a me-time to replace the hours that I have spent in the office when I was still working in that mini-hell of life? A little vacation off work and trust me it is surely, a bliss! Everyday, knowing that I don't have to wake up so early in the morning to face the 'incompetent drivers' on the road to the office and coming back home! It is a bliss, truly! Haha... 

But, I know that this is not going to last for long. In fact, I am already feeling the urge to at least to have to do something, because I am the type of person who cannot stay at one place and just sitting there not doing anything for so long. The boredom will come knocking at my door, soon. Soon enough. 

Well, until then I will savour the moment and we will see how it will turn out to be. I will definitely update you on that, though. :) 

Take care and have a nice weekend ahead! Tata for now. 

It's Playbook, baby!

Tweet

Photo: Garry Mcleod; Origami: Robert Lang

Hey all. I have been trying to post few times for the past few days, but to no avail. I thought I did posted it, but for some reason it does not appears?

I have got myself a new gadget! It's a Blackberry Playbook! It is amazing! It truly is. :)

And since then, I have been trying to post my entry from one of the application for Blackberry, but as I have said, it just went wrong somewhere, somehow. I failed. And worst, all those times, I have typed in a lot, but then the paragraphs just gone. "Pooffff!" Just like that. :(


It's late and it's my laundry night tonight, so I have piles of clothes to hang. Loads of 'em. And I got back from work sometimes around, well... nearly 10pm. Oh. That is life. Well, to be exact, that is my life.

I am pleased to know you. Do you? :)

I Am Back, Baby!!!

Tweet

Hello to all! :)

I am back again. I know, I know. I have not been a good sport for the past few months. Emm, maybe for the past year? Well, if I tell you that I have been hooked up with tons of work, you will probably don't really want to hear all about my boring, uninteresting workload that I have been facing throughout? Let's just forget what have passed and let us just savor the NOW moment and the merriest of all to come? :) How's that for a start?

Photo - credit to The Green Eyed Lady Blog

As I shall announced, *drum roll*, I have bought myself an awesomely cool laptop with an affordable price, that let me to get back on my two feet and blogging again! Horrayyyy! :) I have missed blogging. I really do. And I have missed all of you too!

So, from today onwards, you will be seeing me back in this corner of the wall, again, jotting down all sort of nonsense that appears to bloop itself from my little tiny brain of mine! Bahaha...

Okay, it's about half one in the morning already & I guess I shall hit the sack now. Until we meet again. Good night, lovable readers! *big hug from me*

Three, Four, Five or Never?

Tweet

Is there in anyway a second chance works?

What would you do if you gave someone a second chance for them to re-gain your trust or even better, to make good of the many things that has gone bad... but it seems that it was never is meaningful to them as it is to you?

What happens when you thought that this one person have changed for the betterment, but then you found out that he is not? In fact, he's becoming an expert in telling tales, that even if you tell the many tales to little toddlers they will think that it is the most amazing fairytale told ever, just a notch down from the famous Alice in Wonderland!

An old proverbs;

‘A lie is halfway round the world before the truth has got its boots on'

And another was;

'One lie leads to another'.

Can you actually trust someone who had once, lie to you? And what if, being gullible and you actually did, but then you found out that he lied again... Is there in anyway for you to give him a third chance? How many chances would there be before he stops lying, then? Three, four, five or never? It would be so much easier if you could see his nose becomes longer once he is telling lies, just like our dear Pinocchio boy!

Therefore, is a second chance worth it, or there is no such thing as a 'second chance'?

How would you know if that person is telling you the truth and nothing but the truth now, if he has a record of telling tales of the nastiest lie to you before?

I don't know and the fact that I do not know creeps me out, BIG TIME.

What say you?

xxx

Letters And You

Tweet

Hey. How was your weekends? Hope you had a good one.

This week, I've been receiving loads of shopping offers and deals in the post.

When I came back last night, first thing I asked my sister was, "... any letters for me?" And what she replied was, "yeah, some shopping brochures arrived!".

See. That's the thing. Everytime there is any letters for me, it will definitely be something similar like that. Let it be shopping brochures and offers, or perhaps invitations to loyalty card members' event or maybe, many of those monthly newsletters reporting of what's going on at the mall for the whole selected month! My point is, my letters are mostly something that relate to shopping!

My younger brother, on the other hand will usually have something more serious when it comes to his, as he'll always have his own subscription of some serious magazine called, 'Personal Money?' or even many letters from the bank offering him to register for a new credit card, bill statement of his credit cards, bla bla and bla. Many of the serious stuff it is. And same goes to my mom and dad. Oh and mom, with her Reader's Digest subscription every month.

If, say, we compile all of our letters received per week, mine one would be the most colourful with the most un-standard fonts they would ever have! Shopping, on-going sale, new restaurants and cafes opening, lovely shoes offer, amazing handbag deals, etc. and the list goes on and on.

