So, it is an "X"?

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Newsflash!Remember when I was telling you about the phrase, "I Love You" thingy? It's way beyond complicated now. I mean, I just started thinking. Do you think men don't really say it out loud? Or there is only a group of men who doesn't say it but really care for the girl, and there is another group of men who doesn't say it because he just simply not so into that girl? Is there any classification of these men around us? Do you...

Am I Really That Useless?

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I am here, with my laptop, finishing up my assignment. I couldn't stop myself from thinking the facts, though. I mean, I think I am right all along with my definition of relationship. I mean, my relationship.What is going on with me? I can't even place what is actually really wrong. I mean, we had fun together. We went to movies, we went for dinner, we hang out and just being cosy and lazy watching some sappy, chick flick movies...

For Real Or Fantasy?

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Hey all. Picking up myself from the ground, to make myself well enough to jot down something! Been too busy at work and college too! Group work has shattered me into pieces. Bossy people around just pissed me off big time, especially when you keep on sneezing and couldn't even think of what are the best things to say... :(Just finishing off my assignment, and thought why not I just drop in and jot in something. As I do have something...

I Am Still Alive

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Hey all. Sorry for not being around. Been sick the whole time since I came back from Amsterdam! And it is getting worst actually. I did not go to office on Friday as well. Was too wrecked! I can barely even sleep at night nowadays, with all the coughing late at night. It's bothering me big time! There's no sign that it is going to stop any soon.I was just stopping by here to jot something in here, so that you guys know that I...

Me, The Bad Vibes?

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Hey. Just got back from a club. Finishing up the trip report, and now I thought I want to scribble something too.I don't know whether I am being paranoid or it is happening actually. I need comments on this, definitely.The night that I came back from Amsterdam, it was on Tuesday night. The boyfriend was over at my place, and he went back the next day! I was completely wrecked. I was sick, that's why he was there. But that's not...

Part 2 - Gent & Amsterdam

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So, there we were... in the Dam! *wink*It was a good fun! We went from train station, being so foolish, don't know how to get to the hostel, then we got a taxi from the train station! Unfortunately, the hostel was only less than five minutes drive, but the taxi driver charged us fifteen quid! What an arsehole! With the reason, he is the chartered cab! Silly us, we can't really afford to perform such drama, so we just nodded!We...

Part 1 - Gent & Amsterdam

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I am back!!! I was here, back in Dublin on Tuesday night, to be exact! But I only have a chance to scribble in today! Pheww!! Loads to tell.Trip to Gent, Belgium was great! But, we were quite dissapointed with the food price in Belgium! Surprisingly, it was so expensive that we are quite shocked. It is unbelievable! And it is not just about the food. The fare for tram, services, etc. were completely insanely high! However, despite...

Chipping In

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Hello! :)I can't wait for my trip to Brussels, Belgium for I Love Techno this coming Thursday! Should be fun! Then, we're heading to Amsterdam on the 16th until 18th then, back here in Dublin.Well, that is the fun part of it, but of course in my terms... there is always the bad terms included as well. Somehow, I have been tormented by ESB, electricity bills recently. They were supposed to get off the money for the bills next month,...

Happy 60th Birthday!!

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Hey there. I thought I might missed it, but alas... there are few more hours left for me to say this out loud!So, it's the Old Git's Birthday today. And well, well, well... How did he affects my blogging life?As for a start, he is always a charmer! I know I should not caught be saying this... but hey, it's his day today. He deserved to be...

Like Means What?

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Hey. It was a long day for me today. It's the college day. And today is worst. It is the group discussion thingy. We had this submission next week, including the presentation for one subject - more like Project Development course.So, I went. We had not really a discussion, but it was a long day in college. Was too tiring. Everyone started to say this and that. And, uhuhh... it is annoying!Then, went back home, and there were the...

Me Likey?

