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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Back On The Game?

Hey there. Whoa... It has really been a while. Picking myself up, scattered on the floor. Shredded into pieces. It was difficult. It really was.

Don't know whether I am supposed to be this way, it is in my nature, or I am simply a really really bad girl.. but I nearly forget him at this moment now. At least, for a while.

I went out yesterday. It was a date. I had a date. Err... not a date, but two dates. In two hours difference. *wink*

It's just simply stupid, silly me. I don't know what to do on weekends, since I don't really go out this weekend, so I did something really really stupid, pathetic. I registered myself into one of this socialize website. No, no. Not the naked ladies thingy, or anything such like. More like a descent ones. However, I ended up having two dates in two hours gap. It was fun, to be honest!

The first one was Italian. I just don't know why, but I did attract more than five Italians 5 minutes right after I registered! And it was not an italian website, it was supposed to be a worldwide thingy! That is only for the first five minutes, but then later on, more and more italians! I just don't know why!

Anyway, yesterday's date was fun! At least the second one! First one was Italian. He is not really nice. He is more like, let's go to bed kind of guy! So irritating! Anyway, it only lasts for less than two hours. Second one was Irish! Surprise, surprise!! And... surprisingly, he is quite fun! Kinda cute, blond hair, always made me laugh all the time, full of surprises, and our interests are kind of similar, in a way! And it lasts from seven 'till half eleven, and he even walked me home!! How fiction kinda guy, is that? :)

I don't know. However, Mr. Jerk is still there, lingering on my mind. He is still there somehow. Still there, even though he sorts of ignoring me in a way. He never calls, never texts... like I am just an illusion to him. It's torturing me. But he did chatted with me before I am off to meet these guys, and he knew. I purposely told him. I intend to. So that at least he knows that I am not sitting at home and thinking about him all the time, even though I did that most of the times if I am so free at home with nothing to do! He shouldn't know this, and he would not.

God! I am destroying myself in a way. I am, I know that.

I am so stupid, yes? I think so too!
Good night.

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Daddy Papersurfer on September 9, 2008 at 2:12 PM said...

I assume Mr Jerj doesn't know about your blog then ....... otherwise the cat is out of the bag!

Daddy Papersurfer on September 9, 2008 at 2:13 PM said...

Mr Jerkkkkkkkkk - sorry .......

shle3pyb4by on September 9, 2008 at 2:53 PM said...

he actually been here few times. :) but i dont think he recall the add. :) but i dont really mind. im tired of being the nice missy! :)

uhuhhh... jerj? ;) tee hee...

Anonymous said...

Two dates in a day? How do you find them ? :p

shle3pyb4by on September 9, 2008 at 8:20 PM said...

hahaha... this website thingy. check it out if you would like to! :)


funny and silly me at the same time. :)


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