Let The Countdown Begins

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Today is 12th June 2012 and let the countdown begins? *wink*

I will be a year older in 6 more days and truthfully, I think this year is the worst year for me. All the mean-and-not-so-fun things are lined up just before I'm turning 31 and that is just simply greatttt! Not.

Let me list out 'em so we can have a look at it and decide how bad it will affects my life? Haha...

• I am unemployed, therefore, it means no work for me (yayy!) but at the same time there is no money for me to spend on new shoes or fancy little knick knacks whenever I am in dire need of glorious retail therapies (yikes)
• My final exam  for this semester falls on the 16th, 17th and 23rd of June (unfortunately - no parties for me this year, I supposed. As I will definitely be partying with zillions of law cases that I have to read for exam - well, pretty sucks I must say - Anthony vs Belle, Brendan vs Catherine *yawn*)
• I have gained a bit of weight - which, at this stage of my life (in my 30s), I despise every additional pounds shown on the bathroom scale everytime I stepped on it and it is beyond worst than ever when what I do to stop it is, err... NOTHING. (I've got to do something to overcome this. I know. But, I am just too lazy. Any suggestions?)
• My love relationship? Haha... This is undoubtedly out of the question! It's an unspeakable topic for me recently, since I have nothing to talk about. Perhaps, I was desperately looking for a job that I totally forgot all about this matter? One thing for sure, I am definitely going to find one great job then only I will think about getting myself stuck and tangle in a love relationship; pun intended.

In order to overcome this knotty and destructible problems of mine, I have come out with a list of things I wanted you to get them for me my birthday wishlist! 

• Keating on Construction Contracts 9th Ed. - I know I have gone insane when an educational book is one of the item listed in the things-I-want! But this book cost about £400 for one book! 
• A treat to hair salon - I have not done anything to my hair for quite a while now and I think my hair is hating me at the moment that sometimes I hear them talk among themselves how they despise me! 
• A new mobile phone perhaps? - My Blackberry is acting up lately that I was so close of throwing it to a nearest bin only to realize that is the only phone I have. Haha... I sort of been contemplating to get an iPhone, but... hmm, anyone? *wink*
• A new job? - Simple as that.
• A manicure & a pedicure treatment - It is always fun to be pampered, once in a while? No? 
• Cash - Yes. It is just not fun to be skint for so long. Trust me on this. I know. 
• A pair of new  heels? - This too, has been a while.
• A fare ticket to someplace in Europe? I missed Europe. I really do.

Well, that is all I could think of at this very moment. :) I will add in more when I have come across more things that I want! In the meantime, block your calendar - it's on the 18th June 2012. *wink*

Let the countdown begins!

Happy Birthday To Me

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Well... *grin*

It is my birthday today. :) 18th of June. So, I am officially 29 years old. Eek. Old, eh? ;)

Anyway, I am so happy and may all my wishes come true. I really hope so. :)

Have a nice day everyone!!!

xxx
much love

My Wish List

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Oh. It's nearly there. What is? Well, my birthday is!!! :)

It is tomorrow and I haven't think about what I want for my birthday. Sigh. And I will be 29 years old! It's horrible, isn't it? 29????? Eek!!!

So, here is what I can think of at the moment. My wish list (preferences are not in order):-

• An iPhone (my mobile that I brought home from Dublin cannot be unlocked over here since it is from Europe - apparently European phones locked and can only be unlocked over there! So, an iPhone is not too much to ask! ;) )
• Volume II and III for The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo. The first book is amazing. And for some reason, since books over here is too pricey, I don't mind if there are people who is going to buy me these. :) I love books, anyway.
• Any books will do too.
  
• A car! :) it would be nice to own a car again, isn't it? ;)
  
• Some cash so I can spend on new clothes for interviews? ;)
• A new laptop? I entered a competition to win a MacBook Pro. If I win that I will be so amazed and impressed with myself! Ha...
• A birthday card. ;) I love birthday cards. I do.
  
• Orchids. The only flower that I love.
• A simple wish. ;)

So, there you go! ;) I could not think of anything else at the moment. Haha... If I do, I'll add them in.