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Hey. It has been a normal day today, but somehow I felt so lazy and tired to wake up and take shower to go to work. It's so cold, and there are so many reasons to stay in bed. But, everything needs to be done in the office. So, I really need to be there in the office, as I will not be there tomorrow as I have college! Sigh.Tiring. But, I went anyway. When I was preparing to go to office, made myself a cup of hot coffee, I looked...

It's Minus?

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Hey there. Walking down to the bus stop seems like transforming myself from being a normal human being to a frozen salmon in the freezer! It was so cold this morning, while walking to the bus stop this morning, to go to work! It was really really cold, that I barely feel my hands! Could not even texting on a phone, as the fingers seemed to awkward to press any buttons at all!Been half busy in the office earlier on. Catching up...

Just Another Plain Sunday

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Good morning, everyone.I have been curling on bed for so many hours, wondering why I could not sleep and with the result, I woke up so early today. Just to realized that, it is a daylight saving time last night. Therefore, there is another additional one hour less, to what we already had before. No wonder!It is already Sunday, but the fact that I don't have to go to work tomorrow, Monday... is such a pleasant thought! No work...

First Time?

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Hey. Weather today has been really weird. It has been raining all day, and I can hear the raindrops tapping on my balcony table outside the balcony. It is a pleasant but annoying noise at the same time.I haven't gone out from the house ever, at all since yesterday. I think I am cocooning myself in the house, with instant noodle and few bits of sitcoms re-runs. I could not even go out as well, even though if I feel like going out....

Mr. Tall Guy

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Hey.I am seeing a guy six years younger than me. Is that a problem? I don't know. It's not that we are boyfriend and girlfriend at the moment. But, sort of seeing each other. It is quite fun actually. He is such an adorable guy.But, the main point is, do you think it is a problem? I told him my age before, when we first started to get to know each other. Obviously, I could not lie. Never, never about the age. Hence, I still got...

A Simple Thing

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Hey there. It has been a normal weekend, was having a quiet weekend sort of. But few friends were over at my place last night for few drinks, and it wasn't successful to be a fully quiet weekend. But at least, I didn't go out and spend all the money for no reason!Earlier on, a friend was coming over for a dinner and it was okay. But then, when few other people were coming, it just turned out to be strange. How could it be that...

Glogster

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My Sister's Favourite

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Hey there. I have been meaning to put this up. My friend, who has been so dearly close to me. A girl. Sorts of like, a sister to me, since I don't have any families here in Dublin, is crazy about this tune. We shared secrets, we went to parties together, we just basically do every single little thing together! We fought, we cool with each other, but whatever it is, she will always be someone so important in my life. There are...

Spider Web

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Hey all. I am at home today. For the first time since, I can't even remember when was the last time, I called in sick. I woke up this morning, feeling all sluggish and worn out! I was walking back home last night from work, not to mention, I was kind of LOST. And all those breezy cold winter wind just put me to a paralyzed state!So, here I am. Munching some tiny little nuggets, and typing my sad sappy life! :)I know that I have...

What I Want?

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Hey. Been a hectic weekend. It was though.It was horrible. I mean, got into an official relationship that I don't intend to have now, at the moment. It's the super-sweet guy. I mean, yeah. Fine. He is nice. But then, I don't really feel like going into any relationship at all. At least, not now.But, I can't be so naive and weird. Not accepting such a nice gesture. But then, it is kind of strange for me. At least, not until I am...

I Am A Sugar Cube, Hey?

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Hey there. :)I had such a busy week this week, hence I can still smiling. My life now has been so nice and intriguing!I mean, I am too busy with work in the office, and today I have classes all day. It was nice, even though there were like only an hour break from 9am till 5 in the evening! We got group assignment and also a notice telling that we will have a presentation, on the 6th November. Therefore, obviously I will have such...