Therefore, that made me think...
Does the type of letters you received in the post portrayed you in a way? Like, what kind of person you are? Based on your letters? Really?

And, if that's so... what kind of person does that tells you about me then? :)
What about yours?

Good night.

Do Cats Really Have Nine Lives?

Tweet

Massive headache. That is what it is.

I thought it will go away after the amazing hot shower, but hey... guess what? It's still there. And it is driving me insane! :(

Now. I have not been blogging for about a week already. Why? It's my laptop. 'She' has gone nuts! At first, the screen was flickering endlessly as if the microchips are having an extremely jolly Christmas party in there. Then, it has gone black, I mean... P-I-T-C-H B-L-A-C-K, as if it was the end of the world, or like someone forgot to pay the bills and the electricity was terminated! So now, that is why I am without a laptop. It's mad! I know. It is mad.

Therefore, that is why I am blogging using mom's laptop at the moment. And she does not usually have her laptop with her, you see. But luckily, she brought it back tonight. So, here I am. :)

Well, here goes. I had a wondrous thought about cats earlier today. See. They said that cats have NINE lives. But do they really have NINE lives??? For real, like?


I was thinking about the huge 'mess' that I am in at the moment. And say, if I have tried by all means and I still could not 'detangle' it? And what if... I mean, what if, it has gone really really really reallyyyyy bad? Can I just 'be dead' and then simply liven up my eight other lives to live like what cats usually do? That would be awesomely fantastic, is it not? And say, later, when you again, have got yourself into another tricky-web-situation or such, you can easily lose yourself out by just 'be dead', (again!) and then continuously use up your remaining lucky lives? Right?

But the issue in question is, do cats really have NINE lives? Do they?

How I wish life can be as simple as that. Or even more, to live like a child who does less thinking but more play. So you don't have to get stuck in any kind of mess and of course, with that you then don't have to worry whether do the cats have NINE lives is real or just a myth! Haha..

That would just be ridiculously perfect life one could ever had.

What do you think?

Good night, all! :)

Hidden Facts

Tweet

I have finally finished my exam! And also the many assignments in tow. It is all done and that's it. At least not until next semester, which would be in September? :) However, there are rumours saying that I will have to enrol into a short course starting this coming June until the next month. I don't know. I have not check into that yet.

Enough about exam. So, let's talk about the elevator guy. Remember the guy whom I had a crush on? Well, there are so many things happened already. Good and bad. And what happens now? I truly don't know.

So, I got to get to know this guy. He's pretty awesome though. There so much in common between us. But being human, of course there are things that will never satisfy you. Or even, some hidden facts that you ought to know from the start was never been told?


Therefore, what happens now? We are taking things slow. I think, sometimes... it is good not to have things too well-planned. Maybe it is best not to know where this is heading and how it is going to end. To not know what to expect is the recommended bet, perchance? I don't know. Let just see what is it going to be. And until then...

Have a good Monday night, guys.

xxx

Monday Blues

Tweet

Hi! So, I am struggling a bit over here since my first exam paper for my postgraduate course will be on this coming Saturday, and hey guess what? I have not even start studying! This is what people refer to as committing suicide... I mean, for real like!

I just finished sorting out my notes for the Land Law subject (after I managed to finish up 1 assignment out of 5 that need to be submitted on the exam day!). We were told by our lecturer that the exam questions topic will not include those done in the presentations and assignments. That should divide half of the notes I have, don't you think so? NOT! I have sorted the notes, and well... there is another mountain piling up next to my pillow here! So, there is no way that I can finish studying those in like, err... 4 days?! I need luck, I think. I really do.

Well, on the greener side of the mountain (what is it about mountains, today eh?), I have a little update on my elevator guy! :)


Photo courtesy of Hameed Shah

So, when we had lunch in the cafetaria, for soooomeee reason... I have made up my mind that I am not going to pursue on liking him anymore. Because, it is like asking your cat to eat carrots? Yeah, like no can do. It's impossible to see him anywhere and you see him when you least expected! He's some sort of like a choc chip cookie, you see. One time he's there, and the other time he is not. Therefore, there is no way of getting to know him at all! So to speak. But, on my way back to the office... of course, in the lift lobby waiting for the elevator to arrive... then there he was! And I tried my very best to not feel anything about it. So, I was just pretending that it is like any other day. No reason to freak out or feels like there is a butterfly farm in your tummy! (I was with a friend, by the way).

In short, we've talked... again! And that means, he remembered me. And it seems like his friend knows something about it too, in a good way! So, it's not like I am the only one who's chasing cars! :)

And that blows away my Monday blues, for the rest of the day!

But one thing that made me think. Why, until up to this very moment... he has not ask for my number yet? What's on my mind is something terribly heart-wrecking, like a) he has a wife, b) he has a fiancée, c) he has a girlfriend, or even worst... d) he's simply not that into me!

Haha...
Ah well, we'll see. And until then, I need to study as much as I can for my paper on Saturday. So, good night, guys. Speak soon.
xxx