A Tale Of A Lost Fly?

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Hey ya!! :) Well, I have my off day today but most of all the precious times that I have is wasted in Social Welfare Office!! How odd can it be? Well, I am working part time at the moment, therefore I am entitled for the money still... but it is only half of it. Or so they say.

Anyway, I was over there to change my address. Did the last time, but had to go again to confirm. What a day. So, it is all done but the payment has been stopped until I register myself at the new office branch. Disaster!!

Well, what am I going to say today? Oh, okay. Last few days, when I was in the LUAS, on my way back home from work... the LUAS stopped at one station. I have no idea where it was, I forgot. Well, there is this one fly, flew in when the door is open. But then, when the door is closed, the fly is still in the LUAS! And it proceed to the next station. On the way to the next station, I can't help myself, but to think about the fly! Before I say anything else, let me just remind you that with LUAS, one station to another took about 3 minutes, at least. That means, few more minutes if the fly, fly!

The life cycle of a fly... if I am not mistaken, only lasted for a week? And 'he' is alone. I wonder what will happen to this fly when 'he' suddenly got himself out from the LUAS and found out that 'he' is no where near his family? And 'he' will try his best to find 'his' family, to fly all over the place without any clue where to go? It is pretty sad, isn't it?

The main reason of this story? I don't know. I just want to share with you what I saw and my thoughts for the poor fly! I just could not stop thinking about this. Seriously. It is sad, isn't it? I guess, I shall say, we should be so grateful that we are not the fly who accientally 'stepped' into the LUAS. ;)

Have a nice day everyone!! :)

Take Me For Granted?

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It's Monday. It is a fine Monday to me. The usual Monday. No site visits for me today, means no muddy pool for my boots to be dunked into. Means, fine.

I just have a thought.

What does it means, taking granted? Means taking fully grant of yourself? Would that be mean, or that is simply a way of living at the moment? I took granted of the weekends to relax at home or to spoil myself at the no ending party. That considered as taking granted as well. So, does that means bad? Even though I had that for myself, just for myself?

It so difficult what is right and what is wrong at the moment. It is too hard to analyze as well as to considered which is best and which is not, that soon leads you to a path that no one can even determine what is it. It is the world today, that soon become too difficult to handle. That is what.

I'd say in this new kind of world, people are taught to be bad to keep on living. To survive. Therefore, I'd say taking granted of one innocent life, would not mean anything anymore. But what would the person, the innocent person would feel? Nada? Nothing?

I wouldn't know. Or perhaps, I might know. I might be person at one stage, and I might be the other at another stage. Would it be?

The prey, then at another time, the hunter. I wouldn't know.

Still, the thought keep on lingering on my mind now and then. Taking people for granted. Is that a good thing or a bad thing...? To get whatever things that you want to be fully succeed if to take granted on one person to make it happen, would that be simply wrong and intolerated?

Still no answer. Still couldn't figure it out.

So, take time and think about this. Perhaps, you might have the answer?

Then, that is it the Monday thought for today! Have fun thinking!

Good night!

A Pointless Discussion

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So, it is Thursday. Things have been not quite normal, it is just strange. It has been weirdly longer than it was supposed to. I presumed.

But one more day, the weekends will appear, again! (Doubt that it will be as good as I want it to be, though. As I don't even know what are the things that I am expecting.)

Everything seems to be pretty ordinary to me at the moment. Work, grocery shopping on my way home, dinner (whether quick dinner, or instant! Doesn't really matter, as long as I got something to eat, that suits me!). Then, few hours on the telly, being a sluggish couch potato I am. And of course, ended up with a peaceful, good night sleep. It's just basically all that all week. Sounds like I am having a boring life, yes? But that is what I am these past few weeks. Ah, or maybe a dinner out after work with my friends. And that is it. How ordinary a person can be if not worst than this?

Is it too wrong to be ordinary instead, rather than being a super hyper active me, with fully booked schedule? I have too much time floating, without nothing to do... and does that really really typical boring person schedule? How odd can it be not to be so cramped with timetables?

I was just thinking about this, as I was sitting home after work, gulping on my bowl of instant noodle bought on the way home from work, and soon it just strucked me! "Am I really that boring, that soon enough to make me become so unattractive?"

I know it sounds stupid, in fact I think it is so silly. Pointless discussion to be made. But hey, I thought about this, that means it is something important and hell yes, it is so obvious now, as I realized this. As if it was not, I won't be able to actually acknowledge of what is really happening. Am I right?

I don't know. When the clock ticks away to the weekends, I am starting to become more cautious about what is going on with my life. Just a plain, simple equation to be made. I am growing and becoming more wise, I guess. Am I?

It's just for me to have a thought scribbled and for you to figure it out for me, would you? *wink*

Have a thought, and let me know! *twirl endlessly*

Good night!

Just A Thought That Swirls

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So, it's Tuesday today. Well, things are okay. But of course, as usual... I can't stop myself from thinking. Would it be possible for someone to change? Or other, would it be wise to fight fire with fire?

A thought just occurred to me. If something, somehow, someone... fought over things with you, and what you did is ignore it and live life to the fullest. Would it be bad? Or would it be more worst to actually fight back and state what you have in mind? Which would suits better to calmness and equality of ideas?

Have you ever thought that ever choice, path you take that somehow take you to nowhere? Probably, when you chose A, it would lead you to camp Z. But then, the next time, you thought of choosing the other, which is B... but then again, it still... leads you to camp Z. What is it with that? Was that got to do with the choices that was given, or would that simply be you. You, whom got the opportunity to choose? Which would be at fault?

