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Saturday, August 16, 2008

A New Born Charlie Chaplin

Finally, it is Friday! That doesn't actually excite me, as it was before where I was always counting the days off to finally get to the weekends. The excitement strikes more, and the climax was even far better when the sun sets down on Friday. Means, party time.

However, it does, still... give me an adrenaline rush that the weekends are here, somehow. At least I can take some time off the huge pile of workloads in the office, the never ending tale.

I just couldn't stop wondering this one thing. Who would you thought suitable to trust? Are you capable to trust someone you knew, or you rather trust a complete stranger? After all the things that happened, I always have this thought in mind. Who would you trust?

What would you do, if someone who you trust dearly, soon to actually stab you from behind? And what she did all these while, is just an act to camouflage the actual scene that is all along in the scripts of hers? Does that means she is simply being the most hypocrite person anyone could ever be?

When I found out about this, (this kind of situation occurs to me millions of times, I couldn't help but smiling). Ah, I know you would have think that I have been mad after all this maze of life I have been into. But hey, somehow it looks like a drama to me. Yet, a drama which is not really portray a good act, instead a comedy is more suitable to be called of. Suddenly, I thought of Charlie Chaplin, but this time he was in a girl's dress. How ironic!

I could not care less about this no more. What happened, seems to be C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H act of becoming superior than the opposition. Hence, it still smells of pungent idiosyncratic behaviour, which I detest the most!

I don't need this. As I said before, it is one of the stupid no less than silly encounter. Pointless. And of course, it is way beyond my expectations to see such unbelievable pentomine. A hypocrite is one thing I need most, NOT at the moment. Good God! Being in a topsy turvy situation is enough to put me in confusion mode most of the times, but this... I just become too blunt to notice then.

How could? With that, all my salutation towards the 'proper act' practised in person before, faded away. Flew away, just like that. I soon realized, it was nothing but a totally melodramatic sitcom.

And then here I am, happily thankful to dear God, for the sense that I still posses and the good side of brain to think, even more wisely than this new-born Charlie Chaplin! And of course, to let me have my life sensibly, to behave as normal as I could, instead of pulling out tantrums over the laughable comedy stage up front.

Kudos to me, and to those who still believe in me and what I am, until today.

In short, I love you people, who do love me, without any hesitations!

Good night.

2 twirls with baby:

wani ezryl * on August 17, 2008 at 1:40 AM said...

sometimes trust gained from a long relation, sometimes it's just intuition. i usually trust everyone as long as they're not starting the backstabbing stuff

Daddy Papersurfer on August 17, 2008 at 4:18 PM said...

I hope you've survived the flooding - *hugs*


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