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Saturday, June 7, 2008

With Or Without

It has been a hectic week for me, these past few days. Too many things to do at once in the office, somehow it cracked my brain - a bit.
I have never felt so exhausted yet still confused about the life I had and have ahead. It is the rhythm of life, I'd say. At one time, you will be up in the sky and on the other hand, you will be collapsing, shattered, scattered on the ground.
My dream, supposed to be my get-away birthday vacation, (at this moment), might not happened. Despite all the stress at work, weather, friends... this thing pissed me off big time. Somehow, this person just told me that it might not be possible for this person to go to Tenerife. I won't mind if I have to stay late in the office to finish up a job that should be done there and then. I won't mind to have to go through heavy rain with wind, to come back from work late at night. I won't mind to be neglected and ignored once they have found another friend... but a cancellation for MY birthday get-away is a big no-no. I am waiting for this. It was my dream. It was one of my wishlist, and now it is in vague.
Why would a person promised, then break the promise as if nothing happened? Is that the new proposition of extremist propoganda? Have I been so not up to date to realize that it is actually, okay to behave like that? Or am I being so childish to get, and to actually get what I want on my birthday that has not been celebrated two years ago?
It is all too confusing at the moment. I have thought about it. If this person is not going, things are going to get reallllyyyyy ugly. I mean, really really ugly.
And whatever it is, I am still going. With or without this person! Full stop.

5 twirls with baby:

Daddy Papersurfer on June 7, 2008 at 5:20 AM said...

You're quite scary when you're riled aren't you? - good. I'll just wait quietly to see how things pan out ............................... *scratch*

wani ezryl * on June 7, 2008 at 11:26 AM said...

yah i think u shud go and pamper urself after all the hard work and stuff. i mean, it's ur birthday, ryte? ;]

Anonymous said...

u should just go and get a some good fuck.. good birthday fucks.. 2 years worth of fucks.. it wont be so hard after all with that fuck face of yours.. mabey thats why that person is backing out.. or mebbe he is just scarred to commmit to you simply because he has to convert to your religion should he decide to marry you.. just go back to your roots.. go back to kampong malaysia.. we dont need you here.

Mister Crap on June 16, 2008 at 1:26 AM said...

ermm maybe you should go for english tuition or just dont, whatever.... anyways its so "manly" of you to critisize others but choose to be anon huhuhu nice one hope you'll turn up in hell :))

shle3pyb4by on June 16, 2008 at 1:28 AM said...

hi mister crap!! :)

thanks for the back-up thingy! appreciate that loads! :)

somehow, this is what happened when ones brain is filled with envy! *giggles*

take care!


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