As Time Flies

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It has been a while. It has been so strange to cope with the new situation. Honestly. Probably, because we have been so long together, even though we are not together... then, suddenly something like this happened. It just blow things off!However, since he's gone... somehow I got this unbelievable male attention at every side of my life! It's not one or two, but at the moment, there are four guys! And two of them, are actually...

Collapsing

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Hey there.All the things have been taken from my house, just minutes ago. He came, and now he's gone. He is completely gone for good now.He did came earlier on this morning. He did. He came to pick up his money left here and few important stuff that he really really needs for the day. It was one hour before I went to class.I know I might sound stupid about this whole story I am going to tell you about, but this is the fact. The...

A Little Note For You

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It has been such a half pleasant, half wrecking day for me. I mean, for the whole situation.I must be lying if I said I am all okay about it. I do feel sad about it, honestly. I mean, he is a nice guy deep inside. He has the good side of him. He really does. But somehow, he just choose to be a jerk more than any guys would ever thought of... and it just similarly like, pushing me further away.But whatever it is, I think this is...

Kudos To Me

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Kudos to me. I have been so mean. The most meanest girl, you have ever met!!I made a choice. I have chased him out from t he house yesterday evening! I think I do have came back to my senses! At least, something made me!Something he did just pissed me off BIG TIME! First, I discovered that my laptop has been used for a filthy, most filthiest reason! He watched PORN using my laptop, in my house! I know its sounds silly. Sounds...

Silly Selfish Brat

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Here I am, having my holidays in my home. First day, of my three consecutive days of holidays. Unbelievably fun! At least, I don't have to go to work on Monday. That's a start! :)It was such a nice weather earlier on, I mean... it was sunny. And it was beautiful too. But then, I was too lazy to go anywhere, and what I did is just curling up on bed. I was too lazy to do anything. That is the problem.And now, the weather has turned...

Worst Deja Vu

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Hey there. It has been a while since I have been out not jotting any updates on my life, recently. It's either I was too busy with my life, or else I was too busy discovering the meaning of life to me. It has been a puzzle to myself, and I guess to certain numbers of girls in this whole wide world too. It has been so weird recently. Everything seems to be a deja vu to me. But not a good deja vu, but the strange ones. And it is...

Incomplete Lullaby

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I am a bit mellow and sluggish this weekend. I went out on Friday, and it is horrible. I mean, I don't think I am capable of going out anymore, anytime soon. I'm through.I went to Boyz2Men with a friend of mine. Fairy. We had a blast. It starts at half seven on Friday night, and it was brilliant. Then, I met few friends of mine later on, and we went somewhere. It was good, just that I feel strange that I don't feel like I am going...

Fun Times

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Aha!! :)Forget to tell you this. I was told by my couz, that she has awarded me with such award! A Fun Blog. Therefore, as usual... I need to pass this to few people, so it will be continuously in the blogsphere.So, here are the list of people I am awarding it to:-ScratchBagShe's awesome! I haven't ever not laugh whenever I read her post!...

Sounds Like A Plan

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Hey there. So, the weekends are nearly there. I can't wait. I seriously can't. There are too much things on my mind at the moment. And too circled up with work too. So, a weekends off and out and get piss, is always the best thing to do at the moment. At least, that is what I am thinking of doing anyway.... :)It is my friend's birthday today. He is from Germany. Good thing about him, we have no affection between us which, is more...

What Am I Made Of?

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Hey there. Just came back from the second date. Okay, the movie was nice. Everything is nice, just that I have a new conclusion. I think I do have a problem. I won't be successful, not at all. Naa...ah!I mean, I won't be successful in terms of love life. Not a chance!I think he likes me now. I really think so. And, it's not like I am being mean or anything, but I think whenever I know that a guy is interested in me, I would run....

Runaway Bride

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It's Tuesday. I got few letters from college, noticing me when I have to come to college for registration, how much and stuff like that. I am quite excited though. *wink*Even though it was a busy day in the office today, I feel a bit different. I feel that I am contented! I mean, I had a dinner last night with my friend, Fairy. She is the only girl here, from my country who is close to me. Okay, a bit off the statement. I do have...

Back On The Game?

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Hey there. Whoa... It has really been a while. Picking myself up, scattered on the floor. Shredded into pieces. It was difficult. It really was.Don't know whether I am supposed to be this way, it is in my nature, or I am simply a really really bad girl.. but I nearly forget him at this moment now. At least, for a while.I went out yesterday. It was a date. I had a date. Err... not a date, but two dates. In two hours difference....

E-mail Buzz

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It has been a while since I write. It is so meaningless. Life. I don't know anymore what I am doing, basically. He called.He did last few days. But silly me, again... I refused to answer for some reason, which I don't really know what. Pathetic, eh? And, it is not only once, it was twice. I don't know whether is this the right thing for me to do, or I am just torturing myself with such punishments because I know things are not...

It Is Real

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So, it is already Tuesday, and actually it is Wednesday already. I am sitting on my bed, having my laptop with me... thought I should have write something as I already have been neglected the blog ever since the day...Surprisingly, I am quite okay. Not quite, but just right. I was a bit 'collapsing' in a way, when I got home and found out all was left only myself and few stuff. I have been trying to cope up the peaefulness without...