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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

For Real Or Fantasy?

Hey all. Picking up myself from the ground, to make myself well enough to jot down something! Been too busy at work and college too! Group work has shattered me into pieces. Bossy people around just pissed me off big time, especially when you keep on sneezing and couldn't even think of what are the best things to say... :(

Just finishing off my assignment, and thought why not I just drop in and jot in something. As I do have something in my mind that bothers me a little bit.

As always, love-life. Not that I am complaining. Everything is well now. Just that, I don't really know what is going on. I mean, yeah. He is officially my boyfriend. Damn, it feels so good! It really has been a while since I had a boyfriend! :)

But I was just wondering, is like and love two different things? I think it is. And I am not sure myself really, do I love him or I just like him? And what does he thinks? FYI, he never said that he loves me yet... I am confused when it comes to guy matters! They are just weird enough to be understood!

Is that just a common thing and it doesn't really matters? Or does he actually planning to just playing around with my feelings? But, I have met loads of his friends, and it is so nice when he keeps on saying, "... this is my girlfriend..." Like, an official label, which I have been seeking for months! Not that I am desperate enough, just that it's so nice to be someone's girl. :)

And I have kind of good relationships with his friends too. I mean, they are being so nice to me. And I do appreciate that loads from him! But still, am I for real? Is he really into this relationship or it is just me? Ah, another FYI, we have been two months, approximately been together. I have been Mrs. Kells for about two months now, and it feels great! But I do get paranoid, like thinking about this... whether is it just a patch and soon will be gone like others, or it is for real. I can't deny that. I do feel insecure. How would I know without having him to say that he loves me? Complicated!

Tell me what you think. Till then, I will talk to you soon enough! Going to bed now. Nites!

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Daddy Papersurfer on December 3, 2008 at 3:39 PM said...

'Guys are just weird enough to be understood'!!!!! and goddesses aren't I suppose? ........ sheeeeesh. [Someone really should compile a book of 'Baby's Phrases' - tee hee]

shle3pyb4by on December 6, 2008 at 11:22 PM said...

i think i am right all along! the main thing, its me who has all this weirdest assumptions, and somehow its right! :(

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shle3pyb4by on December 12, 2008 at 5:15 AM said...

hi stella... sorry for coming back late! :)

thank you for visiting. its a pleasure to have someone drop in here reading through all my rantings! :)

glad that you like it, and thank you once again! :)


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