Have a nice day!!!

xxx

Happy Birthday To Me! :)

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Hi all!

Just a quick post! :)

It is my birthday today, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ;)

Later!!

P/S: I have to work today! :(

A Drama?

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Okay... terrible, terrible news! :(

First, dentist visit? Well, went to the dentist earlier this morning, and got a prescription of antibiotics 400mg doses!! And to be taken for 4 days. Nothing can be done to the swollen gum, as it is really really swollen!

My birthday treat from my boyfriend? Oh well, he is being soooo nice, as he bought me a ticket to see Prodigy in Slane Castle, on this coming Saturday. Okay, yup! It's true. I am working this Saturday... but two days earlier I got someone to cover for me, on both days... Saturday and Sunday. So, it is perfect, is it not?

NO! They rang me just now, to let me know that the person to replace me is in no position to have any shifts in the shop anymore, so basically I am fucked! I am though! Today is Monday, how could I find anyone to cover for me in such a short notice? Aaaaaa.... And they even put me to work on my birthday too. I am stress right now. Say whatever you want, but I am... :(

Oh, and as always... I am in a big mess. Seriously... Hope something good come up!

La La La Land...

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Hi all!! :)

So, it has been a while. I have my off days on Tuesday and Wednesday, and the best bit of it is that, the weather is just amazing!! :) On Tuesday itself, it was between 25 to 26.5 degrees!! Awesome!! :)

Oh, and we bought a pool and put it at the backyard of my boyfriend's house! On top of that, we actually found a fifty euro note in the shopping centre floor, lying there, just waiting for us to splurge 'em for the massive pool! It is amazing!! :)

More news! I am heading off to London on the 8th June, to meet up with my family over there. At the moment, they are in Switzerland, and soon to Rome! But heading back to London on the 8th and flying off back home on the 10th! Can't wait!! Oh, and my boyfriend is coming along too, but he's joining me on the 9th! :)

I am going to turn 28 next week! :) Eh, another two weeks! Exactly two weeks! Can't wait! I know that means, a year older, but at the same time, it means a year wiser? Anyone? Haha... In relation to that, I would like to invite all of you to donate on my birthday on my favourite charity cause... Animal Rights! So, anyone interested... and can afford this, please do help! :) I would be the happiest girl in the world, as to speak! :)

Well, I am heading off to work soon, starting at 3 till 7pm. So, I will talk soon!! Take care all, and let's twirl!!! *giggles*

Party Is On!

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IT IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! *star jump with a twirl*


Everyone, please make yourself comfortable and at home. Let's have fun, and enjoy some cakes, pastries and drinks! *wink*

I am officially 27 years 'young' on this date, and would like to thank you for all the wishes!! *twirl*

I really, really, really, really... appreciate that loads!

Cheers! *chingg chinggg*

One More Sleep...

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It's just one more day, one more sleep... *wink*

Can't wait!! And, the adventure begins!

Also, my birthday getaway... *wink*

I am truly happy... *twirl*

Venture The New Looks Of Cakes...

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Uhuhh... I have to put in this, before I go to sleep. *over excited*

I was google-ing, for a birthday cakes... then I came across this website. A blog, of truly beauuuuuutiful, amazingggggg, inexplicable looking cakes. Trust me on this one.

It is simply gorgeous! Too bad I am in Dublin. *sigh*

Have a look, and then... you know why I got so over excited. CLICK HERE for the excitement, and venture the new looks of cakes!! *wink* The founder of the speciality cake shop is Anne Heap. My say on this, she is one talented goddess!

Have fun viewing the cakes!

P/S: See what Daddy has to say about it... *giggles*

The Countdown Continues...

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One more day... *wink*

Tomorrow is the last day at work, before a long That is the best bit of all! I can wake up late all day, and lazying myself all day all night. Can't wait!

And of course, one more day before my birthday. It has also been two years since I have been staying here, in Dublin. Today, exactly two years of my stay here. I am so proud of myself to actually hanging on, alone here in Dublin.

