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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Swooshy Winds In Autumn

I just don't know what is wrong with myself. I like a guy. And, he likes me back. But soon enough, he's all gone. Why should I feel this way, over and over again?! What is really wrong with me?

Apparently, I have this one guy in my circle of friends. I like him, okay. Yeah, he's kind of cute. I must say. And, he seems to like me too. Not that I have this feeling towards himself, just by myself. But, everyone seems notice that he likes me too. End of story. I mean, that was it.

Then, days after days. I got attached. I like him. Full stop.

But always the same thing happened. I'm wrecked! It will always be me who ended up liking someone, whilst on the other hand, he just gone. Like, gone, GONE!

I don't really know, but heck with it. Last weekend was bizzare! I mean, it was okay until today. And everything, for some reason, always be on Mondays! And I hate Mondays, so a lot!

Or maybe it was just me, who's feeling sad and hopeless... on Monday. Maybe it is nothing wrong with me, and he don't even realized that there is something ever going wrong with us? I don't know. I got to attached. I just love the attention given that somehow when it vanished, I felt hopelessly wrecked!

More sighs.

I just don't know now like, what is going on... Should I just forget him and pretend that everything is normal back again? (Even though I don't even have the normal thingy in my dictionary of life...) I really don't know! Or maybe I should be so hopeful that somehow there will be something going on with us? I am seriously in doubt, and the thing that I can shout out now, is obviously I DON'T KNOW!

I hate this feeling, and the fact that I really don't know what will happened in few days time, freaks me out badly! I really hate myself at this very minute!

Really am!

2 twirls with baby:

AdrianC on September 18, 2007 at 7:00 AM said...

monday bluess! i just disected a frog yesterday...i have sinned!

shle3pyb4by on September 18, 2007 at 8:57 AM said...

no, seriously! i just dont know why... MONDAYS are always been terrible and harsh to me! i reallyyyyyy hate MONDAYS! full stop!


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