Sounds Like A Plan

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Hey there. So, the weekends are nearly there. I can't wait. I seriously can't. There are too much things on my mind at the moment. And too circled up with work too. So, a weekends off and out and get piss, is always the best thing to do at the moment. At least, that is what I am thinking of doing anyway.... :)

It is my friend's birthday today. He is from Germany. Good thing about him, we have no affection between us which, is more than friends. We are purely friends, and friends we are. It's so cool to hang out with him nowadays as he always been there when I got things to complaint about. How cool can it be?

He knows about Mr. Jerk, knows about my less than a week date thingy, my idiotic moves to register online on the flirting website, basically he is there and laugh whenever he should, and calm me down whenever it is require!

We are definitely going out tomorrow to celebrate his birthday and definitely going to be mental all weekends. Even though I will be having a Site Meeting on Monday, nothing would ever stop me from doing what I want to do this weekend.

I think I stress too much. It is simply annoying, and I can't start to hurt myself now and over and over again! It just won't stop. So, a good night out would do me, just fine. *devilish looks*

We will see how it goes. And I would definitely keep you posted.

Thank you all! Love you people! Good night! *twirl*

Plan Destroyed?

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I am in tears. It can't just stop running throuhg my eyelids. I just can't stop this sad feeling burning inside. Somehow, I just realized that I am completely alone here. I have no one. And I am one useless goddess ever created in this whole wide world.

I ad a plan, of a birthday getaway sometimes in the middle of June. But just... just within a day, it all collapsed and scattered on the floor. No more happy and fun joyful birthday vacation, that I ever dreamed of.

Then, with that... comes the fact, that I am so alone in here. How hard is it to have someone who you can call a friend and a shoulder to cry on? How hard is it to not to be alone? How hard is it not to celebrate a year older, with the people that you love and love you back? It is not just a life-partner, a boyfriend or a crush, but a friend?