Broken

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One time I am up, and one time I am down.Now, I am so at my downside. But, life must go on...

P/S: Seems like daddy is broken too, today. *wink*

Dub About Me

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I am broken. Not in terms of, heart-broken (but, part of it is a YES also... part of it!). I was out all two consecutive days. Friday (even though it's supposed to be a Good Friday) and last night, as well. Broken. On bed all the time. *wink*

Anyway, about the love thingy... this is the best song to portray what I feel inside. Enjoy the song. My favourite DJ, Miss Kittin. Have fun listening!

And, let me know what you think eh?! Happy Easter everyone! *twirl and giggles on bed*

Dub About Me

I don’t know what you want
I don’t know what you need
Heaven and love
Know the answer
And baby what about me
And baby what about me

I don’t know what you want
I don’t know what you need
Heaven and love
Know the answer
And baby what about me
And baby what about me
But babe, do u really want
Do u really want to see me cry
Do u really want to see me cry

Je 't aime, Moi Non Plus

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I have to post this. This is an old song. Really really old, as it was produced since I am not yet born, 1969.

But, here is the Electro Version, by two of my favourite DJs; Miss Kittin and Sven Vath. I love this song, and I hope you will too!!

Said to be an erotic song. *giggles*




The lyrics

Je t'aime
oh, oui je t'aime!
moi non plus
oh, mon amour...
comme la vague irrésolu
je vais je vais et je viens
entre tes reins
et je
me retiens-je t'aime je t'aime
oh, oui je t'aime !
moi non plus
oh mon amour...
tu es la vague, moi l'île nue
tu va et tu viens
entre mes reins
tu vas et tu viens
entre mes reins
et je
te rejoins- je t'aime je t'aime
moi non plus
oh, mon amour...
comme la vague irrésolu
je vais je vais et je viens
entre tes reins
et je
me retiens
tu va et tu viens
entre mes reins
tu vas et tu viens
entre mes reins
et je
te rejoins- je t'aime je t'aime
oh, oui je t'aime !
moi non plus
oh mon amour...
l'amour physique est sans issue
je vais et je viens
entre tes reins
je vais et je viens
et je me retiens
non ! main-
tenant
Viens !

P/S: Sylvie, I am learning my French, you see....!! *wink*

Tips On Getting Back On Senses

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Few articles have been searched and read... and it all comes to one conclusion.

I have been reading through all things I googled up, and this is basically the list of things that I should be doing to get it started!

1. Love yourself before planning to fall in love with anyone. (This is actually so true! I have to like myself before I want someone else to like me, or before I want to make someone else to be interested in me! So, let's roll on!)
2. Be gorgeous, as when you looks good, the confident just boost up! (Looks good and people look up on you. So, here I come!! I will be evolved from my cocoon to become quite a graceful butterfly!)
   
3. Ignorance is always a bliss! So, ignore him and you'll soon get what you are waiting for! (I won't be hogging him, looking at his way or anything alike. We'll see what happens!)
   
4. Guys hate rejections and competitions! So, twinkle your eyes and the bees will be swarming all over you! (This will simply be done with a new look and a girly giggles... *wink*)
   
5. Don't beg but let him beg! ((Looking good, with loads of confidence in oneself, looking posh and class... I'll get this done in no time! *giggles*)
   
6. Don't be cheap, but be classy! (Not dressing up like a trash, with more skins revealed, but classy like so I won't look like a tramp, but a princess!)
   

Basically, that tells the tale! And, this is exactly what I will be doing. I am back in the rhythm, and I know I have been swaying far away these past few days. But heck with it, as I think I already got the hold of this music. So, let it begins!

I am starting off tomorrow by having a new hair-do! It is a girl day out for me tomorrow, and I am going to make use of it!

Wish me luck!

Apology Said

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Still thinking about me and myself. And, I just can't help it. I am really in the doom-side of my life, and I hated every bit of it.

I feel weird, and depressed all at the same time. I feel confused and torn right on the other side. I just don't know anymore what is this for, anyway.

The mode that I am in now, is full of shit and darn things.

I think I have a huge problem at this moment, but I can't really tell what is it.

Sorry for the lack of fueling, but I just hope that I will be better soon.

Millions of apology.

Confused Again?

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Life has been weird to me lately. I was, once again (for the millions of time!), in a confused mode. I know this will bore all of you to death, but I can't help it.

Once, 70steen was telling me, if he is just making me sad, dump him! The thing is, I don't really know if he is making me sad, or it is just me who complicate things... It's just that, I am plain confused.

Things have gone weirder and weirder. And I don't really know exactly how and what is going on right now. I think the best thing to do, is just see how it goes. Really.

I am simply confused.

What You Think Is The Best?

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Ciao people. Been a very crazy weekend... at the start! And, I don't know how to pull this out. Always got stucked in a big mess!

I didn't go out last Friday, but I was having an after party at my home, with few friends coming over, including Mr. Frog! (No, he is not really a frog, but err... after what John said, maybe he's a frog!). *wink*

But thing has got even uglier! At some stage, I don't really know what is going on with us. Things have changed. At one time he is okay, but another he is just like a piece of shit! A friend told me that when he teased this guy about me, he just got paranoia! Like, a real paranoia. But what is it got to do with me? A friend also told me, that probably he is not sure what is his feelings towards me like. And, it's not really nice. As I don't really know what is going on.

Deep in my heart, I wanted to settle down. Like having a real life, with a boyfriend to take care of you and care and love for you, of course! But, with this situation I am having now, it is so impossible to have one. I don't know where I stand, and I don't know what is the conclusion for all this!

