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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Fiction Does Exist?

Hey hey, everyone! :)

It has been so long since I have not jotting any tales in here. I have been picking myself up from the floor, and at the same time, things just got out of hands in the office. Been very very busy, and somehow it does the work to keep myself sobbing and rying over the past.

However, I have been doing some get to know people. Yeah. As I told you guys, it has been hectic. Somehow, there were too many guys seems to be interested, and it looks like I am back to the dating game! It's quite fun though. I mean, there were loads of strange people out there as well.

But I think, we have the winner... somehow! I know it sounds so weird, as it has been to quick to have a winner. It is not even a month! But, this person really does treat me like a princess!! As opposed to how bad Mr. Jerk was treating me before. :(

This person, he always all the time looks like as if he was mesmerized by me! I am the baby, the princess, all the good things... What baby wants, baby gets! It is too unbelievable! I mean, it is very difficult for me to accept the changes, at first. I have not been exposed to kindness for so long now, and I nearly back off just because of that! How terrible had Mr. Jerk affecting my life?

He is the previous guy, whom I had a post about him. The one who was looking at me, when we were supposed to watch a movie! :) We stopped seeing each other, as he thought I was just playing around. But then, we just got connected again, supposed to just becoming friends, and I was supposed to be one of his lads... But, I don't know. I guess things changed? :)

I am not sure if I like him, but I think I do. I mean, first of all, he respected me. And he likes me! Like, seriously do. And he always made me laugh, and he is so full of nice surprises! I mean, the last time he came over, for a movie, he brought me a box of chocs, popcorn, my favourite apple juice and gummy bears! (Because when we first when to movies, I had all those things with me and he knew how much I like those tid bits!). How thoughtful?

Then, I was hungry and I ordered takeaways, and he was sitting in front of me and waiting for me to eat my dinner, slowly like a snail and he never ever complaint! And my friend called over (she sorts of like a sister to me) to come over to her house as she made a small party, and I asked him to come along, and he did... surprisingly he made an effort to be nice to her! Even though, he never ever met her!

He is sorts of like a fiction book kind of guy. The guy that I always dream of to have one, who can take care of me. Probably, I chickened out as I never had this kind of thing for so long? Do you think I should stick to this guy for a while? I am far beyond confused, as usual Daddy! :) The thing is, I am tired if soon I will be hurt, again and again... I am so tired of all this. I don't know how to react and how would it do right to myself.

It is all just too confusing for me now. Seriously. Obviously. :)

Give me some opinion, please. With that, I wish everyone to have a good night, and millions of apology for being absent for quite sometimes now. Love you all!! *kisses and twirl*

8 twirls with baby:

John C on October 7, 2008 at 9:58 AM said...

Grab him, look him in the eyes, and tell him you want him as yours.

You failed to do this with me, hence I'm married now.

Don't let another one get away.

Daddy Papersurfer on October 7, 2008 at 10:35 PM said...

Of course you should 'stick to this guy'- hopefully for more than a while.

There's this lovely bloke you like, and he likes you, and you're still confused!!!!!! .......... tsk

*twirls all round* I think

Anonymous said...

Oh Baby, I feel for you. It matters not if you are 13 or nearly 130 (as I am) Love is such a morass of quicksands and gorse bushes.

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve also learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

Keep on twirling.

shle3pyb4by on October 8, 2008 at 5:01 AM said...

hi john!!!! :) *twirl*

hahaha... that is obviously one drastic mode!! :) ah well, i dont think i have to do that though. i hope i dont have to. but i think, i am falling for this guy!! :)

shle3pyb4by on October 8, 2008 at 5:03 AM said...

daddy, you think i should 'stick to this guy'? *giggles*

but seriously, he is so adorable. i mean, he really treated me like a person. uhuhhh, more actually. i mean, like a princess!!! :)

but i cant help myself from not being sceptical though. i mean, why would he be nice to me?!! *wonder again*

shle3pyb4by on October 8, 2008 at 5:11 AM said...

hi archiearchive... :) thanks for stopping by!

yeah. i have to agree with u. its so true! :)

but if u know me longer, i am so difficult, probably thats why i have double the trouble! :(

however, i am happy at the moment, and hope it stays for long! :)


fracas on October 8, 2008 at 10:48 AM said...

You enjoy his company... you should continue to keep his company. You don't have to get serious, and if he is as nice as he sounds, he will understand you want to be slow and careful.

Just remember... sometimes love happens when you're just busy being friends. Being friends is the more important because when you love someone, you will be attracted because you love them. When you are only attracted to someone, the love doesn't always happen.

I wish you many *twirls*. You are the most delightful person, who always makes me smile and makes me think there is a good person out there in the world!

xo b4by!

shle3pyb4by on October 8, 2008 at 8:19 PM said...


fracas!! :) you are so nice!!*twirl*

yeah, have to agree with you on that. i think its so true. yeah, taking things slow is nice too. and i love the undivided attention! :)



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