Too many things happened in that two consecutive years. Too many things to list out too. It has been a tiring two weeks for me. As for this moment on, I think I can sit back and relax a bit, with less pressure from no one.

Being older a year, supposedly I should have become wiser. But, in my point of view... I don't think I do? *giggles* I should have set up my mission, my aim... as I am becoming older. Should I? I don't know exactly... still, what I want in life. I really don't.

I haven't found the things that I would want to do. I feel that it is difficult to aim, as it will always be rotten in mind, not being able to make it. Therefore, for me it is best not to do anything with it, but just to go with the flow. I have give up thinking too much, as it always dissapoint me. I always end up in misery, instead of performing a star jump, in any way. *sigh*

Therefore, I have decided not to think. Instead, walk on the runaway. If once or twice, I twisted my ankle with the heels, and fell... I can still arise and walk on. Those few splits will only make me stronger, to walk on the runaway. That is the first thing I have made myself clear. Full stop.

Good night.

P/S: One more day for my birthday!! (not including today). Countdown continues... *drum roll*

Serene Saturday

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Hello people!! *wink*

It's mellow Saturday, the weather is not as good as it can be. It was supposed to be summer, but somehow it's so gloomy and of course, the coldness is unbeatable! It seems like autumn, instead of beautiful summer day!

Anyway, I am not going to tattle and babble more about the weather, I have a great news to tell!! I got a house!! A house of my own. No sharing. It will be me, and just me!! How ironic?!! *another wink*

I went for the viewing yesterday evening, and to be honest... I am quite nervous. I wonder why. Usually, the advert on the website of home hunting, will show you the picture of the house, but this particularly one is without. And usually, I would be a bit turned off with it, since I can't really see how it looks like, and just depends on the sentence they put in to describe it. But, I went anyway.

It turned out to be such a classy house, an apartment unit, on the fourth floor. A descent one bed apartment, with ample space for one, eh, no no... more people. It's huge for one person to live in. Seriously.

Let me describe it here, anyway. It has quite a big bedroom, then a descent living room, a dining (separated from the living), a compact kitchen, but honestly it's nice... and of course a bathroom with a bath, quite huge. Then, the best bit of it, it has a HUGE balcony from the living room connecting to the bedroom! And every evening, I can see the sun set as the sun shine from the balcony, and it will make the whole house stir with golden shine of the sunshine itself. It's unbelievably beautiful!

I got the house, even though the fact that I can only move in by the end of the month, as I will be going for vacation next week, and by end of the month only I will get paid. Of course I pulled out that Puss in Boots face, and the innocent vibes just spread accross my face, and even though the landlady knows that she will lose about 2 weeks rent, she agreed! I am so happy, beyond excitement!!!

Therefore, I will be moving in on the 27th June!!! Can't wait. Now that the home-hunting is over (and ended up with such a beautiful house), I am beyond happy!! Now I can basically concentrate on my holidays. Aaaah... bliss!!

Happy Saturday, everyone!

P/S: My birthday countdown, 4 more days to go!! (today's included).

Sail Smoothly

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Hey hey... *wink*

It is a mild day today. And, of course... Dublin's weather will always be a Dublin's weather. Five minutes it's dark and gloomy, and wait another five, then it turned out to be sunny and warm. And, continuously, repeated... traa laa laa humm...

My home-hunting is still on going. I am still looking, and I have viewing tomorrow as well. It is a one bed apartment, with a huge balcony connecting from bedroom to the living room! Must be an awesome, huge unit, I think... Aah, can't wait!! I need space. I need big space, and I am being fussy as well in choosing this time. I want a house/apartment with loads of windows... I like the house to be airy. Filled with the bright from the sun. To give warmness, home feeling. That are the two things I need. Loads of space, and also windows. Wish me luck on the house viewing tomorrow!

On the other hand...

There are three more days to go to work, then I am off for my holidays. Friday, Monday and Tuesday.

And of course, as the countdown sets... SIX more days from my birthday (today is included)!! Yayyy!!

