Hey. It was a long day for me today. It's the college day. And today is worst. It is the group discussion thingy. We had this submission next week, including the presentation for one subject - more like Project Development course.
So, I went. We had not really a discussion, but it was a long day in college. Was too tiring. Everyone started to say this and that. And, uhuhh... it is annoying!
Then, went back home, and there were the happy times to stay at home and being lazy. It was nearly 5 in the evening when I'm home. Mr. Tall Guy came over. And we had dinner. Takeaways. Was good and fun. Then, I was thinking. What is going on with us at the minute? Are we labelled as boyfriend and girlfriend material, or it's more like seeing each other for fun?
I know I did sound so old, but hey... I need confirmation, yes? After few talk with him, he said that... (this is the exact word from him), "...I like you, and I want to go out with you".
And would I ask this one for another clarification? What does it means by "something too serious?". It just bothers me so much! It's not that I am going to ask him to marry me, but at the same time, I am not going to let people see me as a whore with a guy, without any relationship! It just bothers me so much, that I feel stupid! Really.
At this point, I think I have made the wrong decision to actually going out with him. I think he is too young, and he just want to play around, rather than having a normal relationship? Do you think the same?
Why would thing always become so complicated when it comes to me and my love life? What I know now is, I am so ultimately unlucky in things called love. I think I might called it a day, though!
Sucks big time!
So, I went. We had not really a discussion, but it was a long day in college. Was too tiring. Everyone started to say this and that. And, uhuhh... it is annoying!
Then, went back home, and there were the happy times to stay at home and being lazy. It was nearly 5 in the evening when I'm home. Mr. Tall Guy came over. And we had dinner. Takeaways. Was good and fun. Then, I was thinking. What is going on with us at the minute? Are we labelled as boyfriend and girlfriend material, or it's more like seeing each other for fun?
I know I did sound so old, but hey... I need confirmation, yes? After few talk with him, he said that... (this is the exact word from him), "...I like you, and I want to go out with you".
And would I ask this one for another clarification? What does it means by "something too serious?". It just bothers me so much! It's not that I am going to ask him to marry me, but at the same time, I am not going to let people see me as a whore with a guy, without any relationship! It just bothers me so much, that I feel stupid! Really.
At this point, I think I have made the wrong decision to actually going out with him. I think he is too young, and he just want to play around, rather than having a normal relationship? Do you think the same?
Why would thing always become so complicated when it comes to me and my love life? What I know now is, I am so ultimately unlucky in things called love. I think I might called it a day, though!
Sucks big time!