Happy Days

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I am grinning! :)Yeah, I guess you guys are making some sense! I mean, he is such a nice guy! It is like a dream. I am smiling all day, and he never failed to surprise me with cute, sappy, romantically idiotic gestures! Texts, calls, good night call-kisses, etc.At least, now I know that there is someone really care about me. I mean, I don't have to ask about anything. He knows what I wants. As he said to me before (quoted from...

Fiction Does Exist?

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Hey hey, everyone! :)It has been so long since I have not jotting any tales in here. I have been picking myself up from the floor, and at the same time, things just got out of hands in the office. Been very very busy, and somehow it does the work to keep myself sobbing and rying over the past.However, I have been doing some get to know people. Yeah. As I told you guys, it has been hectic. Somehow, there were too many guys seems...

As Time Flies

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It has been a while. It has been so strange to cope with the new situation. Honestly. Probably, because we have been so long together, even though we are not together... then, suddenly something like this happened. It just blow things off!However, since he's gone... somehow I got this unbelievable male attention at every side of my life! It's not one or two, but at the moment, there are four guys! And two of them, are actually...

Collapsing

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Hey there.All the things have been taken from my house, just minutes ago. He came, and now he's gone. He is completely gone for good now.He did came earlier on this morning. He did. He came to pick up his money left here and few important stuff that he really really needs for the day. It was one hour before I went to class.I know I might sound stupid about this whole story I am going to tell you about, but this is the fact. The...

A Little Note For You

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It has been such a half pleasant, half wrecking day for me. I mean, for the whole situation.I must be lying if I said I am all okay about it. I do feel sad about it, honestly. I mean, he is a nice guy deep inside. He has the good side of him. He really does. But somehow, he just choose to be a jerk more than any guys would ever thought of... and it just similarly like, pushing me further away.But whatever it is, I think this is...

Kudos To Me

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Kudos to me. I have been so mean. The most meanest girl, you have ever met!!I made a choice. I have chased him out from t he house yesterday evening! I think I do have came back to my senses! At least, something made me!Something he did just pissed me off BIG TIME! First, I discovered that my laptop has been used for a filthy, most filthiest reason! He watched PORN using my laptop, in my house! I know its sounds silly. Sounds...

Silly Selfish Brat

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Here I am, having my holidays in my home. First day, of my three consecutive days of holidays. Unbelievably fun! At least, I don't have to go to work on Monday. That's a start! :)It was such a nice weather earlier on, I mean... it was sunny. And it was beautiful too. But then, I was too lazy to go anywhere, and what I did is just curling up on bed. I was too lazy to do anything. That is the problem.And now, the weather has turned...

Worst Deja Vu

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Hey there. It has been a while since I have been out not jotting any updates on my life, recently. It's either I was too busy with my life, or else I was too busy discovering the meaning of life to me. It has been a puzzle to myself, and I guess to certain numbers of girls in this whole wide world too. It has been so weird recently. Everything seems to be a deja vu to me. But not a good deja vu, but the strange ones. And it is...

Incomplete Lullaby

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I am a bit mellow and sluggish this weekend. I went out on Friday, and it is horrible. I mean, I don't think I am capable of going out anymore, anytime soon. I'm through.I went to Boyz2Men with a friend of mine. Fairy. We had a blast. It starts at half seven on Friday night, and it was brilliant. Then, I met few friends of mine later on, and we went somewhere. It was good, just that I feel strange that I don't feel like I am going...

Fun Times

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Aha!! :)Forget to tell you this. I was told by my couz, that she has awarded me with such award! A Fun Blog. Therefore, as usual... I need to pass this to few people, so it will be continuously in the blogsphere.So, here are the list of people I am awarding it to:-ScratchBagShe's awesome! I haven't ever not laugh whenever I read her post!...

Sounds Like A Plan

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Hey there. So, the weekends are nearly there. I can't wait. I seriously can't. There are too much things on my mind at the moment. And too circled up with work too. So, a weekends off and out and get piss, is always the best thing to do at the moment. At least, that is what I am thinking of doing anyway.... :)It is my friend's birthday today. He is from Germany. Good thing about him, we have no affection between us which, is more...

