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Monday, January 26, 2009

How Should I Say This?

Well... how should I say this?

There is a valid reason why I haven't been in here. Yes, I know. I keep on doing this. But, none of those before would be worst than this time. Well, how should I say this?

Okay. Here goes. I will be losing my job in two weeks time. There you go. I've said that.

Four people in our office has been let go, and we only got two weeks notice, and it started from today. I have lost my job. Period. Collapsing...again.

What should I say? I don't know. I really don't know. Wait. Like I have college, at least until next year. My company has already pay the college fees until I finish my fifth year. And that is at least until middle of the year. Then, I have to get a job before then to pay my own college fees next year. And I have tried. Not that I neglected the event of job searching. I did. But none of Quantity Surveyor vacancy is available in Ireland. None! Zilch.

There are few openings in UK as well as in Australia. But then again, how about my studies? Should I stop and move on, migrating to another country who desperately need my expertise and leave all my life, which is nearly three years I built myself here, in Ireland? Or should I just gave up and back to my own country, and let fate throw the life path that I can just obey to?

It is too early to decide, and this is the most difficult situation ever. I can't even think, and it is driving me completely nuts! What should I do? Which is the better choice to make? Disastrous, as ever! As always I am in the crucial situation ever.

What would I do? What should I do to make myself back to normal again? Which path?

Why is it so difficult to be me?

4 twirls with baby:

Daddy Papersurfer on January 27, 2009 at 3:56 AM said...

Oh dear, I'm so sorry Baby.

I hope that something will crop up soon *hugs*

wani ezryl * on January 27, 2009 at 10:41 AM said...

i'm sorry to hear that.

but does the college/univ u'r studying in right now hv other branches in other countries? (like UK or aussie). may b u can find a new job opportunities there, and at the same time continue your study.

i hope you'll find your way :]

The Rev. on February 18, 2009 at 5:16 AM said...

Ouch - Very sorry to hear about this!

My only suggestion is not to give up on the studies, if at all possible; coming back later is much harder than you think it would be.

Good luck to ya!

eZany on February 20, 2009 at 5:26 PM said...

Sorry to hear that Gee.

Hope at the end everything will turn out well for you, ya?


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