Polar Bear Hibernation Starts Today!

Hi all! :) So, the winter is nearly here. It's starting to get really really cold nowadays. Plus, the wind that I hated so much over the years! Is finally here. Sigh. Last few days, there were some days where you can see it was really nice, and sunny... and it makes you think, "oh... okay. Nice weather today. Maybe I can go for a walk, then...," but by the time you are outside the house, the wind breeze through... and yup!! It is freezing cold, and you know it is only a deceiving look portrayed by the blue blue skies and sun shine through. Another sigh.

Well, as the years passed by... I know now, when winter is approaching, it simply means, EAT MORE FOOD TO STAY WARM! Just like how the polar bear does in their hibernation period. Yup. This time of the year, in the North Pole! :) I just couldn't believe myself of the amount of food and munchies that I have been consumed these past few days! Really. It's not that I am hungry or anything like that, it's more like food just made me happy in a way, just because it is soooo cold!

Will I really turn into a polar bear figure by the end of winter time? I can't not to eat all the chocolate biscuits, and shortbread, and more chocolate and sweets and more of that stuff... Plus, I am not working much this work, and as in today my weekends starts early! What I have been doing is eat, SATC dvds, chocolates, curled up under the duvet, tea and again, and again and again!! :)

I'll update soon of what I will get up to soon! :)

Have a good weekends everyone! :) *twirl*

Food Photos!

Hello! :) I am still sick. Been coughing all day, err... nope. Not really all day, but it gets worst in the wee morning! Even though when I am already asleep! The cough would eventually wake me up from my sleep!! Which, I found it sooo extremely annoying! It is.

Anyway, just dropping in here to show you some of the food photos that I managed to capture! It is all the food made by my housemate, and my cooking too! :)

Here is the link for the photos! Have fun, people!!

Talk soon!

xoxo

Hooray

It is Sunday. :) Bliss. Even though I have few assignments piled up on the table. Sigh. At least, it is Sunday and it is a day to sit at home and be cosy as cosy as you can be. Me thinks! :)

I have progressed at least, the Thesis Proposal that I need to submit in another two weeks. Apparently the lecturer was being kind enough to let us have an extra week for the submission, and that means "Hooray!!". :) It means a lot, really!

And at the same time, there is this group project for another subject, and it is just so difficult as it is a group project. I don't know why, but I guess it is just me, finding it so difficult when assigned a group work instead of just on your own. Sigh. Worst, it seems so difficult to keep in contact with the group members as to know how is the progress work they have made! And it matters to me, as it is a group project. So, it's kind of shit, really!

Oh, I still have the cough even though I did drink up all the cough syrups every seconds! Haha... It seems to get better, then worst... and get better again. I don't know. It is quite confusing. Maybe the body just decided to play mind games, whether to get sick or to get better! Haha...

I have to get back to my studying now, but would like to wish all of you, Happy Sunday Day! :)

Kisses!!

P/S: I just hooked myself up with Twitter now!! I know, some people might think that it's a weird application, but I think it's fun to tweet!! Just like a hummingbird! ;)

Flying High

Hello! :) So, I am not into blabbing in here lately. It is just that, I was too occupied doing, basically nothing. Nothing, doesn't mean that I was practically flapping myself doing absolutely nothing, just that doing bits and pieces with work and college, and it accumulated to just being nothing really that important, but time just passed so quickly! And GONE.

Plus, I just got a little "under the weather" condition these past few days. Not that I am unhappy or anything, just that I think I got infected with the bug that has been in the air lately. Everyone in the shop seems to be getting sick with flu and cold, and I think I am starting to get them as well. At the moment, I am gulping on the cough syrup merrily!! Haha... it seems like an important liquid that I have been consumed this past few days.

It says on the box, "...non-drowsy bla bla bla..." but as what I have been experiencing these few days, I think it was just a matter of putting the sentence on that box so that it can be sold without having any prescription, because as far as I can tell... I am sooo high above the sky! Haha... (sorry, too much cough syrup, I guess... ;) )

Well, and at the same time, I am struggling on the submission for the college work too! I have to submit my thesis proposal, supposedly next week, but somehow the lecturer extended it to the other week after that, which is on the 28th October 2009. So, two weeks to go! Yayy! And I have another of this, group project thingy, that ought to be submitted (first draft), by the end of November... means, many many weeks to go, so bless him! Haha... :)

Apart from that boring news, I am okay... :) So, I have to go back to studying now. Or more like, researching? I am trying to concentrate on the thesis work now, but somehow the cough syrup just made me so happy and giddy! Got so distracted so easily from the thick, boring report that I should be having my eyes on, over the past few hours! Sigh.

Talk later, and have a good night! xoxo

Snap, Snap!!

Hey all!! Just a quick post. I got some photos taken today right after classes in college. Here is the link. It is not that good, but I am happy that I went there to snap some photos! So, have fun viewing!!

