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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Clumsy, Silly Me


One thing happened today. As it happened basically at this time of the year for me. As in for today, it is the second time for this year, and also the fourth time since I arrived in Dublin. *keep on wondering* *grins* Okay, here goes. I fell!! *wink* I was walking back home, as usual from the office. It was just like the normal walk that...

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Look At My Nails!


How do you find these pretty nails of mine? Nope. I didn't go to nail spa, saloon or anything like that. *wink*I made 'em by myself! I am so impressed though. I thought it looks so neat and unique!! No smear anywhere. Clean and clear!! I came back from work, ate dinner, and watching Johnny Depp as Jack Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean!...

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Friday Night Out, Yayy!


I am getting ready to go out! ;) I can't wait to dance, yayyyy!!! This is what weekends is for! I need to loose few pounds. And, with dancing I can have both; losing weight and feeling happy! Here is a picture of me after Saturday night out! Happy weekends, everyone! I love you all!P/S: I am still sick, by the way... ;) Hope dancing will...

Friday, January 25, 2008

Happy Birthday, 70steen! *wink*


I am being abnormal today. Probably, because of the flu and cold that has been with me these days. I am being so paranoid. Thinking that everyone hates me. And everyone is talking about me. It is crazy. I know.I had too much aspirin and too much headache at the moment. Not because I wanted to, but because of the drowsiness I have from the flu and cold. Madness.The funny thing is, I know I am being weird. I know that I am feeling...

Thursday, January 24, 2008

My Other Half


I have been searching for days... In the cupboard? No. Under the bed? No. Between the pillows? No. Among the plushies? No. Where could it be? At the end of the day, I remembered. Once, was wore by someone. Just the other half. Weeks after weeks, it was forgotten to be returned. Alas, there is only one left. Probably, the other was caught...

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Scratching My Head


Early morning was really awful. It was raining, and I forgot to bring my umbrella. So, I showed up, half-wet in the office today. And much worst, I was late. It is not because I woke up late, but the bus just won't let me in, as it seems that most of people are taking the bus instead of walking this morning. Why? The dreadful rain. So, I...

Saturday, January 19, 2008

What Do You Want?


Have you ever thought about what you want? Yes. Exactly. What is it that you always want now? Or maybe, in your life? It might be one, two, three or even more answers to this question?I was watching a movie called STEP UP.It was a movie with loads and loads of dance moves, now and then. Basically, it is about dancing. Anyway, forget about...

Finally, I Feel Grown?


Hi people!! First of all, happy weekends to everyone! *wink*I was browsing through few blogs that I visited everyday, and I found this meme... *double wink* So, despite of going out and having a night out, I am staying in and completing this fun meme.Have it a go! And, we'll see what you get. I am so sure that you will have a laugh on this...

Friday, January 18, 2008

Am I Fickle?


Today is not a good day for me. It has been a very dreadful day. I am referring to the weather. It has been so dark and gloomy, starting from the very first time I opened my eyes this morning, and even now, when I am about to close my eyes.It  has been raining all day, and not to mention, the 'stormy' winds that come and go. I was walking back home from the office this evening with my 'supposed-to-be-strong' pink, transparent umbrella, but it is obviously shown that the wind is much more strongerthan...

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Am I?


Thanks to Sugar Queen. I did this. And this is ME! You Are a Bright Star SoulLike a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attentionIn fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on youYou need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivialAnd it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you achieveYou're...

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?


I need a cold shower, and curling up on bed all day, all night long... Paranoia? Am I? Why my life would be so much like the stocks? Fluctuate. One time I was up the hill, and the other time, I was down, beneath the narrow well?Why things can't just be normal for me? Why should I be crying, and crying all the time. Having the most scarred...

Monday, January 14, 2008

A Small Shit - Piccolo Merda


I just got back from the night out starting on Friday. It was a hectic night, filled with fun, pleasure, joy, excitement, adrenaline rush, disastrous moment ever for me, a wind of scare and the paranoia event.It has been a very one and only experience for me though. But basically, I am enjoying it as it is a night out with my fellow, dear...

