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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Popped In The Dirty Bin

'GREAT NEWS' everyone!

I've been popped in the dirty bin! Just at lunch time today. It was awful! I felt stupid, dreadful (just like the weather in Dublin... sigh), not-worth-even-a-single-penny, and most of all (in the consequent orders) ... I have been;

  1. Neglected
  2. Abandoned
  3. Ignored
  4. Thrown/Dumped
  5. Left

To summarize, I had a boyfriend (OMG! I even feel horrible when I have to write in 'had' instead of 'have'... silly me!). We were sort of having a long distance relationship for about 4 months now (not anymore... OMG!!).

And, today's date... it's supposed to be our one year one month anniversary. But, things didn't go really well... (And, I am at the bottom of a very narrow well!) As to shorten the story, he just popped the thing, and that's it! Just like that!

I guess, I am not a good girlfriend to him. Maybe not good enough for him. Yeah, I guess so... Maybe he deserves someone better than me, gorgeous-looking girls, with good etiquette and stuffs like that... which, is SO-NOT-ME! (I'm so in the dead end!)

I am still in shocked! I can't do anything, and I can't actually think of what are the things for me to do... I just could not believe like, what just happened! I am so dying to believe that it is just a bad dream, and soon by the next day, I am all okay, and happy with him as my boyfriend... but it is just NOT!

I think I need some time, to sit back and relax. NO, NO!! Oh God!! I am through with this sucky thing... I think I just have to believe that, I am not fated to be with anyone, just no one! Full stop.

I am so sad. Enough said. :(

4 twirls with baby:

[s][e][x][y][i][n][r][e][d] on August 8, 2007 at 6:58 PM said...

No...you're not going to die...and don't let him do that to you neither.

Be strong! and put your head up...he doesn't worth it not even a drop of your tears!

Suzanne on August 8, 2007 at 9:08 PM said...

Hey Gee, Hang in there okie. I know how it feels. You will overcome it in due time. If you need time away, just fly over to Scotland.

shle3pyb4by on August 9, 2007 at 1:17 AM said...

thanks girls! i really need tht! :)
thanks...for cheering me up!
i feel so down. am i really that not-worth?

Suzanne on August 9, 2007 at 5:23 AM said...

Gee, don't say that to about yourself. Drop me a line anytime if you wanna chat. Hang in there okie? xx


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