What Am I Made Of?

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Hey there. Just came back from the second date. Okay, the movie was nice. Everything is nice, just that I have a new conclusion. I think I do have a problem. I won't be successful, not at all. Naa...ah!I mean, I won't be successful in terms of love life. Not a chance!I think he likes me now. I really think so. And, it's not like I am being mean or anything, but I think whenever I know that a guy is interested in me, I would run....

Runaway Bride

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It's Tuesday. I got few letters from college, noticing me when I have to come to college for registration, how much and stuff like that. I am quite excited though. *wink*Even though it was a busy day in the office today, I feel a bit different. I feel that I am contented! I mean, I had a dinner last night with my friend, Fairy. She is the only girl here, from my country who is close to me. Okay, a bit off the statement. I do have...

Back On The Game?

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Hey there. Whoa... It has really been a while. Picking myself up, scattered on the floor. Shredded into pieces. It was difficult. It really was.Don't know whether I am supposed to be this way, it is in my nature, or I am simply a really really bad girl.. but I nearly forget him at this moment now. At least, for a while.I went out yesterday. It was a date. I had a date. Err... not a date, but two dates. In two hours difference....

E-mail Buzz

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It has been a while since I write. It is so meaningless. Life. I don't know anymore what I am doing, basically. He called.He did last few days. But silly me, again... I refused to answer for some reason, which I don't really know what. Pathetic, eh? And, it is not only once, it was twice. I don't know whether is this the right thing for me to do, or I am just torturing myself with such punishments because I know things are not...

It Is Real

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So, it is already Tuesday, and actually it is Wednesday already. I am sitting on my bed, having my laptop with me... thought I should have write something as I already have been neglected the blog ever since the day...Surprisingly, I am quite okay. Not quite, but just right. I was a bit 'collapsing' in a way, when I got home and found out all was left only myself and few stuff. I have been trying to cope up the peaefulness without...

Silly Girl

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It's Friday. I was supposed to be happy as the weekends almost there. But instead, I'm not.Silly me, seriously silly me. I knew that he will be going today, I should have spend sometimes last night talking or such, as he will not be back for long. He will be back in three weeks time to collect his other stuff remaining, but then he will be off again, this time is for good. At least, until our Prague holidays (if that would ever...

Odd Feeling?

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So, it is already Thursday. Thursday equals to late night shopping. Plus, mostly people got paid today, the last Thursday of the month. Same goes with me, but there is nothing in the shop that really intrigues me. Okay, okay. There is this one sneakers by Onitsuka Tiger. A white sneakers. So nice, and so girly in a way. But then, there is something more important bothered me today. Really bothered that I thought that I can swim...

Drug Addicts, and Alcoholics Are Everywhere?

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So, it is already Wednesday. Been a hectic 'world' today in the office. Supposed, has been warned by my boss that I need to prepare to stay in the office late, as I have to finish up Client's requirement for our big hospital project at the moment. To be honest, this project has wrecked my life since two months back. Right after I came back from my Tenerife trip. It was way beyond hectic. I don't know which exact word best to describe...

Pickles, Fickle, Wiggle?

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It's Tuesday, and basically it's nearly in the middle of the week. Not realizing it, weekends is nearby. I haven't done anything, err... I mean, I haven't spoilt myself for a night outting last week, but I am not so sure about this week though. We are getting paid on Thursday, after 5 consecutive weeks since the last pay. I might go out, but on the other hand... I might not.Ah, I forgot to tell you the new adventure of mine that...

Take Me For Granted?

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It's Monday. It is a fine Monday to me. The usual Monday. No site visits for me today, means no muddy pool for my boots to be dunked into. Means, fine.I just have a thought.What does it means, taking granted? Means taking fully grant of yourself? Would that be mean, or that is simply a way of living at the moment? I took granted of the weekends to relax at home or to spoil myself at the no ending party. That considered as taking...