At some point, I do feel like a 'prostituta'! Like he was there, when he thinks that he wants me to be there, and at another point, he just left me unattended just because he don't feel like he's obliged to be there with me? Am I really that worthless?

Sometimes, I just wonder where will this story end? And how it will end, and when would it take place? Truthfully, yes. I like him so much, that I can never manage to forget him, not even a second. But, with the treatment I got, I don't think it will do me much good. I am truly confused with all these. I need a break, or maybe an answer to what has happened before.

I don't think what we have now is called friendship! I think it's more of a scandal? And not even close to the term, a relationship! None. And, come to think of it, I feel like a shit!

I don't know. I keep on writing and writing, and it just pissed me off big time to think of all this. And, daddy has warned me about the thinking. He said it's not good for me, and I know that as well! *wink* But, daddy... I just can't help it!

I really need an answer to all these complications, but its just too impossible to get it! Please let me know what you think is the best way for me to do. I am so confused. And now, it's 6.15am and I just woke up from bed and I thought I would scribble something to get, maybe another opinion on my problems.... I need help!

Let me know what you think I should do, the best thing to do.

Thank you.

Return From The Dungeon?

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Hello people!! *wink* Aah... how soothing! Tomorrow is Friday! Yiippeee!!! *twirl and a star jump*

Hmm, how wonderful life can be, despite of the dreadful weather we are having here, in Dublin. *sigh* Anyway, everything is good. I am coping back, on my two little feet! *wink* Despite from all the tiredness, sickness, cold sores, tonsilitis and stuff that have been going on around me, I forgot to spill this out... Tadaaaaaa...!!!

Did I ever mentioned that my other half socks is back? 'It' is basically, hmm... how should I say, return from the dungeon? But of course, experiencing from the traumatic and hectic situation before, I am well prepared now. I am too fragile. Like a piece of china-ware. Afraid to be broken, again. And of course, scared to be scarred, again. But, again... I am walking carefully on the path ahead. We will see how. Whatever it is, it has been so good. I am so happy indeed, yet cautious at the same minute.

We'll see.

Ahh, but the details... I is so funny how we got to this point, back again... Too funny to believe! I'll pop in some news some other time! *wink*

Anyway, Happy Thursday people!! *wink*

I love you all to bits!!!! *twirl, blowing kisses and a star jump to conclude*

Tonsil Problem?

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Hey people... *wink*

I am still at home. It is unbearable! I went to a doctor, and she said something iswrong with my tonsil, and that's why I have this sore throat! I have cold sores in both sides of my mouth. And it is so difficult for me to open my mouth! My upper lips has been numb since yesterday!

What I got from the doctor is an antibiotics. And a home remedy advice! *giggles* She insisted that I eat loads of ice creams and jellies. And of course, loads of cold drinks! To soothe the throat and to have speedy recovery!

I have been off from work since Monday, and today as well. And that makes two days in a row! I am so scared of going back to the office tomorrow! I have the doctor certificate until Wednesday, but I think I better show up tomorrow to avoid nasty speculations! There are some people in the office who is not really 'in-love' with me, so I think I better be there tomorrow!! Speaking of my highly rated paranoia state at this mo'! *giggles*

I feel so weak and tired as well, all the time. I don't know what else to do. To be honest, I don't like to stay at home. It's so boring, I must say! But what can I do?

So, I will 'fight' this tiredness and prepare myself for work tomorrow!! Ughh, I know this sound so not-like-me, but I missed the office!! *giggles* Really!!

Talk to you guys soon!! I love you all!

A Piece of Thank You Note? *wink*

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Hello people! *wink* I have been sick for the whole weekend. So, basically... a big disaster! I had a really bad sore throat that I can swallow anything. And whenever I did (of course I did, as I have to eat by any means....), it pissed me off big time as it is so painful!!
And, more... I have to go to toilet every 10 minutes. But then nothing! The tummy just making rumbling sounds and it's definitely horrible! I was even at home today, and it is not a good thing as well! When you off from work on Monday, people will put up speculations on me, having thoughts of me not being responsible to my work! Aishhh! *sad face*

Anyway, I think I am up for the job tomorrow! I feel lot more better, but the sore throat is still there! Tummy ache's gone. I hope for long. *sigh* Ah, by the way, I was checking other blogs, and it seems I got a review from John C. A Friday Blog Review from him, a joint-contribution from him and FuelMyBlog! Ah, at least it does cheer me up! He made my day! I am so happy with the review and the link of course!! Yayyy for me!!

Let's twirl everyone!!!! *BIG twirl for everyone*

*And a BIG twirl for the thoughts and thousands of appreciation* I go to sleep now! Talk soon! Traa laa laa laa laa.....

"Be careful..."

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I know, I know... It has been since ages, since I put up something in here. *sheepishly smiling, innocently of course*

Anyhow, I am back! I am here. And I am sick. At home. Bored. I should have gone to the office, by the way. More fun!

Anyway, I have been doing some thinking, and as everyone knows, when I did my thinking, that means... a horrid moments. Or more like, a horrid event of thoughts?

There is this one person, who told me... ,

"Be careful. I like you..."

Well, what does that means? And it has been 'singing' in my ear ever since. Ah, mind you. This person repeated it over and over again to me, at one time. And I wonder what...

What does that actually meant?

I Took The Dare! :)

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This is post specially made for JohnC, as he requires my face with a signboard stating, "JohnC is looking at me!" So, here it is. Specially posted for JohnC. Have fun!!

*twirl*