Six, six more days... Traa laa laa hum... Ooh, I can't wait. *wink*

And of course, countdown to my vacation as well. Uhuhh... everything is so exciting at the moment, and I guess... not thinking too much helps! *wink*

Love you people!! *wink*

In A Week Time

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Hello people... *wink*

I am so excited. I am counting the days off. In few more days, I will be 27 this year! *giggles*

So, to everyone out there... who has been wondering when is the exact date of my birthday, it is on the 18th June. Exactly, a week from now.

The countdown, starts today!! Yayyy!!!

With Or Without

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It has been a hectic week for me, these past few days. Too many things to do at once in the office, somehow it cracked my brain - a bit.

I have never felt so exhausted yet still confused about the life I had and have ahead. It is the rhythm of life, I'd say. At one time, you will be up in the sky and on the other hand, you will be collapsing, shattered, scattered on the ground.

My dream, supposed to be my get-away birthday vacation, (at this moment), might not happened. Despite all the stress at work, weather, friends... this thing pissed me off big time. Somehow, this person just told me that it might not be possible for this person to go to Tenerife. I won't mind if I have to stay late in the office to finish up a job that should be done there and then. I won't mind to have to go through heavy rain with wind, to come back from work late at night. I won't mind to be neglected and ignored once they have found another friend... but a cancellation for MY birthday get-away is a big no-no. I am waiting for this. It was my dream. It was one of my wishlist, and now it is in vague.

Why would a person promised, then break the promise as if nothing happened? Is that the new proposition of extremist propoganda? Have I been so not up to date to realize that it is actually, okay to behave like that? Or am I being so childish to get, and to actually get what I want on my birthday that has not been celebrated two years ago?

It is all too confusing at the moment. I have thought about it. If this person is not going, things are going to get reallllyyyyy ugly. I mean, really really ugly.

And whatever it is, I am still going. With or without this person! Full stop.

Some Trip

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I am going for a week vacation, somewhere in Spain... Tenerife, Canary Island!!! *wink*

I will be there for a week, and I hope it will be great!! I hear a lot of things about the island, and everything about it is so nice. *another wink*

Uhuhh... now I have a good vacation for my birthday, and it is for a week!! I really really hope it will be a nice vacation, a vacation worth remembering!! :)

In one month time, I will be there... Yayyy!!

Plan Destroyed?

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I am in tears. It can't just stop running throuhg my eyelids. I just can't stop this sad feeling burning inside. Somehow, I just realized that I am completely alone here. I have no one. And I am one useless goddess ever created in this whole wide world.

I ad a plan, of a birthday getaway sometimes in the middle of June. But just... just within a day, it all collapsed and scattered on the floor. No more happy and fun joyful birthday vacation, that I ever dreamed of.

Then, with that... comes the fact, that I am so alone in here. How hard is it to have someone who you can call a friend and a shoulder to cry on? How hard is it to not to be alone? How hard is it not to celebrate a year older, with the people that you love and love you back? It is not just a life-partner, a boyfriend or a crush, but a friend?

Growing Pains?

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Tuesday morning. My eyes flicked open early in the morning today, as I accidentally dozed off last night at a very early hour. Now, with a bowl of cereal and a cup of coffee, to basically keep my eyes open, I think...

I will be aging to another year of age, next month. It will be my birthday next month. I should be happy and waiting for piles and piles of presents from daddy, especially... but, something else just caught my mind.

If a goddesses become a bit older, with the aging process, would they be known as attractive goddesses, still?? What would happen if the aging takes control and no one can ever been done, would that be the end for the successful years of any goddesses? Would that mean a BIG FULL STOP to anything for the goddesses to venture, and in simple it means, BORING LIFE to goddesses awaits?

And somehow, another thought flicked my mind, secretly... How would a goddesses cope with a situation of being the older one? Say, a scenario where a goddess is far more older (in terms of age) and the peabrain is 'slightly' younger than her... Would that make the goddess have less points than any other goddesses in life? Would that also make her strange among all the other goddesses as she can't find an older peabrain and stucked with a younger ones?

Would age really a factor?

Happy Tuesday, everyone.