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Friday, January 18, 2008

Am I Fickle?

Today is not a good day for me. It has been a very dreadful day. I am referring to the weather. It has been so dark and gloomy, starting from the very first time I opened my eyes this morning, and even now, when I am about to close my eyes.

It  has been raining all day, and not to mention, the 'stormy' winds that come and go. I was walking back home from the office this evening with my 
'supposed-to-be-strong' pink, transparent umbrella, but it is obviously shown that the 
wind is 
 more stronger
than anyone could ever imagined. I broke my umbrella today. I was holding strong to my umbrella, fighting the ferocious wind in front of me as it was raining quite heavily, and then... "CRACKKKKK!!!". There goes my umbrella!!

I hate it when it is raining. I am prone to get sick everytime I get myself 'drowned' in the rain. And, without my dearest umbrella 'protecting' me today, I feel sick as soon as I reach home. I started to sneeze million of times, coughing like mad... I know I will get sick by the weekend. *sigh*

Anyway, I have something really nice to tell today. *grins* I think I am getting my senses back. This is better than usual. I think I am in love with my job now. I don't know what happened but day by day, I think I am so happy that I am what I am now. Probably, because I was so busy at work these past few weeks, and it actually makes it more realistic. I mean, why should I be so sad that my love life is a complete mess, when I am actually a career woman, indeed?!

I have a good job. I am a professional. And, there are not so many girls/women out there who has this job like I do, I earn for myself, I am living in a nice, comfy apartment, I have a blog with my blogsphere family whom I love so much, I have good weekends party time most of my weekends, I am not that ugly, as ugly as a Gollum can be, I am me, so... what is that, that 
actually that pissed me 
off the 
last time?

The best definition to explain that is just, I JUST GOT CARRIED AWAY! Life is boring if it always flow the way we want it to be. A little drama here and there will spice things up. So, I guess that is what happened to me before. *giggles*

Plus, I am a GEMINI. Thanks to Sylvie to brought this star-subject up. In my opinion, Gemini is the most fickle star among all stars. They tend to change from A to B in just a nano seconds. At one time you can see me smiling, then when you see me after, you can see me sulking. I can be this and I can be that. And, oooh... daddyP, maybe I can turn to be a Gollum as well?! *wink*

I am so aware of this, right from the start I knew that I am a Gemini. But I can do nothing to change it. This is just me. So, what do you think?

Am I fickle? *double wink*

6 twirls with baby:

Daddy Papersurfer on January 18, 2008 at 4:00 PM said...

How's my little Gollum this morning? tee hee . Feeling better I see, although the weather has been 'orrible.
*sedate twirl* and thanks for the link *wink*!!

Sugar Queens Dream on January 18, 2008 at 7:14 PM said...

I think you're a beautiful bright soul.... Everyone and I mean EVERYONE had their days, trust these words I'm saying to you... Life is short and we try and cram so much in so that we can leave some kind of mark on the world that we even existed. I think in the few short years I have been Blogging that I have met some of the most incredible souls, I wouldn't trade that for anything.... I heart you and even when you're down I will still come to twirl with you...
Now here's a sugar pie, go sit down and eat it.....
Hugs and Love from The Sugar Queen

shle3pyb4by on January 18, 2008 at 9:11 PM said...

daddy, i am a little Gollum eh? ;)
oh, yes yes... a very dreadful day outside... but i want fishhesssss, fisshessss, and chippsssss...

oh, and hungryyyssss and always hungrysss.... ;)

*no sedative for me pleaase.... as it is precioussssssss* ;)

shle3pyb4by on January 18, 2008 at 9:12 PM said...

sugar queen, thank you sooo sooo much! ;)

thanks for wanting to keep on twirling with me! appreciate that so so much! ;)

and uhuhhh... as in for the pie, nyumsss nyumssss... thank you! ;)

[s][e][x][y][i][n][r][e][d] on January 18, 2008 at 11:20 PM said...

Hye there...
So you been busy ehhh? Hrmm and explain the No-Reply E-mail...huhuhuhu

Anyway...I on the other hand think that you're not fickle minded and very determined in getting what you want...and well brings you to where you're at right now

The only thing is - you have to learn to let go...sometimes something may not just work no matter how hard you try...if that happens just move on...babe...it opens you to much more doors in front...but only if you're never afraid to let go...

shle3pyb4by on January 23, 2008 at 7:30 AM said...

sexy, thanks. i think you are so nice to say this thing to me. and i appreciate it. i am not fickle, am i? ehehehe....

i am letting go now.. and God! i feel much much better!!!! ;)

traa la laaa laaa laaa...


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