Saturday, January 12, 2008

The Long Queue??


It's Friday! Yayyy!!! *wink*Been a hectic week for me, but I like it though. I mean, in a career thingy, it's awfully nice! I have been so busy with new submission, a school project. Therefore, it means purrrfect!! As I was so busy with work that time flies by, magnificently QUICK!Now, I have a new resolution. Not a new year resolution...

Thursday, January 10, 2008

I Blurt It Out


Still in the sad mode (boring, boring, boring). Now, even worst. I blurt it out. I made a confession, as I have been thinking this thing through, and it seems like either or, there's nothing left for me. It's all done.I blurt it out. I told him how I felt, and I felt so wrong. That what I did these past few days, being a hypocrite myself is totally undeniable. I told him that there is no where that we can make any good from this...

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Part Two - The End Of Today


PART TWO - THE ENDThen I went for vacation (to Madrid and Paris, I didn't go out, I kind of neglecting him, and he was neglecting me...)... I came back from vacation, he went for vacation. Then we had four days to meet up before he go for his Christmas & New Year vacation. (during the time when I was in vacation, he sent me text everyday, very nice. But, when the last day I was in Madrid, things got ugly, he started back again...

Part One - The Spill Outs


Being naive and stupid are basically the worst of living. I am in the process of letting go and believing the fact that I am not the one. I have been living in a traumatic situation ever for the past three days. It has been the worst nightmare ever for me, as I said before in my previous post, The Esquisite Pain.I just couldn't believed myself, of what I have done. The first time I have ever been so stupid in my entire life, naive...

Friday, January 4, 2008

A Note


A feelings cannot be erased as simple as erasing something on your notebook. Once you are attached to a particular person, you will always be. Either it will be part of your memories, or it will stay as long as it can be before you move on. However, and whatever it takes, it will always stays.You cannot pretend that you don't have the feelings, towards a person anymore until your heart say so.Until it is time to move on.And how...

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Spill Out The Beans!


Hi! Just a quick one! Do you think I look attractive enough to impress the guy I love the most?Let me know what you think. My previous look, and now look! *giggles*I am too insecure now, as for in too many reasons to list out! I need feedback!!Be honest, spill out the beans! Good night! *twirling in wonde...

Valencia - The City


I made my way to Valencia, the next morning, after the long night date with the Italian guy. It was a last minute attempt, as at first, I didn't got any place to stay in Valencia. But before I went out with the Italian guy, I found an empty hostel. So, I got my place over there.At first, I thought it was a huge mistakes, to get a hostel right before I met this guy. Means that, I would never had a chance to see him again. It is...

Barcelona - The Finale


On the way back to La Rambla, I bought my brothers a Barcelona jerseys for each. Then, as usual, when the night comes, I felt so hungry. I thought of stopping by at McDonalds, but then I saw this famous shop found everywhere in Barcelona. The Pan Company. I thought of giving it a try! So, I went in.When I was about to order, I saw this guy. He is soooooooo cute. Pretending to read the menu, to order, I felt some butterflies in...

Barcelona - Part Two


I woke up with a terrible headache one could ever imagine! It was horrible. The sangria effect!!I woke up at 9 pm, and I washed up and ready to go again. I walked along La Rambla, and I went straight to the tourist bus stop. I hop in the bus, and my journey begin.I hop in to the Red Line, which is the North Route. It covered Paca de Catalunya, Casa Batllo (I like this place!!! It's tremendous design, amused me so much!! No straight...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Barcelona - Part One


Hi. Here I am, safe and sound in Dublin back again! *wink* However, I suddenly have the tummy pain back again. Sigh. It was terrible though.I couldn't even move this morning. Been curling up on bed. And, seriously, I can't move. It was like cramping all over my body. I wonder why it happens again. Later this morning, I called the hospital, and told them what happened. And, they asked me to see what happens tomorrow, and if it's...
 

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