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Showing posts with label stupid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stupid. Show all posts

Monday, September 22, 2008

Silly Selfish Brat


Here I am, having my holidays in my home. First day, of my three consecutive days of holidays. Unbelievably fun! At least, I don't have to go to work on Monday. That's a start! :)

It was such a nice weather earlier on, I mean... it was sunny. And it was beautiful too. But then, I was too lazy to go anywhere, and what I did is just curling up on bed. I was too lazy to do anything. That is the problem.

And now, the weather has turned awfully bad, and bad clouds are everywhere. But, no worries on that. At least, I have plans for tomorrow and Wednesday. I thought of exploring Dublin, and that would be nice. As to be honest, I haven't got the chance to really see what Dublin has to offer!

I have long lengthy timetable to be caught up, tomorrow. I mean, I really do have. And I have a companion too! I mean, I am not going alone! I am going with a friend of mine. She is an irish, and we would definitely have fun together, tomorrow! How fun would that be? :)

I have come to my senses, that someone can just be a jerk and will always be a jerk when he decided, and planned for it for so long time. I never thought that a person can be such a jerk, and selfish at one time without even thinking of what affect would that be to the other person. And, honestly, I think such person is a sick person! Really really sick person!

Being selfish, is kind of normal, if he is used to be one. But then, being selfish, and using a person kindness for his own benefits, and treat her back like a shit, is obviously stupid and silly at the same time, which comes to the conclusion, this person really needs help! And to be honest, I would not want to help this kind of person! Its stupid! And its outrageous!

He is still here in my home, not talking to me, but living in my home, using my things, and worst, staying here... but not talking to me? How odd a thing can be? This is beyond what you thought it supposed to be?! I mean, what is this if it is not meant, using a person? What is this, if you can't called this person, selfish? Doesn't he feels a bit stupid, and terrible for doing such things?

I can't chase him out from the house, as I think it would be so rude, and I don't do rude things to people. At the end of the day, I am the one who feels really really bad that he acted this way, and somehow I did feel like I am the one who is hogging, and crashing his house, instead of my house he is crashing in!

Is this not selfish? What is this then?

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Back On The Game?


Hey there. Whoa... It has really been a while. Picking myself up, scattered on the floor. Shredded into pieces. It was difficult. It really was.

Don't know whether I am supposed to be this way, it is in my nature, or I am simply a really really bad girl.. but I nearly forget him at this moment now. At least, for a while.

I went out yesterday. It was a date. I had a date. Err... not a date, but two dates. In two hours difference. *wink*

It's just simply stupid, silly me. I don't know what to do on weekends, since I don't really go out this weekend, so I did something really really stupid, pathetic. I registered myself into one of this socialize website. No, no. Not the naked ladies thingy, or anything such like. More like a descent ones. However, I ended up having two dates in two hours gap. It was fun, to be honest!

The first one was Italian. I just don't know why, but I did attract more than five Italians 5 minutes right after I registered! And it was not an italian website, it was supposed to be a worldwide thingy! That is only for the first five minutes, but then later on, more and more italians! I just don't know why!

Anyway, yesterday's date was fun! At least the second one! First one was Italian. He is not really nice. He is more like, let's go to bed kind of guy! So irritating! Anyway, it only lasts for less than two hours. Second one was Irish! Surprise, surprise!! And... surprisingly, he is quite fun! Kinda cute, blond hair, always made me laugh all the time, full of surprises, and our interests are kind of similar, in a way! And it lasts from seven 'till half eleven, and he even walked me home!! How fiction kinda guy, is that? :)

I don't know. However, Mr. Jerk is still there, lingering on my mind. He is still there somehow. Still there, even though he sorts of ignoring me in a way. He never calls, never texts... like I am just an illusion to him. It's torturing me. But he did chatted with me before I am off to meet these guys, and he knew. I purposely told him. I intend to. So that at least he knows that I am not sitting at home and thinking about him all the time, even though I did that most of the times if I am so free at home with nothing to do! He shouldn't know this, and he would not.

God! I am destroying myself in a way. I am, I know that.

I am so stupid, yes? I think so too!
Good night.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Back To School



Today has been a hectic day for me. I was busy as a bee, probably busier that a bee? *wink* I have been so occupied with work and my job lately. I have been thinking about future?! *giggles* Have I told you, that I have been enrolling myself for another Degree Honours course? *wink*

Yupp!! But I can only get the answer whether I will be accepted or not by mid June. This is the second time I applied. I have applied before, (last year) but it was rejected as there is no space left. Ah, by the way... I am not going to forego another six years course, but I will be on the advance class, (as most of the subjects I have taken before), so I will be placed in the 5th year. So, only a year to go! Yayyy!! And it will be a part-time basis.


Main reason for me to take this course is simply because I am interested in doing APC, which is to be known as a Chartered Surveyor. APC is actually some sort of another course, for me to forego another two consecutive years... (require me to have a log book, report, presentation and stuff like that, including... TEST), for me to get the chartered thingy! *another wink*


To sum, this Honours Degree course is like a step-stone for me to take the APC, since my existing degree is not accredited by the main surveyor society! Stupid? I know!! What a waste!!


But, I am really looking forward to be back studying! And how much I appreciated, that all the cost is going to be born by my company! *wink*


Wish me all the best!! I really need to get in!!


P/S: Yes, daddy... I am looking forward to be back studying!! *wink*

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Don't Trust Anyone



What would you do if you feel like you have been invaded? In your own property...? (No, I am not trying to be bossy here... read through) :(

As usual, I was waiting for the tv series, Desperate Housewife, supposed to be today at 9.50pm. I told my housemate about this, as they already know. No matter how difficult it is, if it's my time to watch my favourite show, they will let me. As I have my time to watch my favourites.

The important ones are Desperate Housewife on Tuesday (today) at 9.50pm and Men In Trees on Thursday at 8.00pm. That is the only time that I will be hogging the tv. The thing is, everybody know this and okay with it.

But today, (even though I have told my housemate about it earlier), when I came back home, there were few people, as we have a new pool table. I don't mind seeing people in the house, making noise (if they are talking among themselves) or even do whatever they want. I just want to watch my tv show!!

So, everything is okay. At least, I thought it was okay. After having my dinner, (I cooked pasta. Hmmm... nyummy!!) I was playing few games (the pool) and then it was time to watch my favourite. I was sitting on the couch. Happy.

(I know one of the guy - my housemate friend). So, I told him... okay. My tv show is about to start. I have to watch this one, as I missed last week. (I tell you, I was so happy and eager to get the remote!!). But then...

He was looking at me and said, "Ay, no one wants to watch Desperate Housewife at this moment!! It's such a boring show! Why do you have to complicate things?!! There are many people here, and why do you have to follow what you want instead of what others want?"

Swear to God, I nearly cried!! Someone else is actually ruling my life? My house? And the worst part was, my housemate can just ignore this and pretend that he is not even there?!

Oh, plus... of course I am so angry. Over the top!! Like, piccolo merda!!

Then, I got up from the sofa, and headed to my room. And I told him, "Okay, nevermind..."

And there I was in my room, sitting like stupid, as someone else is actually invade my time, my house and worst, as if this is his house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I know, I shall never trust anyone. Not even my housemate. This is big shit. I tolerate with loads of things before, but this? This is simply rude!

I know it might sound stupid to you guys, that I nearly cried because of a tv show... It is more than that. This is like a betrayal, and I don't do betrayal!

I am still angry.

Do you think I am wrong here? *sigh*

 

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