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Tuesday, January 15, 2008


I need a cold shower, and curling up on bed all day, all night long... Paranoia? Am I? Why my life would be so much like the stocks? Fluctuate. One time I was up the hill, and the other time, I was down, beneath the narrow well?

Why things can't just be normal for me? Why should I be crying, and crying all the time. Having the most scarred heart, and most painful feelings inside? Why me, why me?

What is wrong with me? I mean it!!! WHAT IS SO FUCKING WRONG WITH ME?!!!!!!

'Till then.

8 twirls with baby:

Sugar Queens Dream on January 15, 2008 at 5:44 AM said...

I hope you feel better soon.... My happiness will return shortly, I rarely let things hold me back more than a few days at tops.... I just feel like I should have kept better watch over things. Hugs dear....

shle3pyb4by on January 15, 2008 at 5:51 AM said...

hi dear sugar queen... :(
thank you for stopping by. i am so not in the best bit of myself. and i have been doing loads of thinking. its always been the same for me, that ill be happy for such a quick short time, and the rest would be sad and sick! :(
i hope i will eventually be better soon!

same to you! *hugging you back!*

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nursemyra said...

there's nothing wrong with you sweetheart.

just don't be so hard on yourself xx

Daddy Papersurfer on January 15, 2008 at 6:09 PM said...

You'll be twirling again soon ..... I need someone to drive me round the bend!!!

*slow turn cos of my age*

shle3pyb4by on January 15, 2008 at 9:25 PM said...

i am here everyone!! :)

nursie,i think ill be okay soon! just, er... i dont know. hehehe... being crazy... as always.

daddy, driving you where? uhuh... always confusing people... :)

*whirlwind still?*

Lupideloop on January 17, 2008 at 10:39 PM said...

Hi Shlepy...

There is naught wrong with you, as has been said already! The way I see it is that you have a sensitive heart that can get hurt easily!

Like me in a way I suppose!

Don't stay home alone, call up friends go out and be about and avoid those moments of long dark thought - they just spiral never endingly downwards!

Hoping to see you twirl soon..

shle3pyb4by on January 18, 2008 at 9:06 PM said...

hi mike!! thanks for stoppping by. ;)

yeah. im back twirling again now... thanks! lets twirl!! ;)


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