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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Monday Blues

Hi! So, I am struggling a bit over here since my first exam paper for my postgraduate course will be on this coming Saturday, and hey guess what? I have not even start studying! This is what people refer to as committing suicide... I mean, for real like!

I just finished sorting out my notes for the Land Law subject (after I managed to finish up 1 assignment out of 5 that need to be submitted on the exam day!). We were told by our lecturer that the exam questions topic will not include those done in the presentations and assignments. That should divide half of the notes I have, don't you think so? NOT! I have sorted the notes, and well... there is another mountain piling up next to my pillow here! So, there is no way that I can finish studying those in like, err... 4 days?! I need luck, I think. I really do.

Well, on the greener side of the mountain (what is it about mountains, today eh?), I have a little update on my elevator guy! :)

Photo courtesy of Hameed Shah

So, when we had lunch in the cafetaria, for soooomeee reason... I have made up my mind that I am not going to pursue on liking him anymore. Because, it is like asking your cat to eat carrots? Yeah, like no can do. It's impossible to see him anywhere and you see him when you least expected! He's some sort of like a choc chip cookie, you see. One time he's there, and the other time he is not. Therefore, there is no way of getting to know him at all! So to speak. But, on my way back to the office... of course, in the lift lobby waiting for the elevator to arrive... then there he was! And I tried my very best to not feel anything about it. So, I was just pretending that it is like any other day. No reason to freak out or feels like there is a butterfly farm in your tummy! (I was with a friend, by the way).

In short, we've talked... again! And that means, he remembered me. And it seems like his friend knows something about it too, in a good way! So, it's not like I am the only one who's chasing cars! :)

And that blows away my Monday blues, for the rest of the day!

But one thing that made me think. Why, until up to this very moment... he has not ask for my number yet? What's on my mind is something terribly heart-wrecking, like a) he has a wife, b) he has a fiancée, c) he has a girlfriend, or even worst... d) he's simply not that into me!

Ah well, we'll see. And until then, I need to study as much as I can for my paper on Saturday. So, good night, guys. Speak soon.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Exam Is On Its Way!

Good Morning, all. :) It's Sunday. And guess what I am up to?

Yup, pile of books are next to me with the list of assignments to be done by this coming week! Plus, I have exams coming up in a week time!! How stressful can that be? Very stressful!!!

I am going to sit for 3 papers this semester. Oh, in case you guys were wondering what am I studying this time? Well, it's getting tougher everytime I started something, don't you think? Well, I am taking a postgraduate course this time, called Construction Contract Management or in a simpler word, Construction Law.

I never thought it would be easy, but to cram all the info of all the cases in a week, I think my brain is going to be into a serious workout session on a treadmill of its own!! Imagine that?? To sponge in all the information needed at least until I've finished the papers?

The first paper is going to be on this coming 30th April, whilst the other two will be on the 7th and 8th May 2011. I really need luck this time. Worst thing is, the first paper would be Land Law! The most difficult subject as one can ever imagined! At least that's what I thought! :)

Well, I have to go now. I will speak to you soon and until then, enjoy the rest of your Sunday! ;) Take care.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

When Eyes Meet

Okay, two days in a row? For real? I can't help it, but grin all night long! :)

So, at first I thought he doesn't exist? Maybe I was imagining things? Haha... Since I didn't even see him (for quite a while), after the meet up in the lift? Then, I saw him yesterday evening, but I thought that was it. There is no possible way, I mean... NO POSSIBLE WAY that I will, eventually bump into him again or something such? Right?

But, guess what? :)

I saw him again today, and that's not just it!
No. Nope. Not in some other conversation, again. But, I'd say this is far more interesting than the last time. :) Our eyes met! For real! It felt so weird. And I had that funny feeling again. Butterflies in my tummy!

What happened?
He was staring from across the room! And I am definite about this. Or maybe I was imagining things??? Nope! This is for real! I mean, everytime when I looked up, I saw that he was staring. But when I tried to hold the stare, (if he is not intentionally staring across, he'll look away!) but he kept looking! And I am pretty sure there was no one behind me! And we keep on exchanging glares and smiles, while we were talking to our friends! This is insanely wicked! :)

But one thing for sure, he knows that I am interested in him! :)

Oh dear, what will happen next?? We'll see. Good night. x

Wednesday, April 20, 2011


Photo-courtesy from Leonard Cillio

So, I saw him again! :)

It's like my wish has been granted. But nope. No talking. I just saw him from afar.

So, I had drinks with my colleagues right after work before I head home. It's a long day this morning, since we had to go for a site visit. A site visit for a 60-ish floors building. But I think, they are only in the process of finishing off the 52nd floor? Something like that. Or so. But we had to go 20 floors down, then hike 2 floors up. And with all the exercise we had, (so I felt) I was crushed! I had massive headaches and muscle pains. Speaking of which, that might be from the walking I had with my heels before I put on my safety boots when we reached at the site!

Well, so we thought drinks after work would suit just fine. So, we went.

I was chit chatting with my friend, when suddenly I saw a very familiar face entering the 'mamak' shop we had our drinks at. It was him. And for some reason, I suddenly felt there were many butterflies in my tummy. Like, it was unreal! :) Haha... Maybe it was not that bad, but seriously... I think I have a huge crush on him! Like, seriously. I mean, SERIOUSLY!

I hope there will be some conversation involves next time I see him. ;)

Until then, good night.

P/S: I might be hoping for something that will never ever happen, but hey there's no harm in believing that everything happens for a reason? ;)

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Crush On You!

I've met a guy. A very descent guy. Cute. And funny. Whereabout? In the lift! :)

I was waiting for the lift in the lobby. Just came back from a meeting in a Client's office - discussing matters pertaining to costs, designs, etc. Boring! I know. And it is about 3 to 3.30 in the afternoon. It was well heated outside. And I'm looking as if I just came back from a farm! Sweating like a pig! Unattractive!

Then, there he was! He just came in from outside too! Waiting for the lift... The face. I knew that face. But then again, we never said hello or anything. It's just a familiar face. That is how it was before and how it is supposed to be whenever it is. I thought.

But it's NOT! :) He said hello. And it was the most amazing hello I have received that day. Oh, and he is way too cool! :) And I am loving it. The way he starts a conversation, his pick up lines (if it was a pick up lines? ;) - see, it's not pathetic pick up lines! ), his cute face and how he's being funny... adorable!

But that was it. Because he had to go when the lift stopped at Level 8. And until today, I haven't seen his face at all, anywhere! It has been a week, and still counting? :)

We'll see, and until then... till we meet again. I'll keep you posted!

Good night.


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