All Is Done

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Well... All that needs to be done, is all complete! Done!

My trial session on the floor yesterday, was quite fun. But at the same time, hmm... I was a nervous-wreck! I mean, it was terrible. As I only have an hour to 'perform' to become one of the sales assistant in the shop! So, so difficult! Really.

For the first ten minutes, at the start, I froze myself! I am, completely. People stepping inside the shop, and what I could do is just stand there, stiff! It was not a good moment at all. I froze to death. Well, sort of! But then, I started to think like, I need to get the job, and to secure it, I need to do all my best... so, I started to greet people. Started to say something like, "hey... how are you?", "...it is such a nice day today, isn't it?" (well, weather is always a good topic to start with when you are in Ireland, and you won't be finding yourself feeling silly with the weather topic, at least not in Ireland... haha...). And I got away with it!

At the end of the one hour trial, the manager was there and she told me that they will call me on Friday, to let me know whether I got the job or not. There will be more people trying on the floor this week, that is why. Well, at least I have done my part, and with all my best... so the best thing to do now is just relax, until Thursday night, then it is all set to go. I mean, I will have to worry that on Thursday night, as they will call me on Friday. I just hope I got it this time.

I mean, despite of the fact that I am desperately wanting to have a job, I think it would be so much fun to work in that particular shop! Despite of just having a job, I would be smelling so nice for the rest of the day on my shift days, if I got the job there! Seriously!! I only have been in the shop for an hour, but then the yummy smells from the shop, stick on my hair and clothes, and it would be nice to smell great, isn't it? Haha...

Wish me all the best that you can, and just hope that I will get the job this time! :)

Take care all, and I will see you soon! *twirl*

Silent Mind

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Hi everyone. It's weekends at last.

It wasn't starting very good this evening. I had a stupid row. Or shall I say, beyond lunatic minds? It's too stupid to even get into such row! It's such a kiddy thingy. But, I can't really portray in words, instead... while I was browsing the net, I found Happy Bunny, and somehow it cheered me up! Here are some which, I thought I ought to say out loud!!

It was beyond absurd! And, seriously... now, I can't stop thinking what is really wrong that he ought to pick up fights? For stupid, silly things?

Good God. I thought I was the one who was having the PMS, and it turns out, it's not just me.

World is seriously, turning upside down.

I Have Had Enough

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It is Monday, again! *sigh*

But it has been a really good Monday for me, as I have stayed at home all weekends. That is the best bit of staying in, really.

Somehow, on this good Monday evening, I have a thought. A good thought, but somehow scary enough for me to admit the fact.

The thing is, I think what resolve around me these past few weeks is childishness! Completely beyond, I'd say.

Now, I have made my decision. If that it what it is, then it is. No more arguments, no more confrontations. I am completely fine with it. To argue about such things, to be longing for someone to actually accept the fact, that has been denied all the time, is completely hopeless. Would be obviously hopeless...more, if you're dealing with a person with a kid minded!

You wouldn't even received the truth. Not in a million years! You wouldn't even succeed in achieving such thing, with a person who is totally childish! So, where's the point?

I will definitely agree with whatever is made. With whatever I had now, and I wouldn't even care to ask a person to agree and admit the truth. If that is what it said, then it is. The fact is, I don't care anymore. The thing is, I am tired of all the bullshit... deja vu thingy, that makes my life completely in a misery state. It is going nowhere!

I need someone who can guide me, not someone who tear me into pieces because he/she is just being childish complete with a kid minded. It is absolutely leads to nowhere. And, that is not what I want. That is... in fact, a total bullshit?! *grins*

So now, even though it was supposed to be Monday, a day that I should and always trapped in blues and misery, somehow this Monday has got me back to my senses. I have decided. And I am keen to stick to my decision.

It's his choice. So, if he choose to be childish, then childish it is. And to me, means... that's it. I have had enough!

Somehow, I don't really care anymore. As... I have been treated like a maid. Used me like I have no soul. Nothing. Just a stupid, useless corpse. Sometimes, worst than a shit. So, there you go. I gave up.

I rest my case... And somehow, I am happy about it. It's just killing me all these while. And now, I am completely done. Finish. Dot.