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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Plan Destroyed?


I am in tears. It can't just stop running throuhg my eyelids. I just can't stop this sad feeling burning inside. Somehow, I just realized that I am completely alone here. I have no one. And I am one useless goddess ever created in this whole wide world.
I ad a plan, of a birthday getaway sometimes in the middle of June. But just... just within a day, it all collapsed and scattered on the floor. No more happy and fun joyful birthday vacation, that I ever dreamed of.
Then, with that... comes the fact, that I am so alone in here. How hard is it to have someone who you can call a friend and a shoulder to cry on? How hard is it to not to be alone? How hard is it not to celebrate a year older, with the people that you love and love you back? It is not just a life-partner, a boyfriend or a crush, but a friend?

7 twirls with baby:

Daddy Papersurfer on May 15, 2008 at 4:29 PM said...

Pick yourself up and make another plan.
Think of the orchids and the daisies and your online friends. They are as real as 'real' ones - *hugs*

70steen on May 16, 2008 at 10:38 PM said...

Ditto with Daddy P
Don't be sad we are here for you
70s hugz

wani ezryl * on May 24, 2008 at 9:28 AM said...

couz, i link ur blog to mine. happy vacation!! ;]

shle3pyb4by on May 25, 2008 at 4:05 AM said...

daddy, another plan set!! :)
tenerife!! a week holiday!! :)

shle3pyb4by on May 25, 2008 at 4:05 AM said...

7steen, thanks!! i know you guys are!! :)

shle3pyb4by on May 25, 2008 at 4:17 AM said...

couz, thanks!! i'll link yours back. im in a rush, ill do it soon! ;) *kisses*

fracas on May 26, 2008 at 12:55 PM said...

We tease him a lot, but DaddyP makes good sense most of the time baby... what he said was spot on. (Just don't let him know I said that or he'll let it go to his head.)

XOXO to you. You've always been a lovely person.

 

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