Would that simply spells, you are the Loser among all the Losers? Or in better words, you are just being so unlucky and would simply be dipped in the unlucky bowl, now, then and forever? Which would be the answer?

Na, naa! I am not being negative girl over here, just a thought. It's always has been a thought, that swirls in my mind. And sometimes, it does make sense, doesn't it?

Someone's call it 'paranoia' and the others would directly called it lunatic minds? *giggles* Your choice.

That is my thought for today, anyway... It does keep me thinking for a while. It really does.

Good night.

A Thought?

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It's already Sunday. It seems to be a good weather today, as it has not been raining ever since. Or perhaps, it does rain before, when I am still curling on bed? I woke up late today, as I was staying up late last night, having a DVD night, until four in the morning!

It has been a while since any DVD night, ever!
I have not been out this week, and that makes me feel energetic as ever! (exagerating, I presume?!). But I am. I do feel energised a bit. Not feeling sluggish and tired as I always did. It's really good sometimes to be normal.

I was just thinking, when I woke up earlier on. Perhaps I need another vacation for myself this month? But then again, thinking back on the line ups of workload in the office, perhaps NOT! I would simply get 'killed' by my employer if I do so. We have loads of things to get done by August, therefore obviously no holidays can be taken! But then again, September or end of August would do just fine?

My last trip was the Tenerife trip, which somehow floated to be not so nice as I predicted it to be. So, basically... the really last trip I had was my alone - Spain trip I had last Christmas? Even though I had the trip by myself, it surely is the best trip I have had. It's good really. You dont't really have to cope up with people tantrums over stupid things, and besides, you can even just do whatever you want to do! It was awesome! And I met this Italian guy over there, who was currently working over there, accidentally!

He is still there anyway. I wonder if he is, still. Haha... speaking about my holiday fling! *giggles*
But there you go, it was surely fun to sometimes spend sometimes to yourself! I thought of going to Budapest this next vacation of mine! And I was thinking to go to Geneva or Austria for winter vacation of mine! I want to be covered with snow and fun in winter! That was my thought for winter. But now, at the moment... I was dazzled by the Budapest city I found out in LonelyPlanet website. It was surely a nice, romantic yet classic city, I thought! It is though!

I'll soon check the ticket and how to get there, later. I really want to go. Ah, and if not, I also found out about La Rochelle. Yes. Sylvie's place. I think it is so posh and classy. I might be headed there as well! I am still thinking about that. *grins*
Have to head off now. Better starts to find out about where to go for my next vacation! Talk to you guys later! Cheerio!

The Countdown Continues...

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One more day... *wink*

Tomorrow is the last day at work, before a long That is the best bit of all! I can wake up late all day, and lazying myself all day all night. Can't wait!

And of course, one more day before my birthday. It has also been two years since I have been staying here, in Dublin. Today, exactly two years of my stay here. I am so proud of myself to actually hanging on, alone here in Dublin.

Too many things happened in that two consecutive years. Too many things to list out too. It has been a tiring two weeks for me. As for this moment on, I think I can sit back and relax a bit, with less pressure from no one.

Being older a year, supposedly I should have become wiser. But, in my point of view... I don't think I do? *giggles* I should have set up my mission, my aim... as I am becoming older. Should I? I don't know exactly... still, what I want in life. I really don't.

I haven't found the things that I would want to do. I feel that it is difficult to aim, as it will always be rotten in mind, not being able to make it. Therefore, for me it is best not to do anything with it, but just to go with the flow. I have give up thinking too much, as it always dissapoint me. I always end up in misery, instead of performing a star jump, in any way. *sigh*

Therefore, I have decided not to think. Instead, walk on the runaway. If once or twice, I twisted my ankle with the heels, and fell... I can still arise and walk on. Those few splits will only make me stronger, to walk on the runaway. That is the first thing I have made myself clear. Full stop.

Good night.

P/S: One more day for my birthday!! (not including today). Countdown continues... *drum roll*

Twirl & Swirls In Yummy Thoughts

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I came back early today. Yesterday I was home by 9 pm. I couldn't believe it. I came back late on Monday?! Something got to be done by that day itself. So, I have to stay. *sigh*

Anyway, there was nothing much happened. Was too occupied with work, and time just flies by.


On my way back home today, I was wondering. Thinking. As usual, pouring the thoughts of mine, while listening to my iPod. There are so many people out there, thinking the same thing like I did, like... "how unlucky I am...".

Therefore, it should not be just me who's being so unlucky. Am I getting the right point here?

I was thinking, there would be a person who will drop their cup of coffee on the way to their offices, early in the morning, just because of a slight clumsiness empower themselves, every minute of the day. There will also be a person who fell on the street just because they didn't see the banana skin right in front of him/her. Also, there will be a person who ordered a chicken sandwich for his/her lunch but ended up with a tuna sandwich, because as there were so many people in the shop and the order was mistaken. In short, there are so many unlucky people out there, and it shouldn't be just me?! *wink*

I know I am kind of talking rubbish at this moment, but as far as I am concern, half of the things I have said might possibly be half right, if it is not fully right. Yes?

I am not saying that I feel so unlucky today, it's just that the thought popped into my mind, there and then. And I thought (again?!), that I might share my findings with you peeps! (I know, I know. I have so many thoughts, experiments, and such like - read my polo experiment. It is one of those!) *another wink*

I just can't stop myself from having all this thoughts, and I know I might sound too wired at this moment! *giggles*

My conclusion is, I think, I think too much today! Good night!! *twirl and dance and twirl*