I am too busy today, I have to start on my thesis proposal, (for college) which I only have two weeks to submit!!! So, talk soon!! Millions apology! :)

xoxo

Ecstatically Happy

Hey all!! :)

I am so sorry, was just too busy these past few days. Been working, college and today, even though I have my off day, I (at last!!) went to IKEA and I got my study table!! Plus, I also got myself few other stuff, like the shoe rack, pink lamp shade, study lamp, waste basket, etc. :) And somehow, I cleaned my room and with the existence of the new study table, I am actually quite excited and looking forward to study for college! Haha... God, looks at how new stuff made me want to do something that I really despise and of course, simply made me the happiest person on earth! I am easily amazed and amused, remember? ;)

Yup! And with the new furniture in the room too... I made a slightly change to the room layout, and with the make over, I think I am starting to be happy as I was before. As I said, I am ecstatically happy at the moment! ;)

Oh, before I forgot, I also enter this photography competition... (even though I am crap and can only called myself as an amateur in photography, BUT... I do think I took nice photos... Haha....) so, here is the thing that I put those photos in... as they said.

"Hello, I've just entered the Metro Global Photo Challenge competition. Here are my photos at: HERE IS THE LINK. I'll be grateful for your comments".

So, feel free to drop in, and leave nice / nasty comments about it. I am happy for either or. :)

Okay, talk soon people. Good night.

P/S: Wrecked already with all the fixings and asembling stuff. :(

Negative Altogether

Hey. Gloomy day today. Outside and inside.

I got to learn one thing. To not trust anyone so quickly and do not keep your hopes high enough to let you shattered into pieces at the end of the day. It is just so annoying yet depressing when all of this happened. It is though.

I've had long weekend off. And I spoilt myself by not doing anything at all, just lounging in the house and do basically NOTHING. I was about to get a study desk for my room so that I can be a good student who started the studying earlier, but then again I just don't have the courage to even start anything at all. Uhh, I am so negative at this point, yeah. I know.

Don't know what I am going to do for today, despite of the staff meeting that I will have to attend at half seven this evening, but I think I might head out just to be outside the house for a while. I think I am so tired of everything around me. I just don't know these people anymore, and at the same time, I don't even know who I am anymore. Weird, eh? Yeah. I thought so too.

Blame the gloomy day, I'd say. It is all that you could ever blame at.

To Take A Step Further, One Step Back Or Stand Still?

Life is shit. What would you reckon when everyone is expecting so much from you? Like, it can be so exhausting at time, then comes to the fact that you are actually tired and just so want to get away from everything. Like, seriously.

A lie down to clear up your mind, and just be free from whatever, whomever... is an actual bliss. At least, once in a while. Maybe it is too wrong to be too nice, that everyone eventually take you for granted and up to the fact, sticking their feet up on your head? Maybe I am done of being too nice. I was once told, na'ah. Not once... more than that. I was too nice... I was too naive, that's why. And some other things as such.


So, maybe it is not a good thing to be too nice. Where people push you wherever they thought suits, NOT!

I don't really know now. To me, it is quite confusing. Every single little steps that I took, always leads me to a disaster patch. So, I don't really know should I step further, step back or just stand still now... But one thing for sure, the clock is ticking, 'till a year before I am off from here. :) At least, there is something I am keen to look forward to.

Good night all.

Luck Make Over, Anyone?

Well, for a start... it was sunny when I stepped out from the shop finishing my shift. Even though, it was gloomy earlier on this morning. :) Somehow, the sun always cheer me up, no matter how disturbed I feel. So, it is a good sign, eh? :)

I feel more content now, especially knowing that I wouldn't have to work on weekends no more! My college is starting this coming Wednesday, and somehow I am so eager to go to class. I wonder why. Probably I just want some time to be occupied with something that I can concentrate on. I mean, other than greeting people who came in to the shop, and some of them were rude people who stayed in the shop and giving you their hands on your face not wanting you to ask them if they need any help and always, I mean always after few seconds call you over and asking for an explanation about a product, then shoved their hands on your face again and again!! Silly, silly people! :(

And, I really can't wait to get paid this month! To be honest, I am just so dying to have some cash on me, not to splurge on anything silly or stupid things, just to have a cash on hand. Really. I have been broke this past few weeks, breaking up, feeling so low... I think I really need my luck to turn the other way round. Too much of bad luck, which I supposed, even if based on karma, I should be getting loads of good lucks now, seriously. I need a make over. A make over of lucks! Haha... I don't think that ever existed. Haha... (well, for a start, at least I AM laughing now... )

Hmm... nothing much to say, really. But, if the weather is good this weekend, I am definitely going to find some place to snap some cool photos! I am eager to get my hands to capture photos with black and white film instead. It would be so much fun! Well, I shall leave you now... and until we meet again? ;)

Have a nice day, people. xoxo

I'm Back... :)

Hey.At last, well... as I may say. I think, I am done now. I really am. I was really in bits last night, weeping over stuff, but then... when I woke up this morning, I just realized. This is so unsound. Why would I allowed someone who is so selfish and mostly immature, just thinking solely about his life, and dumping me just like that as if I am close to NOTHING? Why would I let this person destroying me, my life?

This is so not going to happen. I love myself. I can't let some idiot do this to me. Na'ah. As to that, I think I have to move on. It is not simple, I know. It would be so difficult and hard to cope. But, come to think of it, I can. And I will, eventually... as what Daddy said. :) Thank you Daddy!! Appreciate that.

And, (mind my language), F*** all this. I will somehow get back on my two feet, I will... slowly. :) And with that, thanks to all who's been helping me out with this. :) I was emotionally unstable before, but... I think it is getting better now. :)

Have a good night. xoxo