Uhuhhh...

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So, it is already Friday? Again?? Time passed by so quickly nowadays, isn't it? And is it a good thing or a bad thing? Well... it depends!

As in for me now, I don't think it does me any good at all. Especially, NOW! I mean, I am in my exam week at the moment, so... it is so obvious that when the time passed by sooo extremely quick, it just bothers you now and again, as if you do not have enough time to study. At all. But that is, as if I am studying so hard... Haha...

But still... it is true though. Okay... first, I know I don't really pull it off like I should have. But then again, with no interest in opening the book or notes, and the fact to have the possible interest to succumb your brain cells with the idiotic terms of finance and stuff... for the exam... it makes life much more harder than it was already is! (Confusing sentence I have ever made these past few days!! Haha...)

Well, I guess I better start it tonight. I have to. Next exam would be on Tuesday, and the last one would be on Thursday. So, better catch up with the stuff to be read!

Oh, nearly forgot the most important stuff!! I am working tomorrow for four hours, and the first time after hmm... let's see. After two and a half months... I am going to earn money again!! Yayyyy!!!

Okay, talk soon and wish me luck. For both, work and exam!

Cheers!! xxx

Scary Sunday

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So, it is Sunday today? Today is the day that I have to be 'tested' on-floor, to communicate with numbers of customers, for an hour! And to be honest, I am so so nervous! I am, obviously!

And to make it worst, it is such a nice weather today, which means... more customers will be entering the shop and see me making fun of myself. I know I would. I mean, when is the time that I can actually do something with an audience, without being so clumsy? Never! I would eventually put my pity life at stake, and trust me there would be an event where I would accidentally be so clumsy. I know I would. :(

This morning, I was basically trying all my best, wishing that somehow suddenly the day would be so terrible, with storm and thunder and of course, Dublin land will be lashing rain, and with that no one would ever feel they have to be in town, supposedly. Therefore, all of them will be staying at home, curl up with a duvet or a throw, in front of the telly doing some movie marathon or some sort. But, obviously my wish has not been granted! It is such a sunny, beautiful spell, has already cast for Dublin, for the whole day today. Plus, even the birds can't stop singing, and tweeting!! Ah well...

It is only few hours, before I will have to get ready and make my way to the shop. I have been awake early this morning, trying to remember all of the products, which one is to make you calm, which is refreshing, and which is the best for the early start in the morning, bla bla bla... and I found it so hard to remember all those little information, and of course, with the fancy names of each of them, just make my brain feels a bit wrecked! It is far worst than studying for an exam, or perhaps the same? Haha...

Well, I better go now, and get myself ready to face the one hour test, and I will be posting later on, on how I am getting on! Wish me loads of luck, and this time, I mean it... I really need all the luck that I can get! Seriously!!

'Till then and bye for now! :) *twirl*

First Time?

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Hey. Weather today has been really weird. It has been raining all day, and I can hear the raindrops tapping on my balcony table outside the balcony. It is a pleasant but annoying noise at the same time.

I haven't gone out from the house ever, at all since yesterday. I think I am cocooning myself in the house, with instant noodle and few bits of sitcoms re-runs. I could not even go out as well, even though if I feel like going out. I am broke, I am so dead broke. We are not getting paid, at least not until next week. How horrible it could go wrong?

Mr. Tall Guy is over at County Laois to his parents since Friday, but then he will be back tonight. He might come over to say hello, later on I think.

There is the other issue with Mr. Tall Guy. I think he is so shy. He is actually. In an odd way. Is it possible that he has never had a girlfriend before and I am the first girl he as ever be close with? Not that I am saying I am his girlfriend at the moment, but I could not afford not to think that he is shy and it is bad that now, I am in his life, and I am so much older than him? Will that affect everything, that we have now? Should I be worried about my age and start to be pessimist about every little single thing?

Even I don't know if I do like this guy for real or not? Maybe it is just a fling. That I enjoyed the undivided attention I have from a person of the opposite sex? Would that be the thing instead of the feelings inside?

I am so confused, but one thing for sure, I had that butterfly in my tummy everytime when I saw that I got a text messages from him, or even when I see him. I am so embarassed whenever I saw him and it is always like the first time I met a guy that I like. Is that normal?

I don't really know, and for the time being... I don't really care. What I think the best thing to do is, just to go with the flow and enjoy life. Uhuhh, Aunty Flow is in town at the minute. And I surely have all the cramps and menstrual pain!

That doesn't help either, but hey... can't complaint! At least, I am still breathing! :)

Good night, everyone!! *twirl*