Wish me luck, guys! ;) I have to get back to study now. Take care and I will see you soon!
to announce... I am leaving Ireland in 29 days!!! I am so excited!!! Wee hooo!!! 
I am so excited. But at the same time, I do feel sad. I mean, I have been living in Ireland for almost 4 years now and it has been an amazing experience. I have met a lot of people 
, experiencing the weather (yes, the famous - crazy, very unpredictable weather that never fail to pissed me off! 
) and all sort of things one could ever do in a place called home. It is sad but then again, life must go on. And clearly, I am not becoming any younger, but older! (Or, should I say, mature? 
) So, I think (yes, I did put a lot of thoughts into it) to leave is the best option one could ever made. I have shipped all the boxes, bought the most gigantic suitcase one could ever possess... and now I just have to study 
(errr, I mean STUDY 
) for my exams, which is in two weeks time, then I am free!!! 
eh, this one... 
Later! xxxx
This week has been the most active week I had so far! I have been off from work for a week, submitted my thesis and only two more subjects to study for my exam. So, which is the active part then? It seems like a lazy week 
isn’t it?
Well, I have noticed that I have been sluggish at times and oh yes! I have been munching snacks way too much and this is bad, very bad indeed. Plus, I have not been working my ass out other than walking to Tesco to buy food! 
This is disgraceful!
So, I’ve decided to do some workout to stay healthy. Besides that, it has been reported that when you are active, your brain works better – I can use this for my studying for the exam!
And yes! I have been doing this massive workout 
video by Tracy Anderson and yup!! She kicked my 
ass!! Somehow, the method is amazing and it actually works!! I do not feel sluggish anymore but rejuvenated! I have been doing this for a week now (everyday for at least one hour, some days two) and I am pleased. But, the first two days… my arms feel so sore 
and legs! Oh dear. That shows how terrible I was before, being inactive for quite a while. Oh, silly me. But now, I think my body is adapting. We’ll see.
Anyway, enjoy the rest of the weekend and here is a sample of how her video is all about! I personally, 
LOVE IT! Perhaps, you want to give it a try? ;)
Take care!!
P/S: The emoticons - got the idea from my couz. Cheers couz! :)
Have you ever eaten a packet of peanuts? Have you ever used a match from a matchbox? What would you say if you see a peanut in a matchbox? How would you feel if you are the peanut in the matchbox? Feeling odd? Out of place?
Yes. I believe so. I am feeling exactly the same. I do feel like a peanut in a matchbox just knowing the fact that I am heading home soon. It scares me to actually be in a position of a peanut in a matchbox. The journey home would soon be like the peanut’s expedition en route for the matchbox world.
Clearly, there will be no peanuts around, but there will only be one match, two matches, three matches and many matches. There might be a match or two, which were known as a peanut before, but things changed. And they are all gone. The peanut will be so alone and undoubtedly, on its own! Pity the peanut, but life must go on.
It will be a new passage of life, for the peanut of course. But it will not be easy on the peanut. It is a big challenge. It is as if like going to school for the first time, which involved making new friends, adapting to the new environment, to be accepted as who you are – especially when you are unmistakably different from the rest of the crew!! Peanuts are not matches. Not in any way, and this will make it harder.
Huh. Let’s just hope the peanut will succeed. But still, I do feel like a peanut in a matchbox. Now it is only the beginning, but once the time is here when I ought to jump onto that plane… then the tale of being a peanut in a matchbox begins.
Hello. It is Sunday, then. I woke up quite early to wait up for the guys to come and collect my boxes to be shipped. Email received stating that they will be doing the collection between 8am - 6pm. And, nope. They did not specify the actual time. So, here I am - WAITING!
So, while waiting... (and still am), I couldn't help but wondered about love and attractions. Could you ever be so ignorant with feelings (any kind of feelings) that soon it began to fade and just vanished? And, since it has been ignored for quite some time, at some point you are not in any position to feel anything at all, which makes you the numbest of all? Which, of course made you the most ignorant and heartless person in the world! But then, what?
What if someone fail to be in a relationship again just because the feelings were ignored in the past? What if someone decided, choose to not to be in a relationship anymore after what has happened in the past? And, just what if there is no emotion left to be felt since the past has been too much torture and could not be put up with to any further extent?
But, then again… we might not know until we are actually set foot in that situation. Or else, it will be another set of different story all over again if at the end we finally met that one person who is one gifted person who could light up our lives with fancy coloured bulb lights, as the way we always wanted it to be lit up! Like a dream comes true? :)
Well, the truth is… one will never know until they are in it! :)
Leo F. Buscaglia
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